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i mean I know I said no at many different stuff and all but because I said no once it doesn't mean no for everything?? especially over 3 years???
I've to walk 45min downtown when they have time and want to see me, but when I ask if they want to come to my house one time to watch a movie they 'don't feel comfy, don't like my house' while they never came??
When they were alone for Halloween and I forced myself to go there even if i was exhausted and go at their house even if i was so anxious I thought I was gonna faint??
Why does it always feels like I'm the one doing most of the friendship....
realizing how many times my bestfriend failed to invite me to stuff because 'I forgot to tell you' 'I didn't think you'd want to come' or just not even realizing that I'm sad they didn't invite me even if I tell them makes me think that maybe I'm the only one really caring at this point