Latest Posts by aakritisitaulaa - Page 2
he tortures me with his gaze, i am so stupid to fall for him.
-august/fictionflaws
he wrote poetry all over my skin
and i fell in love as he went on
we played stupid silly games
till it was the time for dawn
in the darkness of night
everything was full of ecstacy
there happened many things
with starry sky and you and me
your hands are intimidating
and how sensually you speak
caramel brown eyes
conspicuous, alluring physique
that moment was perfect
and how you did me undress
your face was bright as city lights
i didn't want to see anything else
-august
To anyone who needs it, this is Your good luck post
Your heres to a new job post
The money Is coming your way post
The like to charge reblog to cast
You. Are. Going to. Make it. Post
Today I start the job that will never make me cry because the schedule came out and I can already see which weeks I won't be able to pay bills. Today I go to a place where I can see sunlight, am encouraged to move and learn and grow. Im sending good vibes, good luck and godspeed to whever needs this.
A bouqet, for you.
Happy Friday the 13th
Riddle the Cat lookin sleepy and evil
There seems to be a lot of good and beauty happening in my life and in the lives of the people around me.
I don't know if there's just a lot of excess luck in the air, but I channeled the Good Vibes into this Wizard Froggo.
✨🐸 May they bless you with similarly good vibes. 🐸✨
I grow so weary of being alive
My feet are aching, I just long for rest
& I count the reasons now to survive
They are all fleeting, I feel like a guest
The blue sky is bleeding, fading to gray
The flowers have all grown wilted and torn
There is no softness that begs me to stay
My smile becomes dim, so faded and worn
There's no advice in the heavens for me
& the stars are all just looking away
I'm a blackened branch in a burning tree
A faded novel with nothing to say
I have lost everything I loved the most
I am a person that's shaped like a ghost
how magical my life used to be
so beautiful and enchanted
then something happened, i grew up
and its like all of that magic faded
sunshine, rainbows, stars & moon
were so divinely mesmerising to me
then something happened, i grew up
now there's all darkness that i see
i had so many friends on those days
dolls, toys and things to play with
then something happened, i grew up
happiness is just as myth
no worries, sadness and fear of life
everything was peaceful and perfect
then something happened, i grew up
after that, pleasant forever slept
-august.
"You deserve a lover who takes away the lies and brings you hope, coffee, and poetry."
~ Frida Kahlo
two bodies dying to be in love
together to stay that forever
it is difficult to confess
their eyes can't feel eachother
skin and souls fighting
one wants warmth of intimacy
and there is another
who is drowned in the sea
no one knows better than me
what it is to stay alive in someone
when you have no reason to live
a love will give you a reason to die
lover shall kill you from inside out
eventually they'll be
the person you can't live without
hope you'll not be that cruel for me
for the reason i gave you my heart
be kind to me and all
you have my most delicate part.
~august.
broken glasses and broken hearts are
shattered in the sky, bare and uneven
darkest and coldest every night
my skin still feels the heat of burn
our love begun with tulips and red roses
these days it seems our garden is withered
we promised to protect eachother
now i am blind and everything is blurred.
all my dusks and daws were tears
and i bathed heavily in your thoughts
i was in the delusion of our perfection
little did i know, there were unseen spots
we are the culprit and we did the crime
there is no one else to blame
i did love you with all that I had
and you burned me with your flame
~august.
i want to fall in love, all over again.
you are just a thought far away for deciding what you wanna be.
poetry, painting and pain.
sun went away
to rest in paradise
stars in constellation
and moon held the sky
i painted them
in black and white
held them within me
away from human sight
-august
Our Lost Love.
And I wonder, if, maybe it was another time, another world, we could be together. The love that was destroyed could bloom like those beautiful flowers of spring. I don't know why we met when we weren't destined to be together. You were like sun after the storms that slowly faded in the night. The water in desert that eventually dried. The friend that I was searching in others, I found in you. But we are gone now. We are lost inbetween the patches of the wound which was supposed to heal the scar. And still I will find you again. And again our stories will be written and we'll stand in the rain together looking at each other's eye. And finally at another time and another world we will have eachother. Our lost love will be there forever.
-august.
— Virginia Woolf, from “Carlyle’s House and Other Sketches.”
i will end up disappointing people if i do something for myself and that is fine.
-August.
-August.
@aakritisitaulaa
short story.
i am still on my teenage. i must say this is my most excruciating and painful journey i could ever think of. instead of making friends and enjoying, i am taking pills and working on myself. it doesn't feel bad to see other people having fun but sometimes my innerself blames herself for all the pain and i understand her very well.
being a teenager made me realize it was not my fault. every blame they put on me was never ever mine.
the night sky reminds me of you
all my midnights are like this, loveless and soulless.
i shall inhale poison rather than falling in love.
maybe someday soon, we'll be there, together, forever.
what makes one weak.?
- their thoughts.