WOOO!!! Finally got my Carnival bunnydoll drawings done!!!
It's my favorite AU and actually the first AU I've ever drawn, I just never got around to finishing them until now.
Carnival AU by @sm-baby
JAX IS BEING CIVIL EVERYONE THIS IS NOT A DRILL
Pomni even noticed, she looks so suspicious/confused throughout the whole exchange
What the heck did that reevaluation do to him
Ok. I finished House's Head/Wilson's Heart last night. I have thoughts. *****S4 and slight S5 spoilers*****
Wilson's grief is so hard to watch. Amber and Wilson's last moments together broke me.
But holy shit, can we talk about the pain House is going through?
First of all, why was House alone in a bar getting plastered? Because he was already struggling that hard to deal with his Wilson Time being cut in half. Why didn't he just drink at home? Because he wanted to create a situation where his keys would be taken, and Wilson would HAVE to come and be with him, even just for the duration of a drive home. He couldn't bear to go even one more evening without him.
Aside from that, the fact that Amber and House are so similar; House was basically watching what he and Wilson's life could have looked like if he was born a woman.
( When I saw the girl looked just like me / And it broke my heart / The lengths you went to hold me / To get to have me - Should've Been Me by Mitski)
The thing is though, House didn't even hesitate to put his life and brain on the line, just so that Wilson could have a chance to be happy with his girlfriend. Not for Wilson to be with House, but for him to be happy, with or without him.
And it's not his leg we're talking about here. We've already got a glimpse of how devastating it would be for House to lose his leg. But for him to survive the procedure, and lose his BRAIN? To lose his puzzles? To lose the one thing that makes him him? That, to me, is a far bigger sacrifice than his life. House was willing to live the rest of his life confused and mentally disabled, never able to diagnose anyone again, if it meant Wilson could be happy.
On the Heaven Bus with Amber, House straight up admits that he'd rather die than have Wilson hate him. He fears losing him more than he fears death itself. He would rather die thinking Wilson loves him, than live for a second in a world where he doesn't.
Now imagine how it feels to get off the bus and head back to a place that could contain his absolute worst fear, a fear worse than death.
And it comes true.
Not only does Wilson hate House, not only does he leave him, he tells him that their friendship all along was never real. Not only does he deny the friendship that House stays alive for, he denies the friendship that House had been staying alive for all those years. In that moment, he not only denies his sacrifice, he denies the thousands and thousands of moments of vulnerability and sacrifice before that.
House stands there, silent and motionless, because he can't actually comprehend it. His mind won't let him. He doesn't get upset or angry, because it hasn't actually registered in his head. It's not true.
He sits on the floor of Wilson's empty office, he keeps going back to the last place he saw Wilson, because he can't even comprehend that he's not there anymore. For him to even accept that fact, is an unimaginable Hell.
House would have mangled his body and destroyed his soul for Wilson's happiness, and he doesn't even acknowledge it.
Amber's death is sad, but at least Wilson was there for her in death. She knew she was loved when she died. House nearly died multiple times, and instead wakes up to hatred.
I know how grief can change you, so I understand why Wilson left. House and Wilson are my favourite dynamic in the show, but a part of me wants House to just walk away too for his own sake. It hurts to see him still cling on to Wilson when he's so ungrateful.
House seems like the most arrogant and selfish person on the show, but in reality he's completely selfless.
Murder drones fans raight now
Digital circus fans raight now
Neurodivergent people love pacific rim bc its basic theses are “two besties who share a braincell can pilot a mecha” and “what if crab was big”
I might have been the only kid who was on the conductor guy's side in the polar express. Like, yeah kid why DO you keep stopping the train, like, maybe fucking don't? We have a SCHEDULE dicknips.
Easter egg for office workers: if you go onto Excel and press ctrl+left, then ctrl+down, you will reach cell XFD1048576. If you put a dot in there, then ctrl+A and fill every cell in black, you can then print 34 million black pages from your office printer and get fired
They’re all not too sure what reward they’re fighting for, but gosh do they love doing it anyway!
WOOO!!! Finally got my Carnival bunnydoll drawings done!!!
It's my favorite AU and actually the first AU I've ever drawn, I just never got around to finishing them until now.
Carnival AU by @sm-baby
Call me crazy….. but I like to believe Treasure Planet and Arcane are in the same universe somehow. Runeterra already has pirates, robots, and flying aircraft’s.
Biggest of all….. I’d want Silver to be Vander’s dad (Silco’s adoptive dad).