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09/04/2023
Wei Wuxian {Mdzs}
Happy Easter 🐇
{31/01/2023}
LuoShen [Svss]
HuaLian [tgcf]
WangXian [Mdzs]
{21/01/2023}
Animals [Svss,MDZS, Tgcf]
Xie Lian {TGCF}
Shen Qingqiu {SVSS}
Luo Binghe {SVSS}
San Lang / Hua Cheng {TGCF}
Lan Zhan {MDZS}
「10/01/2023」
Rabbit Wei Wuxain [MDZS]
ep 1. I Accidentally Get Resurrected
ep 2. My Teenage Nephew Bullies Me
ep 3. The Teacher’s Pet Duels Me to the Death
ep 4. Lan Xichen Shoots His Shot
ep 5. Jiang Cheng Needs a Wingman
ep 6. We Speak With Lan Zhan’s Frozen Grandma
ep 7. Lan Zhan Smiles
ep 8. We Embark On an Epic Field Trip (Also Nie Huaisang is Here)
ep 9. I Throw Hands With a Bird
ep 10. We Meet Our Celebrity Crushes
ep 11. We Pull Up to Evil Summer Camp
ep 12. The Low-Budget Dog Animatronic Tries to Eat Me
ep 13. We Battle the Tortoise of Doom
ep 14. I Threaten to Strip
ep 15. My Stepmom Ships Us Off
ep 16. Pretty Much Everyone I Love is Dead Now
ep 17. I Find a Cure
ep 18. I Plummet To My Death
ep 19. I Come Back Wrong
ep 20. Lan Zhan Breaks Up With Me
ep 21. I Evade Non-Consensual Therapy Sessions
ep 22. My Evil Flute Solo Kills Everybody
ep 23. I Ditch the Dinner Party
ep 24. My Ex’s Brother Tries to Stage an Intervention
ep 25. Jin Zixuan Fumbles My Sister
ep 26. I Reanimate My Homie
ep 27. My Brother Questions My Interior Design
ep 28. Lan Zhan Discovers the Joys of Fatherhood
ep 29. I Get Major FOMO
ep 30. I Fulfill My Cottagecore Fantasies
ep 31. Everything Goes Downhill
ep 32. My Nephew Becomes an Orphan
ep 33. I Plummet to My Death (For Real This Time)
ep. 34 Jin Ling Gets Eaten By a Wall
ep 35. We Become Tomb Raiders
ep 36. Lan Zhan Steals a Chicken
ep 37. I Force Feed Radioactive Porridge to Teenagers
ep 38. Xiao Xingchen Breaks the Bro Code
ep 39. I Go On a Shopping Date
ep 40. I Crash a Conference for Free Food
ep 41. Nie Mingjue is an Unreliable Narrator
ep 42. Everyone Wants to Kill Me (Again)
ep 43. Lan Xichen Trauma Dumps
ep 44. We Visit the Ruins of My Cottagecore Fantasies
ep 45. I Do Group Conflict Resolution In My Underwear
ep 46. The Truth Comes Out
ep 47. I Become a Hostage
ep 48. Jin Guangyao Talks Too Much
ep 49. I Reunite With My Evil Flute
ep 50. My Boyfriend Abandons Me On a Mountain (Not Really)
Wei Wuxian knows what he's doing 😆
Artwork so pretty thoooo
I finally finished a part of my MXTX band AU/crossover. 🙏
I really love imagining how these three would get along—probably total chaos with Wei Ying's influence.
Luo Binghe makes fun of Hua Cheng, but he's just as much of a simp. 🫵
If I had a nickle for every time Lan Wangji actively cut off a cultivator's arm/hand, I'd have two nickles. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice.
Happy Halloween and Happy Birthday to our boy! 🥳
I have no one to impress because I'm a social hermit but I've spent too much time on MDZS to NOT be Wei Wuxian this year so
Ahhhh it's so pretty tho
mdzs jp audio drama x MEDICOS + MDZS characters (幻鏡🪞 ver)
I'd argue that Jiang Cheng doesn't care much for his reputation after all these years, or at the very least he hasn't been afraid to have a hardass, why-are-you-LIKE-this-you-asshole reputation if it puts on a front of being uncaring, spiteful, and someone not to be messed with. Jiang Cheng has always put on confrontational facades, but he cares about his family at heart. He pretended to abandon Wei Wuxian during his defection to the Wens, but still considered Wei Wuxian part of his family in secret until things went south in a confrontation reveled to be complete happenstance. He loves and hates Wei Wuxian for different reasons but with equal ferocity and has a genuine right to both - he has the right to hate Wei Wuxian, but he also has the right to love him without needing to owe him or having peer pressure force him into it.
Jin Guangyao got under his skin by making the rightful assumption that Jiang Cheng was willing to abandon Wei Wuxian when things got hard and his reputation was at risk, because Jiang Cheng IS the person who will put up a front of abandoning, swearing revenge, hating people. But he was also the one INSISTING that Wei Wuxian HAD to be back at some point, a twisted mass of his desire to hate Wei Wuxian mixing with his real desire to have him back. He wants his brother back, he wants his family back, but Wei Wuxian is the only one he KNOWS can return, however tragic that is. He's the first to accuse Jin Guangyao of intentionally setting up Wei Wuxian during the ambush and getting Jin Ling's parents killed as a result - if he has someone else to blame other than Wei Wuxian, he's now ferociously defending his brother. Even Wei Wuxian admits that it really was just an accident; sure, Jin Guangyao pulled some strings, but he would have gotten into trouble eventually. But now Jiang Cheng NEEDS someone else to be at fault, because he doesn't want to hate Wei Wuxian anymore. He CAN'T hate Wei Wuxian, for all he wants to.
Not just because of the golden core revelation, but because he's finally maturing as a person and understanding why Wei Wuxian did what he did. He hates it, but now he understands Wei Wuxian a little better.
The book even compares his refusal to confess why he lost his golden core to why Wei Wuxian never told him about the transfer. In just a tiny little way, Jiang Cheng has become more like Wei Wuxian. In the end, he makes a very similar choice and will likely never admit what happened. This time, there's no third party who can force a confession of this tiny little incident. Wei Wuxian can live freely without the weight of that guilt still haunting their relationship, and for once Jiang Cheng's willing to sacrifice any self-satisfaction of saying "well ha actually I deserve this golden core after all I've done for you" to put the tragedy of the past in the past.
Imagine the teenage Jiang Cheng, or the one who was just rebuilding the Jiang Clan after the Sunshot Campaign. Would he have been able to let something like that go? If he and Wei Wuxian got into an argument about what was right and wrong, who owed who, would he have really been able to let it go? He'd already stomached Wei Wuxian’s legitimate, heartbreaking betrayal of his vow to stand with the Jiang Clan and Jiang Cheng no matter what. He was unwilling to see how his own pride had corrupted their relationship and was willing to sacrifice innocent Wens at first. It was Wei Wuxian who convinced him that doing the right thing was better than any reputation, and Jiang Cheng was the fool for abandoning HIM. While his pride couldn't stand it, he at least TRIED to make it work, for a period. Because his love for Wei Wuxian marginally outweighed his hatred.
He's spent all this time hating Wei Wuxian and clinging to the past betrayal and subsequent misfortunes rather than moving forward and trying to make the best of his life - more importantly, to teach Jin Ling to be better. In his own, prideful and stubborn way, letting go of the incident was his first step into changing and trying to forget the past and actually move on. Wei Wuxian doesn't want any trouble, and now neither does Jiang Cheng.
To be clear, this isn't to say Jiang Cheng has magically fixed as a person. He's still a stubborn hardass brandishing his whip whenever he gets pissed off, and Wei Wuxian will likely still never consider Lotus Pier his home - even if he now manages to visit with only a mild complaint from Jiang Cheng every five steps he takes. But it's progress. It's him saying "fine, we can stop bringing up past grudges and get along - only when we have to! You walk your damn path, I'll walk mine."
And maybe, one day, now that they aren't worried about pleasing or betraying the other, they can make steps to becoming friends again, and even becoming family.
For Jin Ling's sake, of course, why would he LIKE Wei Wuxian or anything, he's just that annoying guy clinging to Hanguang-jun I think.
Y'all wanna know also why JC can't tell WWX about distracting the Wens back then?
Because it means jackshit when later he leads a siege on him in an attempt to kill him and WWX ultimately dies as result (yknow we cant say 'kill' because see he just helped JGS....just brought the most resources...just helped them plan but since he failed in landing the final strike it cant be called 'killed')
Like if at that point in guanyin temple, if he were to even begin saying 'I saved you back then' whats that gonna do? because nice? Good job? He also participated in killing him afterwards?
Whatever weight that sacrifice had, was nullified by his every action afterwards.
There's a reason that him keeping quiet about is considered an indication of his character growth, because he had the clarity.
BINGE READ FASTER GODSPEED
People excited about the new content involving TGCF and MDZS:
Me who hasn't finished either book series and needs to avoid spoilers:
mdzs x 微博会员 + official illustrations! ❤💙🐇
One of my favorite additions that the MDZS adaptations gave us was the little detail that, in addition to storing Emperor’s Smile in his room, Lan Wangji also stored bamboo flutes and was implied to have learned how to carve them and did so on a regular basis.
I just really like the idea that even though he didn’t know if Wei Wuxian would come back, he was preparing for it anyway. He raised Lan Sizhui and tried to train the juniors to be open-minded and unbiased, he held the weight of his whip scars and the sun brand on his chest, he filled his room with Emperor’s Smile that he might never be able to give Wei Wuxian.
I like to think Lan Wangji was learning to carve bamboo flutes even before Wei Wuxian died, since his methods of expressing himself often manifest in secret actions rather than words. Before he knew it, he found himself taking an interest in making dizi flutes and had a collection of them building up - and Lan Xichen is watching with a knowing gaze and offers to tune the flutes to help him improve (does Lan Wangji know how to play any flutes? I assume Lan Xichen knows somewhat how to play a dizi even though his Liebing is a xiao but I'm not a floutist so idk). Bonus angst if Lan Wangji ended up burning a pile of flutes every time he had a breakdown about Wei Wuxian being dead. Then he just goes around carving more.
The original novel has Wei Wuxian using the same out-of-tune bamboo flute nearly till the end, but like - Lan Wangji seeing Wei Wuxian playing badly just to (poorly) hide his identity and then Lan Wangji being so madly eager to show off his skills that he prepared just to serve Wei Wuxian at any and all times. He just whips out a bamboo shaft and a carving tool, and masterfully makes a flute in moments, and Wei Wuxian is oblivious like "Wow, nice job, thx!" and doesn't fully grasp that Lan Wangji is saying "I will make you a thousand bamboo flutes because I love you and will give you whatever you desire, that little surprise and pleasure on your face is worth all the time I waited -"
You know?
Still working way too hard on an MDZS fic BTW, like it's way over 1000 pages in Google Docs and half of it is me just transcribing the novel and the other is me repeating my feelings on everything with an OC or three. What am I doing with my life?
[He wasn't scared of falling. He had fallen many times over the years. But hitting the ground still hurt. How wonderful it would be if there was someone there to catch him.]
Don't mind me just obsessing over this pair