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I need advice, my gag reflex isn’t working right, I ate like 1000 cals at dinner, and tried to purge but nothing would come down, only like 10 mins later. I have the shove my fingers all the way down to even get a feeling. Please, how do I like..Reset it or something?
Remember ya’ll to be a pretty girl you have to eat like a pretty girl.
Locking in.
Mia is starting to control me a bit more than Ana. Idk how to feel, I feel like Ana has better results. Any tips?
My party is tomorrow but I’m fat, if I keep consistent I’ll be an angel next year.
I want to commit suicide with my crush. Like overdosing and kissing each other then cutting our necks open. 🌸💕🦋
But before then I need to lose weight so she’ll want me.
I don’t think I’ve ever said this but my brother is like my favorite person, like he kinda annoys me, but like he knows everything, (ana/Mia/sh) and doesn’t tell our parents, like he doesn’t like it but he doesn’t snitch either. He’s so chill, and doesn’t chastise or lecture me, he’ll just be like ‘’You don’t eat? That’s corny bro.’’ And I love it. He’s literally so cool. We have the same humor too, and he’s only a year and a half older than me so we have the same experiences. It’s so cool being a teen with him. He’s lowk my twin.
I’ve been cvtting all afternoon..It’s so euphoric, but I always feel like I need to go deeper after a while bc it just doesn’t effect me in the same way. I’m always thinking about how much easier it will be to cvt when I’m thin.
I feel so pretty and empty after purging.
Breakfast⭐️
Just had a dinner that’s like 1,000 cals I’m sure. I could feel every one. 😔
My birthday is this Sunday and I’m not skinny.
My girlfriend, (she doesn’t know we’re together yet,) won’t love me until I’m pure and sk1nny.
JUST TOOK A SHARPINER FROM MY ART TEACHER, I’VE BEEN MAKING CUTE BABY STYRO’S ALL DAY, SINCE I’VE BEEN HOME. ❤️❤️❤️
liquid calories need to die.
I just remembered I have to do other things than starve, and cut. It’s over.
I know maintaining is better than gaining, but I just feel so stuck. May the honeymoon phase find me again. ❤️🩹😔
Ate 500 cals today. My mom forced me to break my fast early, I feel so bad, I got all mad at her. :(
Losertown says I’ll reach my GW3 on 9/11/25 and Fasty says I’ll reach it on 7/31/25.
I WAS JUST GONNA POST ON THE NEW ⭐️SAFESPACE NOOOOOOOOOOOOO
My life is a fucking joke, I just purged like 77cals. And my brother got suspended for 10 days, for buying 10 yarts. One day for each yart ig. LMAOO
I’m like super fat, but would y’all mind if I started doing body checks?
Just ate 77 kcals for breakfast. 😔
I feel awful I’m literally pushing away all my friends, and just focusing on my 3d, but at the same time I’ve lost like 20 pounds in the last month so…
‘’You carry your weight well!’’ I don’t want to carry any weight at all.
I hate taking pics of myself, like I think I look good one second and then I look so huge.
My brother takes the worst photos of me, that make me look like the biggest cow ever. (I am, and it’s lowkey meansp0 in it’s own right.)
Just binged and purged, time to spend the next 2 hours on a workout bike. (I have the flu.)
JUST GOT WEIGHED AT UC (URGENT CARE) WDYM I’M UP 2 POUNDS?
Yay, I’m finally starting to become one of those 4n4’s who dreads eating, I ate 460 cals today and hated every single bite, I just want to starve and starve.