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Someone better (Harry x reader)

Warnings:I think none expect a little bit of insecurities and talking about body and bit of bullying and mentions of sexual things towards the end but other than that is pure fluffy.

Notes:I just wanna say,I don’t hate Cho I just had put someone there and she was the one who would fit better

Sinopse:Y/n feels tired and like she’s not enough and that her boyfriend,Harry,could do so much better só Harry helps her realise that she is perfect the way she is.

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One more day you woke up with the same feeling that make you not want to get out of the bed.The feeling that everthing that you do is worng and you always ruin everthing.

The feeling of not being enough.

“Y/N!” Harry called you taking you out of your thoughts,he was looking at you with a worried face “What happend?”

The commom room was empty,everyone went to their classes.

“Sorry i was…distract”You forced a smile and tried to look confidente to face him.

You and Harry have been dating since the end of the last year (now you are on your fifth year),you should be more comfortable on talking to him about your frustrations but....

“Come on,we are going to be late for the class of DA...Got distract again?”He tried to sound natural but he knew something was off. “You know you can tell me anything,right?” he put his hand on your cheek and smiled at you,in that moment you bit you lip to hold your tears.

“What would someone like him be with someone like me?” you thought.

You felt like the only thing you were supposed to do in life is exist and nothing else.

''You don't need to come if you don't want to,it's fine'' Harry said but for you it sounded like he said “Please go Away,I don't need you here”

Frustrated you went to class and sat in chair that there was there(Where anybody could see you),wishing to just vanish from the face of the Earth.

Part of you wanted to believe in Harry's love for you,but the other part insisted on saying that you were nothing but a dead weight.

What did you have to make him feel attracted to him?Neither you were capable to love yourself,how could you be so sure that he loved you?

You stoped thinking about it,realizing of how ridiculous you were being,he would be with you if he didn't love you,right?

Or he was just out of options?

“Stop with that” You said to yourself,feeling that your problems were going to make you go mad.

“He loves you” one part of your mind said and the other said ''Love what?''

“You made him happy or was he just pretending?''

You were Funny,smart,pretty and got nice skin...right?. “Did you really think that?”

He wanted your love.''From someone like you,for what?''

You put your arms around your legs and put your hands over your ears even though you knew the sounds weren’t coming from the class and yes from your own mind.

“Enough,please” you asked yourself quietly muffling your hiccups,looking at the ground.

So you hear screams of celebration and hapiness coming from a little far from you making you remember the class.

“Your stupid”Someone said while something hit your back and you hit the floor.

“Stop with that Cho”Harry screamed,getting closer to quickly.

With you head down,hoping you messy hair would hide you red face from your disgrace, you sit on the floor and then you realise the amount of people around of you to watch your deplorable state.

“Aren't you going to do somethig?you just sit there,you are doing nothing,literally NOTHING!” Cho's voice seemed to be in your head,up and clear,while the another seemed muffled and distant.

“It's the third class she come and do nothing,of all the students I have ever seen,your girlfriend is the most useless!”said Cho getting closer to you with each word.

That hit you like a rock really deep,making you shrug your shoulders,you were a shame for Harry too,you get up even feeling a little disoriented,a walked to you room.

Harry propraly would have lose his temper and punched Cho right in that moment if wans't for the fact you ran away crying.In that moment he forgot of Cho’s existence and ran after you.

It's been a while since he notice that you ditance yourself from him, the vague look and distant thoughts when you were with him,didn't go unnoticed.He wanted to know what happend and resolve it himself,but at the same time he didn't want to sound indelicated or underestimate you.

You were a Strong women and he knew that better than everyone else,so seeing you like that made he worried.

He looked for you everywhere but couldn’t find you.

The worry began to be replaced by despair.It was almost curfew time and he didn't have find you yet and he knew he couldn't sleep until he knew you were ok.

He was going to his dorm to take his cloak and the map but he decide to look at your dorm,when he walked in he saw you sitting infront of your bed with you arms around your legs crying.

“Y/N” He hesitated seeing you shrink more with the sound of his voice.He sat beside you and wraped his arms around you in a attempt to say ''I am here''.

“I'm so...so sorry”You said,not turning to look at him.

“it was just one class,Cho is just stupid for saying that stuff”he said trying to convince you that everything was okay.

You didn't answer and it only made him more agonized.

“Why me?”He was already confuse,this question made him even more confuse “I'm sure you could have someone better,so why?”

“Wait,wait...what?”for a second he thought it was a joke but hen he saw you tears.

“It's just...I wanted to be someone better,prettier for you and...you know do something right for once and be useful for once,i'm not worth it” you said trying to hide you even more with your hands.

Every word hurt him more than someone telling him he was a liar.

“Hey,look at me” you didn't look “come on Y/N...look at me” you didn't look at him because you didn't want to face him,so he took your chin and lifted it up until your eyes met “Listen to me” he put his hands on your cheeks “You are perfect for me,ok?i mean...come here

You didn't have time to formulate the next sentence,Harry pushed his body against yours and you felt the mattress on your back.

“I love when you implies me for the idiocy that I do”he kissed you before you could anwser.

“i love when you're late for breakfast so you just go in pajamas to the great hall” he kissed you again and you wanted to punch him for remembering you about that and at the same time you were blushing.

“i love touching you”for completing the next kiss,you felt his hand under your shirt and in that moment you realized that your thoughts were complety wrong.

“I love your perfume” then he started kissing your neck.

“Harry...”when he heard that he laughed a little bit so he stopped to stare at you smiling.

“I love when you say my name too”he stopped at the closure of your bra, lifting his body to look you up and down”I love every part of you,Y/N” and then kissed you again.

The kiss was getting more intense slowly and then you realize where this was going to go,and could you resist this?no.

The problem was that the boy stoped everything and smiled at you and kissed your cheek,then he layed down and started cuddling you.

You turned to the boy who caressed your waist and looked at him with a face like “really?”

“What we’re in school,you know that”he said grinning up at you.

“Now that you started,you are going to finish it,Harry James Potter”he laughed and cradled his face in the curve of your neck.

“We have a lot of time for that,Y/N,i will never leave your side”

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