Grateful - Blog Posts

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hey i saw ur post abt reader’s block and what usually works for me is switching up genres or subgenres :) the further it is from what i usually read, the better honestly

Thank you for the advice, I might give that a try ❤️

Guys, I'm really proud of this blog and really love you all. Your likes and re-blogs means a lot to me. 💗 ₊˚⊹

It’s something about hockey at calms me down during an anxiety attack. Maybe it’s the fast paced game that keeps you from looking away and focusing on that rather than your anxiety. I don’t know what it is but I’m forever grateful because it’s hard to find that escape when your so deep in your own head.

"Let me tell you something about nature. Nature never allows you to fall on your face if you take risks - never. It goes like this;

if you laugh you risk appearing to be a fool.

If you weep, you risk appearing to be sentimental.

If you reach out for another, you risk rejection.

If you love, you risk not being loved in return.

If you place your dreams in front of the crowd - as we do - you risk ridicule.

If you go forward in the face of overwhelming odds, you risk failure but risk must be taken for the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.

The person who risks nothing, has nothing, does nothing, is nothing. That person may avoid suffering, pain and embarrassment but that individual will not learn, grow, feel, love or change. Only the person who takes risks is truly free."

- Chris Eubank

Thank you Lord God! My son got the job he wanted so badly.

I am so grateful.

Thank you @yourqueerdesiwife and everyone who got me to 5 reblogs!

Your place in my heart would be the paramount one -)RB

𝑾𝒐𝒘! 600 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆𝒔 & 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒐𝒕𝒂𝒍! 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒈𝒖𝒚𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒍𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒚 𝒑𝒉𝒐𝒕𝒐𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒑𝒉𝒚, 𝑰 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆!

🥹🌿💖

𝑨 𝒎𝒆𝒔𝒎𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒛𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚 𝒐𝒇 𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒌 𝒔𝒑𝒊𝒓𝒂𝒆𝒂 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒎𝒔 𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒎 𝒈𝒍𝒐𝒘 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒏, 𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒏 𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒂 𝒈𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒏

Today was my first day back at work after a six week long vaccination. So tired in every cell of my body. This summer has been a new experience for me. It was during this summer I became a true swiftie! What a lovely community to become a part of!

I have always loved music and like many others listened to Taylor’s most popular songs on the radio. Now when I started to listen true all of her discography and really read the lyrics a new world has opened it self. Every day I find a new favourite. Or I think there’s actually isn’t any of her songs that isn’t my favourite. You’re loosing me, hoax, Marjorie, epiphany, New Year’s Day, The lakes, This is me trying, Maroon, mastermind is just some of my must have songs every day. To then be able to switch over to midnights, 1989, and REPUTATION omg. Songs that both can make me cry like a baby and another one that makes me feel so powerful and strong

I didn’t think it was even possible for music to make me feel this much emotions. It feels like I’ve been in a six week long therapy session for sure. I don’t think I’ve cried this much since our son passed away from a heart condition only 13 days old. Even though it’s almost 14 years since it happened I know realise i had so many feelings and tears hid away in my body. Now with the help of you @taylorswift I feel like a lot of weight have fallen of my shoulders and I’m so grateful to you for that.

Your vocals and lyrics mesmerize me in a way that I didn’t think was possible. Today the lakes long pond studio session has been on repeat all day and I’ve been singing it out loud at the office until my colleagues asked me to sit in another room for a while😊

@taylorswift you are a force, an amazing talent and hard working businesswoman. A humble and extremely generous so cool woman. So beautiful from the inside and out I would go to war for you any day and I gladly continue spreading love throughout the world in your spirit.

Thanks to you I now have the courage to be ME!!!

@taylorswift Love you unconditionally❤️

@taylorswift @taylornation

Things my disability has made me more grateful for:

My support system. I have been around some, let's just say, very mean people in my life. I've curriated a chosen family I couldn't be happier with. With special thanks to my girlfriend and her family for giving me a temporary place to live and taking care of me

Self care. Before while I did take care of my body, I didn't take it as seriously as I should. When I had to use the restroom, shower, brush my teeth, drink water, eat I didn't always attend to my needs. Now a days, even though they are way harder to do, I put in extra effort. Because I deserve it

My art. I have a lot of self esteem issues with my art, and even have shut downs on occasions from a piece not being “perfect.” But at the end of the day, when it’s just me in bed, with my art book, and my markers, I can forget about being disabled. I can fully put effort into something I love and have worked so hard on. And my efforts pay off. I can tell my art is improving

No, I am not I am not glamorizing being chronically ill and disabled. This is the best way I’ve learned to accept and cope with it though

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~ notes from everyday ~

~ A very proud moment for me. I completed a 100 blog posts of original, heartwork yesterday evening.

This blog has been a source of comfort, creativity, fulfillment and a space where I’ve learned the joy of putting in consistent work to build something from scratch.

The feeling is indescribable and for everyone here, supporting my journey, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. 

Turning this into a beautiful memory today.🌼🥑 ~

(from 'a wilderness')

in the middle of the world's darkest and most solitary wilderness,

I am just standing still alone.

I cannot sink down.

I have to keep looking

for the light, which is invisible.

as the frigid wind blows,

I tore all the clothes

I was wearing to shreds.

I couldn't get over it without shivering

and feeling the cold more

and more severely.