My Ability To Draw Is Severely Limited. I Need To Improve My Skill In Private To Be Able To Continue

Okay, here's a rainbow compass. I've made a lot of progress on my self-esteem. I think maybe now I will start working on my sense of gratitude. Today, I am thankful for my delicious cup of coffee.

Daily Affirmation: My name is Blue, and I am able to learn new skills.

Happy midnight! Today is a new day, and the start of a new era. Today I draw for you the sacred Triforce. Daily Affirmation: My name is Blue, and my past does not define me.

∅ Hi, I'm Blue! ∅ I put the letters on the side this time. I'm so talented!

∅ Hi, my name is Blue! ∅ I drew my first Blue! Aren't you proud of me?

Ugh, the lyrics that I wrote are so bad. I'm done trying to write lyrics. Vocals don't have to have words. I have to push through this mental fog and try to actually make good music. Waking up from deep depression is so hard, but it is possible. Mental effort will help to clear the fog away.

I need to work from home because I get panic attacks. Making music is my best chance at earning a living online. I have depression. I have to start writing the sheet music now, while I'm not feeling well. The mental effort will slowly improve my mood as I work. Waiting for the depression to go away never works. The depression will always be there. The only way to improve the depression is to summon the willpower to be productive. I know that the music will be good enough to earn donations. I just have to have faith and trust the process.

Okay, lyrics for the song are done, I think. The next step is writing out the sheet music. I have tried to keep the problem as simple as possible, But I am not recording any music today. That was silly. I have to rehearse the music first until performing it is automatic. I don't get to skip work just because I have talent.

Good morning! It is, in theory, possible for me to compose and record a new song today. I may as well try. The composition will be for two performers, one singer playing a guitar and another singer playing tapping sticks. I don't have another performer though, so I'll have to do both parts myself. I am not so religious anymore, but I have been encouraged by these words since childhood: Oh sing unto the Lord a new song! Sing unto the Lord all the Earth! - Psalm 96:1

∅ Hi, I'm Blue! ∅ I have to take a mental health break from the art therapy today. I expect I will have a drawing up tomorrow. At the moment, I draw stick figures with great difficulty. But I guess art is my hobby now. I feel like I need a creative outlet immediately right now, and these scribblings are all that I can do.

Anyway, I'll be back tomorrow. Take care.