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Here again just writing something but what can I do. This is just calming my nerves. This time it’s just short one.
- Wait!
- Hey girl wait for me.
I was packing my thing in my back. The girl has went to hall already but I still belive she heard me. I put a white mask and my quickly my lunch in my back. I grabbed back with me and ran after the girl. I saw couple person still wearing shoes but no one was my friend. Of course I didn’t want to be burden for my friends but someone could’ve wait for me. Everyone doesn’t have to wait me, one is enough. I took my shoes and walked to doors. My friend from the locker room turned back from a hallway and saw me but she just passed me and walked back to others. No one cared about me. I was always out of frined groups. Right before doors there was a window. When I watched throught it I saw people outside. There was all my friends. Some of them went to their cars and others just went down the street. I saw them laugh and say goodbyes. I was greatful for that I had friends but I never felt truely happy or welcome around them. I wore my shoes and went outside. I started to walk away from little worn building to home. After couple of street I saw the girl I’ve asked to wait be and I considered to go to her but then I saw that she had someone else to be with.
I think I'll always love him. You can argue, like spring and summer, the seasons are bound to change. But baby no, this will always stay the same.
I think I'll always love him. You can fight this war a million ways, but this is a battle I've chosen over and over to stay.
I think I'll always love him. You'll tire your routine one day, look, he's not even looking your way. That's true, he'll tire of looking this way, that's why my heart says, we won't let him lose his way.
I'll always love him but no he won't stay, that's okay, I've been here on my own anyways...
© Raina Rose.
I lost my phone
I lost my keys
I ponder if it would be easier
To hide where nobody
Could find me
Too?