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last days have been rough
people only like me when i’m drunk
yes
fuck i feel so corny right now but i've been here for like 4 years now, i felt like shit back then and I still feel that now. it’s been with me since i was a kid. it sometimes hits harder, it’s sometimes more subtle, but it’s always with you.
nvm i'm fucked up
I watch myself fade from my body daily.
when you say you love me
no i love you more
oh it hurts
you're so cold
some days are ok
lie
slide away
fade away
dying alone
hmm..
you lost me
everyday
every night
one by one
mogłbyś zapamiętać mnie innego, mnie innego
“Nie rozmawiam z nikim, z nikim się nie dzielę, Tak mam.”
— Artur Rojek - Beksa
A page from my journal
Bonnie
My every waking moment: they don't care, you're stupid, why'd you say that, why'd you eat that, shut up, kill yourself, I'm better off dead, no one needs me, you're so fucking fat, make it hurt more, no one gives a shit, the only way to get out of the way is to die, I want to die, why do I eat so much, I wish I was tiny, just die, they want you dead, die-
What I say to everyone else: I'm okay, just tired
i just remeber i was lonely
i guess i am always
it's not a problem
it's just something i got used to
nothing really goes away (via weheartit)
they gon find you
gon catch you sleepin
I took this picture like 5 years ago and it still slaps
I’m drowning in my own self hatred and there’s no life line in sight.
In the end
They will all stop talking to you.
They will all start ignoring you.
They will all stop caring about you.
Be prepared.