they say that in the end, the value of music is subjective
Akito’s throat is burning. He snag his heart out at Crawl Green, the culmination of nonstop practice and training.
And they’d been bored. People were so unimpressed with him they went outside to check their phones or to use the bathroom.
Would it have been better if he’d lost his voice on stage? Or just passed out, or given a bad performance?
But no it wasn’t bad, it was simply unexceptional, at least compared to the normal crowd at Crawl Green.
What has he done? Tears are starting to prick the corner of his face.
“There you are!”
Akito wipes his face. In front of him is a severe-looking older man it takes him a beat too long to recognize.
“Do you know who I am?”
Akito nods. This is Shigeru Midori. The owner of Crawl Green.
“Then you should be apologizing, boy!” Midori snaps. “Who do you think you are? You really think you can stroll in there and stink up my venue?”
Akito flinches back like he’d been hit. “S-some guys invited me to perform and–”
“And you thought you were God’s gift to the city, huh? You had the ego to think you could just stroll in and–”
“No!” Akito says. “I didn’t want to run away! I want to surpass RAD WEEKEND, and that means–”
“Of course you did,” Midori crosses his arms. “Hungry dogs like you yapping and yapping for a carcass.”
“I’m serious!” Akito says, and he knows he’s in the wrong here, that he shouldn’t argue at the man rightfully chewing him out for disgracing a place like Crawl Green, but it’s not in his nature to take something like this lying down, is it? “I’m serious about RAD WEEKEND, so when those guys asked if I was going to run away, I decided I wouldn’t. I know… I know I overstepped today, and I’m sorry, but I was there, I know how important RAD WEEKEND is, and I know the kind of sacrifices I’ll have to make to surpass it one day so that’s why I didn’t want to step down, and I tried. I tried so hard to practice so I could do justice to your–.”
“Boy,” Midori says. “Listen to me. You are never surpassing RAD WEEKEND.” “I–”
“LISTEN!”
Akito’s mouth slams shut and Midori continues on.
“Those people back there? The ones I chose, who I had perform, they don’t practice like you do, because they have talent. Real talent, the kind you can’t find just singing in the back alleys. Oh sure, if some of them were cocky, lazy, and didn’t try, then maybe you could out perform them with brute force, but no one who I allow to perform at my venue is like that. You’re miles behind the starting line, and they’re sprinting ahead of you. You’ll never close that gap.”
Midori spits at him. “Go home before you hurt yourself.” Then he stomps off.
Akito can’t breathe. The world is spinning and the lights are starting to blur. He doesn’t know when his feet start moving or when he gets home, until he opens the door and his dad is in the living room.
“Akito?” Shinei asks. “Is something wrong?”
Everything.
Everything is wrong.
But he can’t explain it to his dad, can he? He doesn’t know anything about music, he’d simply be confused.
Or worse, his dad would understand intimately. Because at the end of the day, what was it he’d told Ena?
“You’re not capable of becoming the artist you want to be… though you might’ve been if you had enough talent beforehand.”
Ha, just like Midori said to him.
Are they right? About Ena? About him?
Akito can’t take it. He runs into his room and locks the door.
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Genei Ibun Roku #FE | Tokyo Mirage Sessions #FE Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Akagi Touma/Aoi Itsuki, Kurono Kiria/Tsurugi Yashiro, Oribe Tsubasa/Yumizuru Eleonora, Akagi Touma & Tsurugi Yashiro, Akagi Touma & Yumizuru Eleonora, Tsurugi Yashiro & Yumizuru Eleonora, Aoi Itsuki & Oribe Tsubasa, Kurono Kiria & Oribe Tsubasa, Aoi Itsuki & Kurono Kiria Characters: Akagi Touma, Oribe Tsubasa, Yumizuru Eleonora, Tsurugi Yashiro, Kurono Kiria, Minamoto Mamori, Aoi Itsuki Additional Tags: I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping, Angst with a Happy Ending Summary:
Three actors. A lord and two singers. An Awakened Hero and a Lord. A Hollywood Darling and a Sacred Idol. A New Kiria and The Best of the Best.
Wow, now there's a bot going around on Ao3 telling people that the "moderators" will delete works from "deprecated" fandoms and impose bans.
Fearmongering bullshit, but it's fearmongering bullshit that seems to be taking advantage of the recent spotlight series in order to trick authors into deleting their fics.
Just. Why.
What the hell does anyone get out of making these bots.
for the prompts thing. 40 and whatever toya relationship you want >:3
40. “Please don’t let me fall.”
A/N: White Day AU brainrot’s been getting Alto lately so I should probably take it here too, lol.
You know, Toya thought he’d gotten used to heights, but being on the back of an unfamiliar dragon makes him realize that he certainly hasn’t.
He knows how Ena moves, how she shifts, but not Akito.
And the once-distant fear returns to his chest.
“A-Akito!” Toya gasps, as Akito turns into a roll with zero warning.
Thoughts rush through his head. Falling, spinning, being torn away from everything he knows.
His head is killing him. He can’t— He can’t do this.
God, he’s a failure as a Black Rose— Who would expect the legendary Ice Dragon to be scared of heights? He’s a dragon rider, for fuck’s sake! The greatest in the kingdom!
But he can’t handle this. The twists and turns and the feeling of being so wildly out of control.
Akito pulls him along like a damn hurricane. As agile as the wind.
“Are you having fun?” Akito laughs, and Toya’s grip on his scales gets tighter.
And he can only bring himself to say one thing.
“Please don’t let me fall.”
Akito immediately stops twisting, and he turns into a normal flying position.
“Why would you fall? You’re my treasure.”
And Toya…
Toya can’t help but laugh.
Right. He’s not going to fall.
This is a free flight. Not a combat situation.
They’re supposed to be having fun.
And if Toya can trust Akito with his life in combat, he can certainly trust him with his life here. When it’s just the two of them.
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: The Caligula Effect (Video Game), Genei Ibun Roku #FE | Tokyo Mirage Sessions #FE Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Characters: Original Female Character(s), The Caligula Effect Protagonist, Akagi Touma, Yumizuru Eleonora, Minamoto Mamori, Kurono Kiria Additional Tags: So okay in like. One line Mizuki mentions that she’s dating Kensuke, but one line, is not enough to tag it, Mizuki Shima is my name for the Caligula Effect protag Summary:
Mizuki Shima. Her life has been hard. She gets drawn into a perfect world.
…Mizuki has choices.
…So technically this is an OC fic and it’s a mix between this game and another but fuck it.
I know this is kinda out of nowhere but I was going through some of my really old ao3 tabs and I stumbled across some of your Ace Attorney fics and I know you in my head as the one person that’s out there writing Souma/Arata fics (thank you for that btw) so I got a little jumpscared when I saw your username in one of my old ass ao3 tabs and like this is the second time something like this has happened to me with fanfic authors (it’s happened countless times with fanartists) and cemented that the pipelines are real, I just thought it was funny and thought I’d share lmao
Ah! My old AA fics… I haven’t written for AA in forever, though I have replayed the games about twenty-million times since then. I’m glad you enjoyed my old works too! Thank you so much!
These are more focused on the background stuff rather than the usual "what would the character do in XY situation" kinds of asks. I've been looking for something like this for quite a while and in the end decided to make my own. Feel free to use, go wild, enjoy
What was the original thought that led to the creation of this character?
How long was the process before the character reached its final version? (or a version that would be clearly recognizable as the character?)
What was the first thing you decided on, the character's name, appearance, personality or their role in the story?
And reverse, which one of the four things did you struggle with the most?
How did you choose their name and why? Was it simply based on vibes or is there any specific meaning behind the name? Are the reasons behind their name different in- and out of universe?
What was the thought process behind their appearance? Did you go mostly for the aesthetic or are there other reasons they look the way they do?
What is an aspect of their appearance that you like the most?
What is the origin of their personality? And let's be honest - how much of it is projecting?
How big is their role in the story? Do they make a frequent appearance or are they a character with little "screentime" but big influence? Or are they just a favourite background guy?
What is their main character arc in the story? Where do they start and how do they develop? Do they get a happy ending or is their story a tragic one?
Is there any existing character from other media that your character resembles? Was the resemblance intentional or was it a coincidence?
Do you have a playlist for the character? What songs do you associate with them and why?
Do you have a voice claim for the character? What do you imagine the character sounds like?
Do you have any quotes tied to the character, either from the story itself or from another source that fit them?
Have you ever made a moodboard for them?
Is there any memes or running jokes associated with the character, both in- and out of universe?
Are there any motifs or symbols associated with the character? How are they represented, in their design, personality or in some other way?
Does the character have other characters connected to them? Do you have a family tree and "offscreen" connections made up for them or do they exist in a vacuum purely for the purpose of the story?
What is your general favourite thing about the character? What is your least favourite?
Bonus question: share any additional thoughts, art, favourite scenes, anything you've been waiting for a chance to ramble about
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Persona 5 Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Persona 5 Protagonist & Sakamoto Ryuji Characters: Persona 5 Protagonist, Sakamoto Ryuji Additional Tags: The Pegoryu can be read as platonic or romantic, i love them sm, P5R Spoilers Summary:
Everything is perfect. Ryuji’s on the track team and running like a star again.
…So why does Renren make him feel like he’s forgetting something?
A/n: Everyone say thank you to @yumizurueleonora for reminding me I wrote this because otherwise I was just gonna skip this day.
Perception
Dru watches the guards bring in the new prisoner, the self-proclaimed Wootox The Destroyer. The others steer clear of the fresh meat and Dru walks over to him.
“Hello,” Dru says, flashing a smile. “Let me introduce myself. I’m Dru Harrington. As the others have hopefully informed you, I’m the guy who can get you whatever you need.”
“I don't need anything from you,” Wootox says.
Dru laughs. “Oh funny guy, why are you trying to speak Terran.”
“You can understand me?”
“I’m Tangarian,” Dru says and Wootox looks confused. “We have similar vocal chord structures?”
“Of course. Well, whatever, leave me alone.”
Dru narrows his eyes. “One thing first, I need to know if you did anything to the Blue Ranger.”
“What if I killed him?”
“Well it'd be on your rap sheet,” Dru says, “but for your sake it’s better if you didn’t hurt him.”
“Why do you care, you shot him.”
“Well you know he was the only guy willing to do it in a broom closet five minutes before an exam so I probably owe him for that.”
The very human startled reaction doesn’t look quite right on Wootox’s body.
“Hello, Sky.” Dru says. “Thank you for confirming Wootox’s ability to switch bodies for me.”
“I’m happy to help,” Sky says, “now leave me alone.”
“And how could I abandon my Angel when he needs my help.”
“I’m not your Angel, and I don’t need your help.”
“Really? You’re planning on escaping prison and getting back to Earth on your own? When you’re a wanted criminal who’s already escaped once?”
Sky glares at him.
“Do you think they’ve noticed you’re acting off yet? Or has Wootox already gotten rid of anyone who might get suspicious. Bridge can find him out easily if he gets a whiff of something wrong, and he’s your roommate. Or maybe he's just taken whatever SPD tech he can get his hands on, run off, and sold it to the highest bidder, and now your friends are facing upgraded Krybots and criminals who know their every weakness. Or–”
“Enough,” Sky growls. “Why do you want to help me? I thought you didn’t need me.”
Dru leans back and smiles. “Maybe there is some goodness left in my heart. Maybe I’m just enjoying the irony of this whole situation.”
“So you’re helping me for a laugh?”
“I’m helping you because if anyone’s going to have you weak and screaming on your knees, metaphorically or otherwise, it’s going to be me, Angel, and it’s no fun if you’re already at my mercy.”
Sky turns away.
“Tick tock, Sky. Every second you waste is another second Wootox can use your body to hurt your precious SPD.
“Fine.” Sky says. “What’s your plan?”
“It’ll take me time to come up with something.”
“I know you Dru, you had a plan the second you figured out it was me.”
“Always so needy,”
“You’re the one who said I don’t have time to waste.”
“Alright, but just because it's you,” Dru says. “I do have a plan, but I won’t tell you what it is.”
“Why?”
“Because you’re just going to have to trust me.”
Sky is clearly mulling it over, looking for something to argue against, but they already both know the plan is sound.
“How soon can you get it done?” Sky asks.
“Oh, I'm a pretty busy guy, running an information network from inside prison, you’ll have to convince me to move it up on priority list.”
“What now, Dru.”
“Let me remind you how to have fun, Angel.” Dru takes Sky by the arm and leads him to a closet, then presses up against him.
“I don’t know how to use this body like that.”
“We figured it out once, we can do it again.” Dru shifts to his Tangarian form. “You have no idea how much I've thought of getting to do this with you like this.”
“Let’s just get this over with.”
“You can try and have a little fun,” Dru says. “I’m going to make this pleasurable for you too.” He gives Sky a shock Sky shudders. “See? I remember the kind of things you liked. Different body doesn’t mean a thing.”
Sky moans a little, and Dru gets to work.
~
The chemicals released by Wootox’s body after sex are even stronger than the ones humans have, so Sky’s practically a giggling useless puddle once they’re done.
It's easy enough to get the guards to turn the other way as Dru takes “Wootox” back into his cell and says they’ll be sharing for a bit, so now all Dru has to do is send a message.
“Hello, Jack,” he says into the recording. “Thank you so much for sending Sky over here to visit me. I’m having so much fun with him, I can only assume you did this on purpose, right? Surely you’ve noticed Wootox in Sky’s body before this. I mean Bridge is psychic, so you must have known and decided to do me a favor. Thank you so much, I really owe you one.”
There, that should get those idiots to actually check and come rushing over to get Sky back in his body. He sent it along a secure SPD channel, so they’ll notice soon enough.
As much as Dru would love more time with Sky, he’s not stupid enough to rock the boat on a whim. If he’s whisking Sky off to the furthest corner of the galaxy so that stupid blue boy will stop sticking around in his mind, he’s going to take longer than a day to plan it.
So he’ll just have to settle with leaving Sky a reminder of how good they can be together, and mocking the other rangers for being such idiots. If it puts a seed of doubt in his mind about whether he belongs at SPD, then so be it.
Although… maybe there’s one more thing he can do to rub salt in the wound.
~
“This is all my fault,” Syd groans. “If I hadn’t hit him so hard–”
“Someone sneaking into our room deserves an iron fist to the face,” Z says, “it’s not your fault Sky – or Sky’s body? – was so exhausted it kept him out for three days.”
“But it was still weird! We should have checked if something was wrong there!”
“One weird thing isn’t enough to assume someone’s been body snatched,” Bridge says. “And my powers don’t work if I don’t know to check… maybe I should learn to read minds or something.”
“You can work on that after we get our Sky back,” Jack says, gripping the shuttle controls a little too tightly.
That fucking message from Dru. Self righteous prick. If he’s done anything to Sky, Jack will beat him up himself.
It’s clear he wants something, and Jack's a little worried he already for it from Sky.
They arrive at the prison and haul Wootox-in-Sky’s body to the meeting room, where Sky-in-Wootox’s body is waiting, alongside Dru.
“What are you doing here?” Jack asks.
“I want to make sure you don’t mess this up,” Dru says.
“Bridge?” Jack says and Bridge scans Sky-in-Wootox’s body.
“Yep. That’s Sky!” Bridge says.
They shove Wootox-in-Sky’s body towards Sky-in-Wootox’s body and hold him still while Sky-in-Wootox’s body touch their foreheads together.
There’s energy and a bright light, but suddenly Sky stumbles back and he’s stopped glaring.
Jack ungags him. “Sky? That you?”
“Yeah,” Sky says. “I’m me, and why does my head hurt?”
“Sky!” Syd hugs him. “I’m so sorry I knocked you out!”
“Hm?”
“That creep snuck into my room and was watching me and I was holding an hair iron and when I tried to push him away I launched him across the room with an iron fist.”
“Wootox has been passed out in your body for three days,” Z says.
“Oh! So he didn’t do anything!” Sky says. “I was worried he’d hurt you guys.”
“No, as it turns out your body was just exhausted already,” Bridge says, “so when Syd hit him he just slept it off.”
“Still burning that midnight oil?” Dru asks and they’re suddenly all reminded he’s here. “Sky, do you really need me to help you get to sleep.”
“We’ll finish this conversation later,” Jack says, “let’s go.”
“What no thank you for fixing your catastrophic mistake before something serious happened?”
“Thank you,” Jack grits out.
“I want one more thing.”
“If it’s a lighter sentence, you’re lowering your chances.”
“I want it from Sky.”
“No.”
“And if I say that I strapped a bomb to Wootox and will blow us all up if I don’t?”
“You care too much about money for that,” Jack says. “You’re a guy who knows when to cut his losses and run.”
“Oh, that your professional analysis,” Dru says, pulling out what looks like a detonator. “Willing to stake your life on it?”
Before Jack can say anything, Sky rushes forward, pulls Dru close and kisses him for far too long.
Even without his translator, Jack’s pretty sure he understands what Wootox is saying.
They finally separate, and Sky has the detonator in his hands.
“This is a pen.”
“Did it’s job,” Dru says. “I hope we can catch up again soon, Sky.”
He knocks on the door, and guards arrive to take him and Wootox away.
Sky coughs and straightens up. “Ok, well we’ll have to go check in with Commander Cruger so–”
“Are you ok?” Jack asks. “Dru didn’t do anything to you?”
“No, it's fine,” Sky says.
“Are you–”
“It's fine,” Sky says, “I don’t want to talk about it, let’s just get back.”
Sky leaves first and the others follow out, and Jack can’t get that damn look of Dru’s out of his mind.
Like he’s telling Jack he’s got something Jack can never have.
Scars in your heart
A deep breath in, then out. Again, and again.
He’s fine. He reminds himself that he’s fine, that nothing can hurt him right now, because he’s safe here, in his room.
Akito picks at the sore where the cuffs were and tries to calm himself. He’s scared of nothing, a half-remembered nightmare that obviously featured her but nothing else specific.
It’s not enough to call Toya, to wake him up and make him worry.
So Akito is fine. Really! He has to be.
The next day at school, everything’s a blur. He’s tired now, never did get back to sleep.
“Hey Shinonome!” One of the guys from the soccer team pats him in the back and Akito leaps out of his skin.
Stupid, he’s jumping at shadows. How long has it been now, six months? He’s a second year now, he’s older, he should be over it.
He feels An and Kusanagi’s concerned gazes drilling into the back of his head like a hole, and he knows soon others will notice and follow suit.
Because if they, the ones who saw, who rescued him were worried, then something serious must be wrong.
Akito curls his hands into fists so tightly his knuckles are paper white and he focuses on the literature passage in front of him.
Get through the period, then the day, then the week and eventually he’ll be over it.
Tsukasa-senpai stops him in the hallway and asks something, and Akito doesn’t listen because he can see the concern in his eyes and knows he’s trying to cheer him up, which he doesn’t need.
He eats lunch on the roof alone.
Three hours left.
The rest of the day is easy, he answers questions when he’s called on, the teacher looks at him like an idiot a couple of times, but he genuinely doesn’t care if he’s right or wrong, he just needs the day to be over.
Some of the guys from the soccer team ask him to help as he’s walking briskly towards the gates at the end of the day, and Akito smiles and waves them off but it’s not right, something’s wrong because now they look bothered.
Whatever, he’s not going to think about it, he just runs home and curls back in on his bed and now he’s really fine. He’s really actually fine and safe and can calm down and wait for this stupid scared animal in his chest to leave him alone and stop screaming about him to watch every corner in case she’s behind it.
The door opens.
Akito’s breath stops but he swallows. He’s not stupid it’s fine.
He looks up and it’s just Toya and he leans back against the bed. Toya wordlessly climbs next to him and wraps his arms around him.
“Want to talk about it?” he asks.
“No. ‘S stupid.”
“This about singing or…”
“Her.”
“Yeah, ok. Wanna take a nap?”
“Stay?”
“Of course, why do you think I’m here?”
“Thanks, partner.” And for the first time all day, Akito feels relaxed.
PERSONA Q2 FANFIC... YOU ARE A WRITER OF CULTURE. will have to read- I'm currently playing through Q2 :D
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Hikari/Futaba Sakura is peak and I actually love them so much. Sumitaba is great but I got attached to Hikaritaba and I can’t think of anything else now.
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