Shrink added more meds, let's see if it helps. I'm doing great dieting so far, dreading Thursday though.
Adjusting to more roommates, a different house, oh and Sunday there is going to be 40 so people in the house. . . fingers crossed.
Absolutely exhausted from dealing with people. I will hide for a bit.
I feel called out.
Tis the season to meltdown... you get it, right? The season for triggers, masking and trying not to flip out.
Allfather, call me home please! I am unworthy of life! 😢🤐💔
I'm just going to sleep as much as I can so I won't be a bother to anyone.
Odin, may I have peace and no longer ruin people? I have no strength left, let those who know me that I will not be a burden.
Well, I spent most of yesterday out and about, getting a ultrasound ( not for that), and running errands. It was more like bus all over town,so even more social contact. Basically, I super masked all day then came home and crashed for a bit. Guess what...more today!🤗
The problem with a mental illness is you can be fine for a while. just completely and totally functional like a normal person. then for no reason whatsoever you feel that overwhelming feeling of hopelessness, sadness, or worry. and it feels like you’re just back to square one. the sudden feeling that you don’t matter always comes back. the worst part is you can never explain to someone why, it’s just how your mind works.
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Lost 18 lbs in a month! Restrictions more.
I will be size 2 again I!
Depression has swaddled me, it's the perfect time for my "dear friend " to be judgemental and essentially told me to shut up about my autism. Oh I will shut up alright....