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Newt: You know those moments where I tell you something isn't a good idea?

Thomas: and then I ignore you, yeah.

When they were finally in Safe Haven, Minho sat down with Thomas and he went on about how Newt talked to Minho about his love for Thomas and the reason why Newt stuck to Thomas because the last place he wanted to be before he died was in his arms...

From then, Thomas knew that he would never be in love with anyone else again

UGGGHHHHH THEY'RE SO CUTE I CAN'T EVEN

Newt who is the sun • Thomas who is the moon

Newt who is always cold •Thomas who warms him up

Thomas who cant cook to save his life • Newt who makes dinner for them

Newt who is a cat person • Thomas who is a dog person

Newt who loves gardening • Thomas who can’t keep plants alive

Thomas who is disorganised • Newt who gets anxious if things aren’t organised

Newt who had autism • Thomas who had ADHD

Newt who loves to read • Thomas who loves listening to him read

Newt who doesn’t like talking about his emotions • Thomas who is there for him anyway

Newt who likes to sleep in • Thomas who wakes up early to run

Newt who’s leg hurts him • Thomas who massages it for him

Thomas who is always fidgeting • Newt who is the only one who can make him relax

Newt who has nightmares a lot • Thomas who holds him and tells him he isn’t alone

Thomas who has survivors guilt • Newt who tells him it isn’t his fault

Newt who has never felt loved • Thomas who loves him unconditionally

I, too, am Newt Isaacs because (Pt 2):

I, too, am in love with the reckless, asks-too-many-questions, stubborn, and STUPID new boy in my community. I, too, offered him a weird colourful drink that he drank and felt weird with. I sat next to him on the first nights we met as we shared talks (but really tho, 95% of the time he was the one ASKING QUESTIONS).

I also found out that he also KNEW A GIRL that eventually showed up, wait- a girl showed up..

I find it strange that they suddenly talk to eachother and care about eachother a lot.

I, too, am mentally ill (but I'm too young to get meds), and I had skin conditions that made my foot looked like zombie foot 🙄

WAIT

I'm in love with him.

I'm in love with my guy bestfriend

I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl.

I can't say anything about it because he'll find out that I like him and I'm not his partner, but I eventually confronted him about her anyway by yelling and screaming at him.

I HATE HIM SO MUCH I HATE THIS PLACE HE LIED TO ME HE IS IN LOVE WITH HER HE IS THE CURE WHY DOES EVERYONE NEED HIM EVERYONE NEEDS HIM EVERYONE WANTS HIM I HATE HIM SO MUCH (I grew a twinge of hope when I realized I'm in live w him)

I gave my guy bsf a letter to show how much I loved cared about him and that from the moment that he did the most reckless thing I've ever seen anyone doing I KNEW I would follow him anywhere, and I have, and I wouldn't change a thing.

He says we're just friends but I watched him as he slowly held my body, his eyes slowly losing every spark of hope

I'll never make it out alive, but I sure hope that he lives a happier life than me, but also fuck you Johannes (Thomas) I hate you