Procrastination - Blog Posts

Need to write an essay. I was reading stangst instead. Now ao3 is down. I should be glad I can write my essay without temptation of distraction but I'm just sad. I don't have an excuse for procrastination anymore.

I need to stop procrastinating I have a whole storyboard sitting around that I'm just.... not making a final version of.... Geo stay dedicated to your art projects challenge GO (impossible difficulty)

random sketches idk

(studying expressions)

you should see the fic i’ve conjured in my mind but have yet to write anything

With my books, with my exam notes, with my loads of Chrome tabs :') Currently I'm preparing for an English exam that is necessary for my master's applications. Pray for me pleaseee :)))

Additionally, I need to declare my love for the yellow light because it changes the whole aura of the room, especially the desk. For me, it feels like home and I feel safe somehow.

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Studying learning with a cup of tea :')

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My problem with studying

Before I start here’s some background on me:

I love procrastinating

I have horrible anxiety

I am depressed

Now that’s out of the way here’s the problem, so I already don’t wanna do my work. After school my brain is fried from everything being crammed into my brain.

My anxiety is telling me “You have to study! If you don’t you’ll fail and everyone will hate you!”

But my depression is telling me “It doesn’t matter if you study, you’ll fail anyone and everyone already hates you.”

So I’m stuck in an endless cycle of battling myself until I break down crying and forcing myself to put what little energy I have left into homework/studying.

Best part is, I’m procrastinating right now.

born to write angsty squid game fanfics, forced to procrastinate

Me: oh boys! I should work on my awesome drawings ideas so I can show the lovely people of tumblr!

The devious procrastination fairy: Nuh uh

Me: what?

Me, three hours later: ah.

Good god this took a while

Finished commission of a WCUE morph!

Oh boy, I forgot Monster Hunter Wilds was coming out. What a bad year to pick to try and be productive, huh? :,)

That's me!

Chat I’m running out of ways to procrastinate this isn’t good.

Doodling on notes✍

Mood

Drunk 3 cups of camomile tea, reorganised as many shelves as possible, priced a whole box of space invaders shirts. I am very bored

A study tip:

This has been said before, but I feel it needs emphasising because it’s something I repeat to myself several times a day if I’m feeling overwhelmed.

The only way things will get done is if you start. The only way it will get easier is if you do it. The only way you will improve is if you accept that you do not yet know everything.

I’m a perfectionist and a procrastinator, so it’s hard for me to start if I feel I might not be perfect. If I tell myself this, it’s easier to pick up the pen and actually do something.

Doing research instead of writing? Boring Reading instead of writing? Lame Making moodboards for characters? Time consuming Making a playlist for your story? Too much effort.

Making memes that represent parts of your story? Always.

(basically I just finished a chapter of a story I've had so much fun writing and started making memes about different parts of the story)

teachers/professors who give homework over breaks, i hope your coffee burns your tongue a little bit in the morning so that for the rest of your day your mouth feels slightly off

i made this for my fic, to be sure where each relationship is where now. can someone pat my head and tell me im a good boy, pls? :)