Latest Posts by anxiousautistic74 - Page 2

Tis the season to meltdown... you get it, right? The season for triggers, masking and trying not to flip out.

Allfather, call me home please! I am unworthy of life! 😢🤐💔

I'm just going to sleep as much as I can so I won't be a bother to anyone.

Odin, may I have peace and no longer ruin people? I have no strength left, let those who know me that I will not be a burden.

I guess the pain will end when I end.... just let it end. I'm horrible and worthless, a waste of natural resources. Maybe surgery Monday will not go well.

Watch "Autistic masking: a dangerous survival mechanism | Leah Reinardy | TEDxHopeCollege" on YouTube

The problem with a mental illness is you can be fine for a while. just completely and totally functional like a normal person. then for no reason whatsoever you feel that overwhelming feeling of hopelessness, sadness, or worry. and it feels like you’re just back to square one. the sudden feeling that you don’t matter always comes back. the worst part is you can never explain to someone why, it’s just how your mind works.

IG: ousíapoeticaok

IG: ousíapoeticaok

Anxiety and depression still bad but alas,life goes on. Stemming a bunch so trying to keep myself busy. I may play viddy games today.

The anxiety is insane, my hands shake from it. It's been a month now. My anxiety and PTSD are really getting on my autistic nerves!