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chapter 5.0 ☆ jeogiyo noona hokshi namjachingu isseoyo
ss: 20
cw: swearing, nude + nipple mentions (no pictures, nothing graphic), descriptions of pain, reader called 'mama' once
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chapter 4.0 ☆ death of achilles
ss: 9
wc: 1,143 ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
cw: mentions of food, swearing, apple slander (deserved)
these types of days were some of yn's favourite days. the slow days, when they were finishing up a paper, when they could just sit at a cafe with their noise cancelling headphones and do the final editing. the days when they could rationalise buying a few too many sweet treats because didn't they deserve a reward?
it was a little less enjoyable this time, as yn had woken up at stupid o'clock in the morning and had been unable to get back to sleep, so they were at the cafe far earlier than usual, but... it was still better than having to supervise second year students fucking around in the lab.
they had learned their lesson, and yn didn't order any caffeinated drinks, otherwise their shaky hands would have been no use with their temperamental laptop. it was, admittedly, on its last legs, but after eight years it was like their child and yn was unwilling to part with it until it was really, truly, unfixable. but that day was not today.
yn fiddled with their pochacco usb absentmindedly as they read through their paper, fixing spelling errors from the words that were evidently too scientific for autocorrect to handle, no matter how many times they put it into their personal dictionary. at this point, they'd just accepted it, and were resigned to going through the entire thing. it wasn't like it was terrible, anyway, but after seeing it almost every day for the last six months it was getting a little old.
luckily, in the midst of the slow, calm morning, fate had decided to make the day more exciting. because apparently, a calm morning was not in the cards.
it all happened so fast – someone bumped into someone else, a muffled curse, and the next second, three drinks had their contents emptied onto yn's laptop.
thankfully, yn had the presence of mind to pull the usb containing their paper out of their laptop, wiping it on their sleeve, hopefully before any damage could be done. after almost deleting their entire thesis during their bachelors degree… they weren't taking any chances. so while it would suck losing the editing, they had backups, so it wouldn't be the end of the world. but their laptop?
oh, it was not having a good time.
the screen flickered a few times, before shutting down, unprompted. and yn had a feeling that this time, it wasn't powering up again, especially with all the liquid currently seeping into the hardware through the gaps in the keyboard, and dripping off the table onto the floor as well as into yn's lap.
but, of course, that wasn't the end of it, because when yn looked up at the masked face of the person who spilled all that coffee over their laptop? seo changbin.
seo fucking changbin. of all the people in south korea, it had to be one of the eight people yn was trying so hard to avoid.
they just sat there in shock for a few seconds, staring down at their soaked laptop, before he started apologizing.
"i am so sorry-" changbin started before yn cut him off.
"it's fine," they said quickly. it wasn't fine, not really, but those words came out of their mouth on reflex.
finally, yn stood up, cringing at the feeling of their damp trousers clinging to their skin, knowing it would probably stain, and also knowing that it definitely looked like they pissed themselves now.
"oh, let me," changbin said, pulling off his jacket and tying it around their waist, covering up the worst of the spill.
both of them seemed to kick back into gear at that point, grabbing handfuls of napkins to try and mop up the liquid, to marginal degree of success. in the end they were ushered out of the cafe, leaving them standing awkwardly on the pavement outside, while yn tried to not make eye contact with the billboard showing a close up of changbin's face. it was like the universe was taunting them.
"sorry," changbin apologised again. "i could pay for the repairs, if you want…"
"you don't have to," yn replied, turning their gaze down at their shoes, and shifting their weight over to their new cane – which didn't start creaking immediately, a definite improvement from the last one. "it's pretty old. i'm not sure it can be revived another time."
"i'll buy you a new one, then."
"no, you don't have to do that," yn protested, but they got the idea that it would need a lot more to convince him not to.
"why is your laptop called achilles?" changbin asked, bemusement evident on his face.
yn shrugged. "when i was setting it up, you could name it... for, like, bluetooth or something. one of my old friends named it."
"right..." he replied, clearly not understanding.
yn laughed quietly to themselves, the conversation going quiet again as the pair walked into the electronics store. at least they had an idea of what they wanted – yn had become quite aware over the last few months that their laptop was... close to death, and had been preemptively window shopping for a new one, so they just made a beeline for the one they'd been looking at.
"not going to milk this for something more expensive? like a macbook?"
yn shot changbin a withering look. "macbooks suck. they lose battery in, like, 20 minutes, then they overheat when you charge them. the layout is awful and completely different from almost every other laptop for literally no reason and they're so expensive for what? to be unusable without a software update that makes everything worse? spare me."
changbin muffled his laugh behind his hand. "all my friends are weird about iphones, too. they're so much worse, i don't get it."
"right? i just want a good device, and apple is worse than everything else, as well as being way more expensive. the hype is completely undeserved."
"so... this one, then?" he asked, pointing at the model they were standing in front of.
yn nodded. it wasn't the best, or most expensive, but it had all the things they needed, and it weighed less than seven bricks, as minji had so aptly put it.
it didn't take long for the new laptop to be purchased, and changbin handed it over with a new litany of apologies. yn accepted it with an embarrassed smile, unable to stop the hitch in their breath as their hands brushed his.
"i, um... thank you," yn muttered out, averting their gaze. they felt the tips of their ears heat up, in a way that had nothing to do with the weather, accompanied by a sinking feeling in their gut. somehow they knew that it was going to become a lot harder to hide from their soulmates from now on.
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a/n: is this a weird plot point? maybe. but I have free will and I can write what I want
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chapter 3.0 ☆ changed numbers
ss: 12
cw: mentions of underwear pic (no image), yn being stupid, suggestive mentions of boobs
a/n: yes I did accidentally post the unfinished version earlier because my finger slipped which is turning out to be a common theme here
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a/n: any guesses? 🤭
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chapter 2.0 ☆ a disturbance in the force
ss: 12
cw: angst, (internalised) ableism, reader feeling insecure, food pictures, (1) suggestive message
a/n: to all my fellow disabled friends out there struggling with self worth – you're enough, and I love you ♡
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chapter 1.0 ☆ these fucking kids
ss: 18
cw: swearing, mentions of (bottom) surgery, mentions of food, slight suggestiveness (nothing graphic)
a/n: finally into actual chapters lol. click for quality
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chapter 0.75 ☆ my destiny
ss: 18
cw: mentions of covid, mentions of vomiting, coming out (accidental), friendship + family issues, doctors being assholes, medical angst, mentions of food, dividers between time jumps
a/n: yes there's another backstory chapter lol. 0.5 was getting too long to fit it all. click for quality
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a/n: are all the trials and tribulations from experience?... no comment
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chapter 0.5 ☆ first light
ss: 19
cw: a whole bunch of time skips (divider between time jumps), mentions of injuries, mentions of food
a/n: catch up chapter which is turning out to be longer than expected
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a/n: I am a strong believer that bang chan is a '😂' warrior
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chapter 0.0 ☆ end of beginning
ss: 11
wc: 471
cw: mentions of + jokes about car accidents, mentions of comas, medical inaccuracies probably, angst, graphic description of pain? idk i'm just writing what a flare-up feels like to me
the main thing yn felt was pain. pain in her knee, pain in her jaw, and pain everywhere else. the meds barely took the edge off.
thankfully, her parents had managed to get her a private room, so yn didn't have to listen to other people, but in a way it made this whole thing worse. maybe it would have been a little better if she didn't feel so alone in her grievances.
she just wanted to sleep, to get away from reality for a little bit – but being away from home, in hospital of all places wasn't helping. the weird, bleach-y smell lingered in her nose, and the irregular beeping of her vitals was drilling a hole into her skull. not even holding the pathetic excuse for a pillow over her ears drowned it out. it was too uncomfortable a position anyway, especially since yn could only lay on her back so she didn't put pressure on her knee, or her jaw, or the many other injuries she'd sustained from the crash. the restlessness gradually seeping into her bones didn't help anything either, and yn knew it would only get worse over the months she'd need to heal.
at first, yn hadn't realised why she'd woken up in hospital, to a jaw wired shut, and a leg brace, and pain burning up her insides.
and then, she remembered.
crossing the road, alone, in the dark. the screeching of the tires as the car rounded the corner. standing, frozen, like a deer in headlights, and the blinding pain that spread like lightning through her body as she hit the ground, before blacking out.
due to some cruel twist of fate, she'd woken from her coma on what would have been her day off from training. all in all, not the most innocuous of days, but it meant that chan was there. him and his little, worried face, wasting his time on her. although, yn supposed it was better that she'd woken up then, so that he didn't have to spend the whole time just watching her, unconscious. and, well, it was nice having a friend around during the panic of the first moments of wakefulness.
but now, she was alone again. nothing to do but try desperately not to think about the accident, or the pain, or chan's little, worried face… it didn't really leave much. and those things were pretty hard not to think about when it felt like the images kept resurfacing in her head in a constant loop, a grim picture book, over and over – and the pain, a cloying caramel clogging up her insides and sinking its claws into her body, flames blazing.
yn just wanted sleep. but tonight, sleep was not her friend. and, to her reckoning, it wouldn't be for a long while.
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➺ poly!skz x reader
➺ soulmate!au, part smau + part written, angst, fluff, kind of a crack fic
➺ everyone is born with a soul mark on their body that, over time, morphs into the initials of their soulmate(s). yn, a 29 year old researcher and professor at SNU, had a problem with their soul mark. well, quite a few problems, but the main one, currently, is trying to hide the fact that they're the ninth soulmate of the band stray kids. a feat proving quiet difficult when the eight of them are unwittingly backing yn into a corner of their own making.
➺ feat. afab + gender queer + fem presenting + audhd + disabled cane user!yn (loosely based off some of my own experiences)
➺ fem + masc + gender neutral titles + pronouns all used for yn
➺ this won't be following a real world timeline (except for a bit at the start) because I'm too tired to make that work
cw: mentions of + jokes about car accidents, mlm relationships (skz are soulmates), wlw relationship, mentions of homophobia + transphobia, mentions of family issues, yn is bad at feelings, jokes about violence, jokes about disability (from a disabled writer), all of them in horny jail, mentions of comas, medical inaccuracies probably, definitely inaccuracies about being an adult, swearing, stalkers/sasaengs, covid mentions, ableism (mostly internalised)
yn + friends' accounts ☆ the boys' accounts public + private
chapter 0.0 ♡ end of beginning
chapter 0.5 ♡ first light
chapter 0.75 ♡ my destiny
chapter 1.0 ♡ these fucking kids
chapter 2.0 ♡ a disturbance in the force
chapter 3.0 ♡ changed numbers
chapter 4.0 ♡ death of achilles
chapter 5.0 ♡ jeogiyo noona hokshi namjachingu isseoyo
chapter 6.0 ♡ have you been flossing?
chapter 7.0 ♡ the lock and key theory
chapter 8.0 ♡ bingus's big day out
chapter 9.0 ♡ imposter syndrome
chapter 10.0 ♡ all in
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