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i cant be happy if ana isnt happy
dont EVER tell me how indulging in my ed is bad for me. im the happiest when im in control.
currently Pacing round my room Y don’t yu join me \^o^/
🪼Blog Intro🌴
TW- mention of 3d and $h
Hey guys! My name is Laylani. I live in America and I am in school. This is my 3d blog and I might mention $h a bit too. The 3d I have is 4n4 and it’s really hard to deal with tbh. My aesthetic is coconut or beach girl. I will update my stats on this post frequently.
Height (might change)- 5,2.5
SW- 112 p0unds
CW- 112 p0unds
Hi loveliez !
It's time for the little recap' of the day ! Today I 4t3 less than 200 c4l$ !! I feel proud of me to be honnest, lol. I drank 1.5 L of water today ! That was a good day with a sunny weather. 🥰
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Hey loveliez !
It's time for the little recap' of the day ! I don't think I'm gonna do this recap' everyday because sometimes I just need like to switch off my phone anyway.
Today I 4t3 ~ 300 c4l$ ( I think I 4t3 less but I'm not absolutly sure ) and I walk all the afternoon with someone I really like. I had to pretend that everything is fine and this person doesn't see anything about my health and stuff like this. I think I want that he realize it so bad.. I want some approuvement sometimes.. I don't drink a lot today because I was outside and I forgot my bottle but it's okay !
Don't forget that you are loved sweeties ! XoXo <3
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☆ •° Collar bones check !!
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I'm gonna drink more.
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Little recap' of this morning : I exercised a bit and I 4t3 ~ 257 c4l$ at lunch ! I drinked a half of a water bottle for the moment and, I think, I'll walk this afternoon !
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I relapse in my 3d and no one knows. No one cares. Like the usual. It's always pretending in my life. It's always lying to everyone and everything in my daily life.
I have a huge secret and it's my relapse.
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It hurts when I'm sitting and laying down. I think that's good. 👍🏻
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Help. I'm suffering so much. I'm worried about my legs I think it'll broke up everytimes I walk. I have so much cramps too, like, why ?? I fainted two times yesterday.. 😭
My health is so fxck up and it be worser and worser. Maybe see a doctor soon btw. 💔
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My legs, my arms and every bones I have on my body :
My objectivs are to e4t less than 500 c4l$ per days. For the moment, I think I'm good ! To be honnest, I don't think I'll e4t like that much longer, my health is completly fxck up but I'll try btw !
Take care of yourself. You deserve it. <3
- Block if you're triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )
I don't care about summer. I want my body goal everyday, every season and forever.
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I'm not satisfied about my thigh gap. Why does my legs doesn't wants to change more quickly ?? Like is it to hard for you ????
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I've lost so much weight but I don't see any results in the mirror. </3
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Don’t choose something you want at the moment
Over
Something you’ve always wanted.
Self control is all it takes.
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*Skinny Reasons-~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
1. Bikinis. Imagine soft sun on your skin, eyes following every move, admiration, envy, power.
2. Tans that mean something. Bronze skin only glows when there's a body worth showing.
3. Belly rings. Silver glint on flat skin. No rolls, no shame, just sparkle and softness.
4. High-waisted dreams. Shorts that don't dig in, crop tops that kiss your ribs, denim hanging loose like they were made just for you.
5. To be the skinny friend. The one they whisper about, the one they copy but can never become.
6. Control. Every skipped meal is proof you’re stronger than your urges.
7. Thigh gaps. Delicate space between your legs, the kind that only girls in magazines seem to have.
8. Boys looking twice. Not out of pity. Out of want.
9. Aesthetic everything. Oversized sweaters, low-rise jeans, silk skirts with nothing clinging.
10. Mirror peace. No more war with your reflection. Just soft pride in quiet bone lines.
11. Fragile beauty. The kind that looks effortless. Ethereal. Breakable. Wanted.
12. Revenge body. Every second of silence, of rejection, turned into something worth staring at.
13. Photos you don’t have to hide from. No more angles, no more edits.
14. To feel light. Physically, emotionally. To float in rooms instead of shrinking in corners.
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Skip dinner
Wake up thinner
Goals🩷🪽
Fat
Lasts
Longer
Than
Flavor.
Thinspo🕯️
@na motivation
Was it worth it you ask yourself.
But once the flavour is gone it’s never worth it!
Every Single time.
And yet you still pick up the fork,you still eat!
Once the food is gone the only thing that takes its place is regret,fat and the further you become from your goals.
Choose sacrifice now and you’ll be rewarded later.
Choose comfort now and you’ll be punished later.
It’s up to you,as it always has been don’t be a slave to food be a slave to your goals.!