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AN: I'm gonna be honest I have rewrote this so many times which is why I'm posting it today but I needed to make sure it was a good start to the new series! REQUESTS NOW OPEN FOR PORNSTAR! CARLOS
NOT PROOF READ
TW: slight edging talk, first orgasm, oral (f receiving), watching porn, unrealistic expectations
WC: 5.8K
Y/N POV
It’s late at night when I finally put my book down to head to bed. When I open Twitter to find one of my new friends from university had reposted a porn video I instantly swipe out of the app not expecting to see something so vulgar on my timeline.
It’s not for another few minutes that curiosity gets the better of of me and I open the app back up to find a man I have never seen before sitting on a couch spread out jerking his hard cock off while he talks dirty.
I feel a slight throb start to grow deep in my belly making me clench my thighs for looking for something but not quite sure what.
“Touch you’re pussy for me,” the man groans through the camera in Spanish making my eyes grow wide and click onto his profile to see his name is Carlos and he is based here in Madrid. I take note that he has his own Onlyfans as well as being a partner with a porn company I had never heard of.
For the next few nights when I was heading to bed I would open his Twitter and watch a few videos while playing with my pussy but when I can never quite reach a finish I end up giving up.
It’s not for another month when another one of his videos pop up on my timeline but this time it was him buried deep into the pussy of another woman. It was almost instant that my fingers found my clit, and rubbing it trying to chase the orgasm I’ve never had. After a few minutes of nothing I finally give up.
It’s been a month since finding Carlos’s Twitter and I’ve seen ever single on of his videos he’s posted on here at least 3 times and when I still have yet to have my first orgasm even after feeling the tell tale signs. When I open the link to his Onlyfans I realize I only had to pay a little bit a month to get access to all of his content as well as private massages and live videos.
When I pay for the subscription I am stunned to find Carlos already live.
It’s clear he’s just getting started but none the less I open the live and see theres only a few other watching currently.
As I read some of the comments I’m stunned by how bold some of the other people are but as the live continues on and my desperation grows I find myself commenting along with the other watchers.
“Edge yourself for me”
Is all I comment along with five euros. When the tip comes through Carlos smirks before slowing down his thrusting.
“Just for you sweetheart”
Carlos replies back in English letting his accent shine through making me whimper at how smooth his voice is. For the next several minutes I watch as Carlos slowly edges his cock while letting a mix between Spanish and English dirty talk spill through his lips.
I can feel my pussy soaking through my flimsy panties making me rub my thighs together to gain some stimulation without undressing completely.
I watch several more minutes of Carlos’s live before he moves onto another subscribers comment which has me slightly disappointed yet I used the time to slip my hand into my sleep shorts letting my fingers lightly trace over the lips of my pussy before slipping my fingers into my folds finding myself completely soaked and ready. I lightly start playing with my clit moaning softly while still keeping an eye on the way Carlos is stroking his cock.
As the live continues on for another 20 minutes Carlos’s voice drops into a slightly deeper tone making it clear he was getting close to cumming. I can feel my orgasm approaching and when he moans for us to “cum together” I can feel hitting the brink of my first orgasm before it slowly slips away leaving me frustrated while watching Carlos cum all over himself. I moan softly watching him paint his own body while listening to the harsh moans and grunts falling past his lips making me wish I was there making him feel good. Even if I truly has no idea what I was doing.
Carlos stuck around for a few more minutes on live before he said his goodbyes and ended the live.
I quickly exited out of the app and turned over falling asleep once again sexually frustrated. I’m not sure why I can’t bring myself to finish but it’s becoming frustrating.
When I wake up in the morning I turn over to see I have a notification from onlyfans which has me slightly confused but when I see Carlos’s name I’m brought back to last night when I impulsively subscribed to Carlos. I assume it was just letting me know he had posted a new video but when my eyes adjusted and I read it properly I see that he had sent me a private message. I instantly feel my stomach drop but I still open the message all to curious to see what such a man like him had to say to someone like me.
“I sweet girl, I saw you are a new subscriber and a first time viewer of my live! I just wanted to say welcome and that I hope you enjoy the exclusive content. If you have any requests or questions you think I might be able to answer don’t be too shy, just reach out! I hope you have a beautiful day, or night depending on where you are located”
When I read the message I smile softly. He seems like a sweet guy. While I do find it a little strange that he decided to reach out I did think it was thoughtful to message each new subscribers. I quickly close out the app not replying back with anything. I get on with my day completely forgetting about my new dirty little secret.
As the week passed I continued watching all of Carlos’s content while joining lives when I had the time. I had even bought a vibrator and while it was a bit too much for me to handle most of the time there was also times where it was all I could use to feel good. I had still yet to make myself cum which at this point feels like a complete joke. I had even made an appointment with my woman doctor to see if something was wrong with me.
That appointment is what lead me to this moment. Me staring at the private messages between Carlos and I.
I stare at the now sent message asking Carlos if he possible add any advice on getting over the fear of cumming.
“Hi I’m Y/N, and I’m really sorry this is by far the silliest thing I have ever done but I fear I am shit out of luck on any options. In the sweet little message you sent me several weeks back you mentioned asking any questions we may have and I have a weird one. So I’m in my early 20s and I have yet to experience an orgasm so I assumed something was wrong with me and my doctor informed me that nothing was physically wrong with me but I have some kind of fear of ‘letting go’ so I guess my question is do you have any advice on getting over it?”
I sat and kept rereading the stupidest thing I’ve ever done over and over again.
“I’m so sorry you don’t have to answer that. I feel so stupid and embarrassed.”
After the second message is sent off I completely turned my phone off too embarrassed to
even continue acknowledging this moment. I ended up completely my homework for the rest of the week before I finally walk back to my phone turning it on hoping on everything Carlos had chosen to ignore the silly message.
When I realized there was no reply I let out a soft sigh before opening the Kindle app on my phone and reading before I got too tired which had me turning over and falling asleep for the night.
When I wake up the following morning I grab my phone and when I see the notification from Carlos my stomach instantly drops knowing he had seen the silly little message I bombarded him with.
“Hi sweet girl! I’m sorry to hear about the little problem you’re struggling with. I’m happy you are healthy but I think the word of advice I have for you is, find someone you’re comfortable with. Sometimes for your first time it’s better with a person than alone. Sometimes it helps to have someone do the work so you can’t subconsciously slow down when you’re close. Also please never apologize it was not a silly question at all and I could see how you thought I would be able to help. I do have to ask and you can completely ignore if you feel I have overstepped but can you feel an orgasm approaching or does it just feel like pleasure that kind of leads nowhere?”
I sit there and I reread the message multiple times making sure this man really chose to keep the conversation going.
“Hi, yes I can feel the pleasure and I can also tell I’m approaching an orgasm but anytime I get to the edge it’s like I mentally run away from it”
I hit send not giving myself time to second guess my decision. When I got out of bed and continued getting ready for class I hear my phone ping but I ignore it assuming it was for one of my classes but 20 minutes later when I’m all showered I check to see Carlos was actually the reason my phone had ringed.
“Ya, I definitely think you need to find a partner you are comfortable with who can help talk you through it or even bring you to it themselves. I have a feeling you’re not allowing yourself to fully relax and enjoy it. Not that I think I am someone who will be able to cum but I plan to go live in roughly 12 hours, if you’re available please join and I’ll give it my best shot”
I smile at the message softly. While I knew Carlos wasn’t gonna be able to make me cum tonight I thought it was sweet he wanted to try even if it was through a stream where plenty of other people would be watching.
“I’ll be there tonight”
I reply back before getting back out of bed and finishing getting ready for class. The day felt like it continued to drag on far longer than normal. I have no idea if it’s because I had 3, 2 hour long classes or if it was because all I could think about was Carlos’s messages, leaving me slightly dampening my panties all throughout the day.
By the time I got home I needed to take another shower wanting to clean myself of the sticky feeling between my thighs. I knew I had roughly two hours before Carlos was planning to go live so I spend that time busying myself with dinner and reading my book knowing I would probably be too exhausted to try and read it later in the evening when Carlos was done.
When 9pm rolled around I get a notification letting me know Carlos has gone live. I instantly pick up my phone but slightly hesitate not wanting to feel so desperate about he situation but at this point, I/m far passed that. I mean for fucks sake I decided to privately message some random hot Spanish pronstar thinking he would be able to cure my weird issue.
When I open the live I find Carlos sitting in his usual spot which must be some kind of office setup, but unlike normal instead of Carlos already stroking his cock he was sitting there in some grey sweats and a tightly fitted white tee making me clench my thighs together just by looking at him.
“Good evening guys, or morning depending on where you are. Actually where is everyone watching from right now?” Carlos asks after a few seconds of silence. I hesitate answering the question finally I decide to just respond with Madrid.
I see a small smirk cross Carlos’s face and while I doubt it had anything to do with me I can’t help but let the delusions creep in slightly. When I start hearing keys clicking on Carlos’s computer I can’t help but watch on slightly confused before I see a small chat box pop up.
“You didn’t tell me you were so close, I would’ve offered to fix your problem this morning after my run”
I see read the message and I can’t let the wide eyed expression I make. While I know he’s just doing his job and being flirty I can’t lie and say it isn’t working.
“You never asked… but if I remember correctly I was promised an orgasm or my money back”
I reply back lightly teasing the entire situation. When I can tell Carlos’s eyes flicker to the message I can tell the moment he fully read it a small chuckle escapes his little mid sentence.
“Some of you guys have quite the sense of humor,” Carlos teases with his words making it seem like the chat itself was what had distracted him but him and I both knew the truth.
“I don’t seem to remember this promise however if I don’t make you cum tonight I will give you a year free on here”
When I read the message I smirk softly thinking about it. He is this confident he was gonna have me cumming for him that he was willing to lose money over it.
“A bit cocky no?”
“I’m just confident”
Carlos has quickly replied before turning his full attention back to the live show where he spent the next few minutes telling us about his day before someone sent in a small tip with a comment saying to “take off your shirt please.”
Carlos gave a small smirk before saying “only cause you said please” before pushing his share back and standing up letting us see how low the sweats were truly sitting, before slowly starting to lift his shirt giving up a small strip tease before discarded his shirt somewhere else in the room.
As the live continued I had eventually lost all my clothes leaving me soaked and naked with my phone in my left hand. I can feel my clit throbbing under my fingertips everytime I graze my clit. Carlos is now down to his boxers teasing his cock through the thin fabric. I can see his bulge is clearly there letting the rest of the viewers know he was just as turned on as the rest of us. Reading some of the comments I can’t help but feel a sense of jealous when I see some of the girls telling Carlos that they had already cum and he hadn’t even stroked his cock properly. I have yet to decide if I would rather have my problem or cumming too fast and missing the good parts.
Either way I see Carlos’s smirk grow at a few of the comments while he tells it was time. Which had him slowly standing up before hooking his thumbs in the waistband of his black briefs before slowly pulling them down making his hard cock slowly drag down before it quickly popped up revealing his hard uncut cock. I watch as he drops his briefs the rest of the way down his legs before gripping his cock and sitting back down in the chair.
I watch as he slowly starts teasing his cock while starting to give some soft instructions for how we should be playing with our pussy.
“Slowly run your fingers through your pussy,” Carlos says while staring firectly at the camera making it feel like he was talking directly to me.
I follow each of his instructions and have even brought out the small vibe I had purchased trying to relax my body enough to allow myself to cum. I could tell Carlos was getting close to cumming by the way his breath was starting to grow faster and his stroking started to become a bit rougher but also he was needing to take more breaks trying to edge his cock as long as possible.
“You close baby”
I see Carlos send out a quick message to me making me smile softly knowing he was still thinking about me even though there was at least 100 different girls.
“Yes”
Which isn’t a lie, I can feel myself on the edge of a big orgasm. When Carlos reads my message he instantly starts speeding his stroking up while giving us his signature count down.
“5… You have been such a good girl for me tonight,” Carlos counts making my pussy clench at his words.
“4… I know you’re close baby. Keep begging for it,” Carlos continued making me whimper softly at the teasing words knowing I was right on the edge of my first orgasm. I can feel my breathing pick up while I listen to Carlos’s grunts and moan start to grow louder.
“3… Just keep holding it a little longer baby. I promise it’s gonna feel so good,” Carlos teases while letting out a loud grunt while his thighs start to shake.
“2… Almost there baby!” Carlos encourages while letting out a shaky breath.
“1… Cum for my baby,” Carlos grunts out while jerking his cock at full speed before grunting loudly and starting to shoot his cum all while I rub my clit harder trying to jump over the edge I seem to be suck on.
Watching Carlos cum was one of the hottest things I’ve seen in awhile because for once watching his live I genuinely feel like it was all for me. I can feel my pussy clenching while also trying to relax enough to allow myself to cum.
By the time Carlos was done spilling his cum all over his stomach and chest I can feel the once so intense pleasure slowly start to slowly away making me whine at the feeling.
“No! No! No!” I whisper shout to myself while rubbing my clit even harder trying to bring myself back to the edge. When I realize it’s a lost cause I turn off my vibrator and throw it across my bed in frustrations.
I must have missed Carlos logging out for the night suring my small tantrum thrown in pure frustrations, because next thing I know I hear my phone ping making me look down to see Carlos had messaged me.
“How are you feeling?”
“I’d love to say amazing but I now have a soaked pussy and nothing to show for it”
I reply back too frustrated to even care if I sounded pathetic.
“Sweet girl, you’re LYING!”
“No, I was there, I was so close I could taste it and then POOF it was gone. It slipped away so slowly it mocked me”
“I was being for real earlier, your subscription really will be on me. But also, you said Madrid? If I give you my number would you want to chat a bit? Maybe even go out sometime if you’d want.”
When I stare at his reply I can’t help but feel a hot feeling start to grow deep in my belly again.
“I wouldn’t mind getting to know you more too! X (xxx) xxx-xxxx”
I send my number before setting my alarm for tomorrow and turning over to go to sleep when I hear my phone ping with a text notification.
I grab my phone again hoping to see Carlos’s name and when I do I feel a soft smile spread across my face.
When I open the message I see Carlos had sent me a selfie clearly in his luxurious bathroom more than likely getting ready to shower.
“Hi!”
It was a simple message but with the selfie attached I can’t help but feel a small heat grow in my belly. I quickly turn on my side table lamp before getting myself all set up to send another selfie back.
Given I hadn’t gotten dressed I pull my blankets over my chest before snapping a quick selfie hoping I looked good enough.
The picture of me with a small pout on my face while my hair laid around my head making it look thicker than normal. I quickly sending it with a matching hello message.
When my phone doesn’t notify me right away I assume Carlos was either showering or now going to bed himself but after 10 minutes of tossing and turning letting my mind race about what had happened tonight when my phone pings again.
“God, you’re beautiful. I really can’t believe I wasn’t able to do it. A bit humbled in my abilities if I’m being honest.”
Carlos replies making my cheeks heat at the compliment before making a small giggle fall from my lips at the latter statement.
“Thank you, you’re quite beautiful as well and given some of the comments, you have nothing to feel bad about. I really think something is just wrong with me.”
I reply back making me sign feeling like its all a lost cause at this point.
“Nothings wrong with you. I really just think you need to find someone who is able to relax you enough for you to cum.”
“I mean probably but given that I’m in a completely new country surrounded by men I can barely communicate with due to being quite terrible with Spanish it makes it a bit difficult.”
“Let me take you out then. I can introduce you to some of my friends. Both women and men, I’m sure it can be quite lonely being somewhere you don’t know many people.”
I smile at Carlos’s reply but hesitate to take the offer not knowing if hanging out with the hot pornstar I found on Twitter a month or so ago would be such a good idea. But knowing I’m only young once I realize in order to live my life to the fullest I have to take chances.
“I’d like that, just send me where to meet you guys and I’ll be there!”
“I can’t wait to meet you! When I finalize details I’ll send them your way.”
It all felt a bit insane and like the start of an insane movie, I guess time will only tell if its some insane romcom or a terrible horror movie where the stupid naive girl gets eaten alive by the serial killer and while I have deemed Carlos nice enough you truly never know.
For the rest of the week Carlos and I continued to get to know each other and by the time Friday rolled around I felt comfortable enough to meet Carlos face to face for the first time. He had sent me the time and place to meet him at and had told me that we would then spend the next few hours bar hopping.
When 10pm rolled around I ordered myself an Uber and waited for it to arrive. I took 2 quick shots knowing I needed to loosen up a little. When I feel the Tequila hit my stomach I notice my driver was pulling up which had me grabbing my purse and heading out the door.
During the car ride I feel my nerves start to grow but I do my best to relax but my the time I see the first bar we were going to my hands were shaking slightly in nerves. I quickly hop out of the car and quickly scan my surrounding when my eyes spot Carlos talking in a small group of friends. He was wearing a fitted white tee and a pair of dark wash jeans and had yet to spot me.
I slowly make my way over to the group and when I’m a few feet away Carlos looks up and spots me and as soon as we make eye contact his face lights up in a bright smile.
“Guys, this is Y/N! This is my friend I wanted you guys to meet,” Carlos says making the small group of 5 people turn to look at me with smiles on their faces. Carlos quickly introduces me to all his friends before he pulls me in for a casual side hug.
“You look gorgeous,” Carlos mumbled softly in my ear making me smile.
“You clean up nicely,” I tease while placing a teasing hand on his chest before pulling away and walking with the group towards the entrance.
When we get inside the busy bar Carlos quickly pulls me with him and his friends towards the bar where he ordered everyone a round of shots. I knew I was moving quickly on my shots but when a hot man buys you a drink, its okay to indulge. (Use this advice with your own caution)
I quickly take my shot with the group before Carlos is asking me what I’d like to drink. I tell him to surprise me and he just smiles before ordering 2 drinks. I’m not sure what he got me but when it arrives I can tell it’s something fruity.
As the night continues the drinks keep coming and by the third bar we stopped in Carlos and I were both drunkenly stumbling over out feet. At some point we find ourselves in a dark corner of the bar staring at each other.
“Come home with me tonight,” Carlos slurs making me smile but shake my head no.
“When we’re more sober,” I reply back making Carlos groan but nod his head in agreeance.
We fall into a comfortable silence while just staring at each other for a few seconds before Carlos’s eyes flicker down to my lips making my cheeks heat.
Carlos starts coming closer before he stops himself and asks, “Can I kiss you?” I nod my head which has Carlos closing the gap almost instantly and crashing his lips on mine making me whimper into the kiss before fully kissing him back.
When Carlos pulls me closer by my waist I let out a small gasp making Carlos plunge his tongue into my mouth and tangling it with mine. I allow myself to relax into the kiss pulling Carlos even closer by his neck.
When we finally pull away both Carlos and I are gasping for air while I notice his lips are slightly glossed over from our spit as well as swollen.
“Fuck, you’re beautiful,” Carlos states while staring me directly in the eye. I feel my cheeks heat at the compliment but it has me standing on my tippy toes to steal another soft kiss from him.
“Thank you! And thank you for tonight, I’ve been needing to get out and meet new people who aren’t in my classes,” I tell him with a soft smile making me smile back at me.
“Thank you for coming tonight! I’m glad you had a good time,” Carlos tells me while guiding us towards the exit marking it the end of our night.
“I’ll see you again soon yes?” I question hopefully.
“Yes, I’d like to take you to coffee sometime, just us,” Carlos says making me smile and nod.
“I’d like that Carlos,” I tell him letting him pull me in for a hug.
“Let me pay for your ride home,” Carlos states making me shake my head but I can see him grabbing his phone out and handing it to me to put my address in.
“It’s okay Carlos, you’ve done more than enough for the night,” I try pushing his phoen away but when he insists I grab it and quickly type in my address and ordering myself the cheapest Uber.
Carlos waits with me while the car is coming and when we see the black car pull up tot he curb Carlos quickly pulls me back in for another drunken kiss before opening the door to the car for me and letting me climb into the car.
Over the next week or so Carlos and I have been hanging out almost daily. Between coffee runs and dinners we have been able to build quite the friendship. Tonight was gonna be the first time I was going to his house for a movie night. While we haven’t explicitly agreed to do anything tonight I think there’s a mutual understanding that something could happen tonight.
After we ate the take out Carlos and I find ourselves cuddled up on the couch throwing on a movie that looked good. Midway through the movie I feel Carlos’s hand resting on my thigh slowly start moving up making my breath hitch slightly.
When I look over to Carlos he’s already staring at me.
“Is this okay?” Carlos asks softly making me blush and nod my head. I could already feel the heat in my lower belly start to build letting me know that Carlos was clearly turning me on.
Several more minutes pass when I feel Carlos’s hand slowly moving up a little higher and when I feel his hand grazing the end of my shorts I can’t help the small whimper that falls from my lips when Carlos’s pinky sneaks into my shorts grazing the edge of my already wet panties.
“More please,” I finally speak up making Carlos remove his hand entirely. Before I can protest Carlos is speaking up, “Take your shorts off.”
I waste no time standing up and pulling my shorts off and before I can sit back in my spot Carlos is pulling me into his lap so my back is resting against his chest. He grips my thighs and spreads my legs letting my legs rest on either side of his thighs exposing me to the room.
“Is this okay?” Carlos whispers in my ear.
“Yes,” I reply back while grabbing his right hand and pulling it closer to where I want him.
“Relax for me, just lay back and enjoy yourself,” Carlos tells me before he finally brings his fingers to the edge of my panties where he started teasing my pussy through the fabric of my panties. Feeling Carlos’s fingers grazing my pussy lips has me whimpering softly even just from the teasing I know I’m starting to soak through the fabric of my panties.
“Fucking soaked for me already,” Carlos says before letting his fingers find my clit and giving it a teasing rub through my panties before he’s pulling them to the side and letting his fingers explore my soaked folds.
“Fuck Carlos,” I moan loudly when he finds my clit and starts rubbing circles making my thighs start to shake slightly from the intense pleasure.
“Does it feel good baby?” Carlos questions making me moan loudly while nodding my head. When I feel Carlos slip a finger into my soaked pussy I let out a shaky moan that quickly turns into a lous gasp when he starts teasing my G-spot. A spot I had yet to be able to find myself and Carlos was able to find it so quick.
“More,” I gasp out when I feel myself starting to get closer to the edge. Carlos instantly sinks another finger deep into my pussy with using his thumb to teasing my clit.
“Carlos, so good,” I moan loudly feeling myself growing closer and closer to the edge.
Carlos speeds up his actions on my pussy making me throw my head back closing my eyes and moaning loudly.
“You got this, cum for me,” Carlos whispers in my ear making me whimper loudly feeling my orgasm fastly approaching.
“Fuck,” I start chanting while gasping for air feeling myself closer to the edge than ever before. But then all off the sudden I feel it starting to creep away and if I wanted to fake it, like normal Carlos doesn’t allow it because he senses the change making him speed up his fingers even faster making me moan loudly.
“No! No. Noooo!” I whine because I feel it slowly creeping away even with Carlos’s skilled fingers. When he realizes its a lost cause he quickly stands up with me in his arms while he pulls me down the hall and into his room where he drops me down on the bed and instantly climbs between my legs and attaching his mouth to my clit making me whimper at the feeling.
“You’re not leaving until you fall apart for me,” Carlos says while looking me directly in the eye before attaching his mouth back to my clit as well as slipping two fingers deep into my pussy. It was clear he was moving quickly knowing I was still close to cumming if he worked hard enough.
“Feels so good,” I moan when I feel him start pumping his fingers directly into my G-spot.
Carlos not only had talented fingers but he also had a talented mouth because it didn’t take long for me to be on the edge again. This time I allowed my eyes to close and my hands to tangle into his hair relaxing my body as much as possible.
“Fuck, fuck fuck,” I start moaning when I feel the edge fastly approaching and instead of it running away I feel myself falling over the edge leaving me to let out a loud scream at the intense pleasure. Carlos only speeds up his fingers throwing me into a second orgasm almost instantly.
“Fuck, look at pretty you are when you cum for me,” Carlos says while detaching his mouth from my pussy but making sure to keep fucking my pussy through my second orgasm.
I’m a bit dazed and overstimulated which has Carlos slipping his fingers from my pussy and walking towards the bathroom and when he came back he had a warm rag in his hand that he used to clean me down.
“Thank you,” I whisper when he comes back into the room laying down with me.
“No, thank you for trusting me,” Carlos says while pulling me into his chest making my thigh rub against his hard cock. When I look down Carlos just shakes his head.
“Tonight is for you, next time,” Carlos tells me making me smile softly knowing he planned for this to happen again.
“Was it everything you wanted?” Carlos teases in a sweet tone.
“Yes, far more intense than I thought it would be,” I admit making Carlos smile and nod before placing a soft kiss on my lips.
“Will you stay here tonight?” Carlos questions making me nod my head and sink further into his warm hold.
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I just want to thank you so much for this! Sorry I have been MIA but I as I was getting closer to 2k I started solely working on the 15 fics I have planned for this special! I have loved this blog and it has saved me from some dark times!
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This is my sign of life post 😭😭
I am SO sorry! This past 2 weeks have been interesting hahaha.
Health update! Im doing well but last week I had a little issue where I was back in TERRIBLE pain, like fully spent a day in silence cause it hurt to move… BUT im doing good now! And I have gone back to work which im happy about hahaha
I will try to post a few of the mini requests tomorrow after work (no promises tho)
While I was away I was able to work on some of the 2k special posts as well as 2 possible new series Im thinking of starting!!! Im so excited to give you guys the 15 AUs!!! ALSO! We are 15 I repeat FIFTEEN followers away from hitting 2k!! As soon as we hit it Ill be posting the Fic schedule!!
Tag - poly! maxierre
2k Special (Coming soon)
Tag - poly! Lando
2k special (coming soon)
Tag - pornstar! Carlos
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Tag - #Tattoo! Lewis
2k Special (coming soon)
Tag - #Frat! Lando
2k special (coming soon)
Tag - #single dad! Kimi
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Tag - #CEO! Toto
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Tag - #TP! Daniel
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Tag - #retired! Seb
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Hey, could u maybe do ceo Toto x assistant reader?? Ik he’s not a driver but I think it fits… no worries if u don’t want to tho!! (I mean for the 2k event)
ALRIGHT!!!! Our CEO will be Toto!
I will be keeping him as the CEO of Mercedes instead of changing it however reader will still be his new assistant!!
I can't wait for y'all to meet Assistant! Reader
I believe this now completes our 2K Special other than the few that are being voted on! I will be posting the sneak peek/ Masterlist when I am about 100 followers away from hitting 2k... I just wanted to get the ball rolling early so I could make sure each fic lives up to their full potential as well as making sure each one sets a good ground work for you guys to send it anon requests!
Could the young!driver x older!reader be Franco?? He’s not a rookie but he’s still young ig… omg or Gabriel!! That would be soo cute! Now I think I’m more for Gabiiii hahaha
Our rookie AU is gonna be Gabriel!!! I just love that idea and it kinda works cause Gabi was a Mclaren development driver and reader is Lando’s twin so its perfect!!!
I was thinking kimi single dad x many reader… it could be lowkey 🔥
Imma really dumb here and just ask for clarification…. Are we talking about Kimi A or Kimi R? Cause im definitely drawn to the idea if its Kimi R!! Kimi being 18 feels too weird for him to be divorced and a dad to 3 year old twins haha
Alright I reblogged because I added 3 more AUs that need to be claimed! Instead of 10 fics for the special I have decided to do 15!! Once everything has been claimed I will be making a Masterlist with an official summary of what to expect!!!
Young! Driver X Older! Reader (needs to be a 2025 rookie)
Being Lando Norris's twin sister made for the most interesting childhood and now she's grown and working for Mclaren, but what happens when she catches the eye of one of the rookies.
Kinks involved - Quickies, sneaking around, caught in the act
Single Dad! Driver X Nanny! reader
When the newly divorced dad needs to have a full time live in nanny he goes on a long search to find the perfect person to take care of his twins.
Kinks involved - Age gap, low-key slow burn (Lots of plot with lots of porn)
CEO! Driver X Assistant! Reader
Y/N is the new assistant to the rich and powerful newly announced CEO of Mclaren Racing. She's young but she knows how to do her job damn good. Her boss can't help but slightly fall in love with her.
Kinks involved - SOFTER SEX! Age gap, oral, breeding kink (LIKE HEAVY)
I was looking at my blog for the first time in months in I noticed today that I am less than 300 followers away from hitting 2k and when I do hit it I will be doing an event to celebrate since I didn't for hitting 1K which was my original plan but I hit it so fast I had no time to prepare.
I have made a list of 15 fics I want to do but I need you guys to pick which driver you want to see! Just message me with which driver you want to see for a specific story! Once a fic has been claimed I will update this page! It will be first come first serve.
Some of these might even become a universe here at Lee-Lee's so if you end up falling in love with a story send in requests for it to keep it alive!
Masterlist (Will link once every AU has been claimed)
Side Note: I am trying to keep this as diverse as possible so I will more than likely not be using the same driver more than once (other than our Wag x Driver x Reader threesome)
Porn star! Carlos X innocent! reader (Claimed)
Y/N is the innocent college student who secretly pays for a subscription on a porn sight to watch her favorite actor. When she finally starts using all the features her subscription has to offer she starts to build a little relationship with the man behind the screen.
Kinks involved - innocent kink, phone/ facetime sex, virginity loss, long-term edging, corruption, first orgasm
Tattoo artist! Lewis X piercer! reader (claimed)
Y/N is the new piercer her boss can't seem to take his eyes off of. What happens when he gets the bright idea of having reader give him a Jacob's ladder piercing. It becomes the start of their unprofessional relationship inside and outside the walls of his shop.
Kinks involved - body modifications (piercings and tattoos), oral (HUGE oral kink), forced orgasms, pleasure dom
Virgin! Oscar X PR manager! Reader (claimed)
Y/N has watched the way her driver interacts with fans and can't help but slightly fall in love with him, but what happens when she finds out he's spent his whole life working towards his career that he has never had a girlfriend or sex for that matter. She makes it her mission to corrupt and tease the driver until she gets what she wants.
Kinks involved - CORRUPTION KINK, sub! driver, loss of virginity
Charles X Pay for Sex! reader (claimed)
When Y/N gets a hefty payment to spend an entire weekend in Monaco fully paid for she's shocked to find a F1 driver on the other side of the door. She spends the weekend being his sex slave.
Kinks involved - sex slave, FREE USE
Pierre x Max X Reader (Claimed)
When Y/N brings up the idea of spicing up their sex life she's shocked to find her boyfriend brings up the idea of being with one of the other drivers on the grid. She's even more shocked when they make it back to his place to find a full furnished and decorated sex room.
Kinks involved - threesome, toys, bondage, edging, multiple orgasms
Driver X WAG X reader (Claimed - Voting in progress)
When Y/N and her WAG bestie start a low-key affair behind her best friend's back their shocked when her boy friend finds out and instead of him being upset is only rule is he gets to join sometimes.
Kinks involved - CHEATING (not a kink but a TW), threesome, wlw
Oscar X Bookworm! Reader (claimed)
When her boyfriend over hears her on the phone talking about how hot some of the scenes in her book are and how she wishes she was getting fucked like that her boyfriend can't help himself the next time she's reading.
Kinks involved - rough sex, oral
Frat boy! driver X Sorority president! reader (this is an AU) (Claimed - Voting in progress)
Y/N and the president of her brother fraternity have been close since their first year joining the sorority and over the years they've had their moments but nothing to crazy, but after one drunk night that all changes.
Kinks involved - drunk/ high sex
Retired! driver x Young! driver (please pick a now retired driver) (Claimed - Voting in progress)
Y/N has always been a huge fan of (driver) and when he becomes her mentor her rookie season some questionable training builds between the two. Her reward and punishment system would have almost anyone else clutching their pearls but for Y/N it works.
Kinks involved - Dom/Sub, spanking, edging, multiple orgasms
Young! Driver X Older! Reader (needs to be a 2025 rookie)
Being Lando Norris's twin sister made for the most interesting childhood and now she's grown and working for Mclaren, but what happens when she catches the eye of one of the rookies.
Kinks involved - Quickies, sneaking around, caught in the act
Single Dad! Driver X Nanny! reader
When the newly divorced dad needs to have a full time live in nanny he goes on a long search to find the perfect person to take care of his twins.
Kinks involved - Age gap, low-key slow burn (Lots of plot with lots of porn)
CEO! Driver X Assistant! Reader
Y/N is the new assistant to the rich and powerful newly announced CEO of Mclaren Racing. She's young but she knows how to do her job damn good. Her boss can't help but slightly fall in love with her.
Kinks involved - SOFTER SEX! Age gap, oral, breeding kink (LIKE HEAVY)
Nico X ? (vote here)
Daniel X (surprise) (I will announce this one once the materlist is created)
For the final fic it will be from my Paddock Bunny universe! It will be the whole grid x Y/N Brown! For this one send me in ideas or scenes you would want to see!
I vote for Lando and Lu!!!
You guys I've never NOT listened to a pole but I will keep it up but I really feel like it's gonna be Lando and Lu only because Pierre and Kika will be getting a whole scene this week in Paddock Bunny... If you guys love that one I will be more than willing to make a regular appearance as well as possible creating a whole universe for them as well!
This is still TBD but that is where my head is at right now.
Alright someone said Nico for the past for sex but since it is a first come first serve I went with Charles however I love this man and I want to add him to my special so here's a few ideas I have!!!
@oracleredbullbabe doesn't know it yet but I have deemed them as my new Tumblr Bestie! She has given me so many amazing ideas and thoughts through my comments and anon box and as I'm writing this she gives me a request for an idea so I'm adding that here... as you can see I was also going with the age gap/ forbidden vibes!
A little plot for what you're voting for
Ollie's older sister met Nico when Ollie replaced Kmag the first time and almost instantly the two were giving each other the eyes but after a drunk night in Vegas everything comes to a head between the two
Team Principle Nico can't stand reader at first... he thinks she's too cocky for being a rookie but when she starts out preforming the car he can't help the forbidden feelings that start to develope for his young driver
PR manager and Nico speak on an almost daily basis but when he finds her heartbroken he is forced to face the feelings he's been developing over the off season. It's messy and forbidden but neither seem to give a fuck when the chemistry works so fucking well (requested)
FRAT BOY LANDOOOOOOOO
Okay so I took think this has Lando Norris written all over it HOWEVER I have written basically this exact plot for my Pizza Menu request (read here)
SO my question is since we are creating a universe should I go ahead and create the frat! Lando AU or should I completely pick a new driver?
I have created a lil tag (I think I'm low-key a grandma on here)
But I'm hoping once we start creating the little universes here on we can keep this blog alive with all our new AUs
Driver X Pay for Sex! reader with charles leclerc pls
Ah! I cant wait to bring our desperate man Charles to life!
I have gotten like 3 anon for Charles and I cannot wait!!
I also got one for Nico Hulkenburg and while I wont be writing him for this specific pay for sex but I will 100% be creating a little universe for him cause I love that man! (if you have any ideas lmk and I might just add an 11th fic to the special!!!!
Hii for the driver x wag reader can it be Pierre and kika? Or Lando x Luisia (ik she’s no longer a wag but I’d prefer this lol)
I know our queen is no longer a wag HOWEVER I want to leave this one in your hands... I took also want to do Lando and Lu ONLY because we have a Pierre and Kika threesome coming this week for the Paddock Bunny Series! If confused please refer to my first 2k Special post!
Yall IDK what tf I did on this pole but yk what I love the lil winking face... that's my new bestie and we need to name him...LMAO
Porn star driver Carlos!
Yes! I cannot wait to give us our favorite porn star to have his debut!!!
i think it would be illegal to have anyone else other than lewis for the tattoo artist driver x piercer reader au
imagine a scene with insane sexual tension where reader agrees to lewis giving her a tattoo on her inner thigh and then ends up having an orgasm while he tattoos her 🤯
You are SO FUCKING RIGHT! Would 100% be criminal if it was anyone else!! I'm excited to create Mr. Hamilton the tattoo artist!!!
Driver x Driver x Reader
Pierre & Max
AHHHH! A pairing I never would have thought of but I am very excited! Gonna rewatch Pierre's time at RB and will be building it around that era!!!
Retired Driver x Young Driver
Sebastian Vettel or Daniel Ricciardo!
Okay please refer to my previous post if confused!
I kinda had in mind it being Seb but now I cant get Danny out of my mind!