Title: Whatever it takes
Pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader, Male MCU Character x Reader
Warnings: Avengers: Endgame spoilers
Summary: Steve finally gets the courage to speak about the love of his life in one of his group therapies. The love of his life that unlike whate everyone believe has always been you. Only problem is, despite how you have survived the snap, he hasn’t gotten the chance to tell you that you are the one he wants and not Peggy because he fears you have already found somebody else.
“So yeah-” the man cleared his throat and nodded his head a bit as Steve’s attention was all on him, and he felt like it was the least he could do after having failed to do the most important thing that he could of all: defeat Thanos and keep half of existence to life “I’m gonna be seeing him tomorrow too.”
“That’s good.” Steve nodded his head own head “You did the hardest part and that’s important.That’s what matters the most. Our lives are in our hands and it’s our job to live them, otherwise Thanos would have killed us too. We must have been left back for some reason and it’s up to us to figure it out.”
He looked around the group, somehow feeling like these words had come out of his lips before but he couldn’t exactly remember when. Maybe they had, maybe they had not. Maybe they were the exact same or maybe they were a bit different. It wouldn’t matter much, anyway. The past five years he had been doing nothing but trying to comfort people, trying to help them move one – hence the group therapy because deep down he felt like it was his fault that things had come to this.
At first it was about dealing with the grief, dealing with… everything Sam had once told him when he advised him to join a group therapy, but after some time he realized the bitter truth that it wasn’t about him dealing with the pain of loss. It was him dealing with the guilt of loss, the guilt of letting down people who believed in him, of letting you down. Good Lord, it felt like an eternity since he’d last seen you and he still couldn’t bring himself to face you, to talk to you and even more hear what you had to say about him.
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Fate: The Winx Saga
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Buzzfeed Unsolved
I just… I don’t know how to say goodbye. (insp)
Dean never wanted kids simply because he never wanted to drag them into the world of hunting. However, when a one night stand from a thankful victim ends up making him a father he couldn’t be happier. The mother on the other hand, has some different feelings about it.
Part One
Part Two
Part Three
Part Four
Part Five
Part Six
Part Seven
Part Eight
Part Nine
Part Ten
Part Eleven
Part Twelve
Part Thirteen
Part Fourteen
Part Fifteen
Part Sixteen
(Complete)
January 24, 1979
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
Summary: After the Chitauri invaded New York and nearly ended your life, you moved to Bucharest to get away from the superhero stuff. You simply wanted an uneventful, ordinary life. But when a stranger moves into the apartment next to yours, you begin to question those aspirations and choose to risk it all for love.
Parts Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 5 // Part 6 // Part 7 // Part 8 // Part 9 // Part 10 // Part 11 // Part 12 // Part 13 // Part 14 // Part 15 // Part 16 // Epilogue
Extras & Deleted Scenes
Getting a Kitten
James and Jamie
(y/n)’s Plum Pie
Author Input
What’s your favorite line of dialogue? What part was hardest to write? Where did the title come from?
What makes this fic special or different from all your other fics? Did any real people or events inspire any part of it?
What inspired you to write the fic this way? What did you learn from writing this fic?
About Part 9′s Kiss Scene
Final Remarks
Inspired by Teardrops on Lashes
Moodboard by @notimetoblog
Aesthetic by @harryrholland
Overview: ONE-SHOT READER INSERT. The reader hunts with the Winchesters, and is one day struck down with appendicitis. How long will it take for the guys to figure it out, and by then will it be too late? No pairings, but a bit of friendly flirting I hope.
Words: 6091
Warnings: Some blood, some VERY light swearing… possibly some bad writing too but I’ll let you be the judge of that, lol
A/N: So I’ve never had appendicitis and all I had to go on was Google research. And you know what? Medical stuff is really confusing. And some sites conflicted with others and I feel like I re-wrote this a million times. So, it’s probably (definitely) not 100% accurate but I think still within the general symptoms of the condition and subsequent complication.
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You should have anticipated that you’d be hitting the bar as soon as the hunt was over, though there was still a small part of you that hoped Dean would be too tired to bother. Not a chance in hell of that happening really…
“I’m surprised you’re not having a beer” Sam commented, taking a swig from his own bottle. He glanced over at Dean, who was currently trying to earn us some spending money with a few games of pool, whilst enjoying his own drink of rum and coke. You nursed your lemonade while trying to pretend you were enjoying the atmosphere of the cleaner-than-usual bar that was conveniently located across the road from your motel. You’d become so used to seedy bars you’d forgotten some places used coasters. You couldn’t help but pick at yours, it was turning into a good distraction.
“Hey, you ok?” Sam asked you, his brow furrowing in concern, reaching a hand out to lightly touch your own. “You’ve been pretty quiet today”.
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Here you’ll find the Masterlist for the entire Heart of a Hunter Saga.
You’ll find the warnings within the individual links.
doctor!
Reader, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester
Act I is the beginning of a larger saga that spans several stories involving these specific characters. Each act will have a story arc and a satisfying finish, but the full journey continues through the saga.
Summary:
When brothers turn up at your emergency room one night you suspect there is more to them than just the story they feed you to explain away the injuries. In an attempt to get to the bottom of it, you learn they have more to keep secret than just their identities. Even more surprising, you have all the more in common for it.
Click here to read Act 1
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doctor!Reader, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester
Act II is the second part of a saga that spans several stories involving these specific characters. Each act will have a story arc and a satisfying finish, but the full journey continues through the saga.
Summary:
What started out as a fateful trip to your emergency room has turned into developing a friendship with the Winchesters. When your brother is in trouble on a hunt, you turn to the only ones you can trust to help.
Click here to read Act 2
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doctor!Reader x Dean, Sam Winchester
Act II is the second part of a saga that spans several stories involving these specific characters. Each act will have a story arc and a satisfying finish, but the full journey continues through the saga.
Summary:
You had known treating Dean Winchester in your Emergency Room was going to be anything but boring the minute you’d realized who the hunter and his brother were. You’d felt a connection with Dean from the beginning, and you hadn’t hesitated to call him for help when your brother had gone missing on a hunt a few months later, an act that dredged up memories of your raised-by-hunters childhood. Now you were asking another favor of the Winchesters, one that would forever alter the course of your days.
Click here to read Act 3
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doctor!Reader x Dean, Sam Winchester
Act 3.5 is technically the Act III Epilogue. It is part of a saga that spans several stories involving these specific characters. Each act will have a story arc and a satisfying finish, but the full journey continues through the saga.
Summary:
All of the training and studying has finally paid off and you’re on your first official hunt with the Winchesters. A creature is wreaking havoc in a small town, a young man is missing, and, as if that’s not enough, you realize you’re not the only woman with an interest in Dean’s heart.
Click here to read Act 3.5 (a.k.a. the Act III Epilogue)
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doctor!Reader x Dean, Sam Winchester
Act 4 is part of a saga that spans several stories involving these specific characters. Each act will have a story arc and a satisfying finish, but the full journey continues through the saga. This act is not the final act in the saga.
Summary:
Signing up to hunt with the Winchesters is not something you took lightly. After working hard to hone your skills, you’ve proven yourself on hunts time and time again. Dean has even come to see you as a comrade in arms, as well as his sweetheart. He and Sam have absolute faith in your hunting abilities. But even seasoned hunters make mistakes, and this one could cost you everything.
Click Here To Read Act 4
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doctor!Reader x Dean, Sam Winchester
Act 4.5 is the latest installment in the Heart of a Hunter Saga. It is a shorter act comprising of only 6 chapters and serves as an epilogue to Act IV. It is not the final act in the saga and will be followed by Act V.
Summary:
There are just things in life Hunters don’t get. White picket fences. 9 to 5 jobs. 401Ks and life insurance. Basically your typical apple-pie life…. But when something as real and deep and soul-bending as what you have with Dean Winchester comes along, you’re sure as hell going to grip it tight and hold on for dear life.
Click Here To Reader Act 4.5
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doctor!Reader x Dean, Sam Winchester
Act 5 is part of a saga that spans several stories involving these specific characters. Each act will have a story arc and a satisfying finish, but the full journey continues through the saga. This act is not the final act in the saga.
Summary:
When a case takes you and Dean and Sam no further than your own backyard, you rely heavily on your medical background to get close to the victims in an attempt to keep them alive long enough to save them. What you can’t predict is the danger that comes even after the case is solved….
Click Here To Read Act V
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