Hey, So I Tried Recovery, And I Recovered. Or So I Thought. Anyways I Am Now Gaslighting Myself That
Hey, so I tried recovery, and I recovered. Or so I thought. Anyways I am now gaslighting myself that downloading tumblr again is really healthy, and yea. I don't wanna have 4n4 again, but i kinda do. I have missed it in a way, and idk this probably doesn't make any sense, but of course, i gained a lot of weight, so i am gonna try to lose it again.
I love you all!
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i wish blood was pink
Guys, I just finished the first volume of Skins on Netflix.
I. AM. IN. LOVE.
At first I really hated it but actually it's really amazing! (Ofc my favorite character is Cassie) Gonna binge watch this all day, lol
I actually hate my body like. I know I’m not ‘fat’ so people telling me that isn’t helpful but. I’m not skinny either. I still have fat on my body and my thighs touch and my arms jiggle and I can see some of my bones at the right angle and lighting but they don’t stick out enough and my stomach doesn’t cave inward and I can see my collar bones but necklaces don’t float over them yet and my cheekbones and jaw bone is visible but my cheeks are still doughy and my chins still double and I can see my knuckles but I can’t see the bones on my hand unless I move my fingers and even though I’ve gone down a band size my cup size is still the same and yeah I can see my ribs on my chest under the mirror light if I hold my arms up but I need them visible all the time and I can wrap my hand right around my wrist but I can’t see my wrist bone yet.
I’ve made enough progress to be a healthy weight now but I’m so far from perfection it hurts.
Idc what anyone says the ED community on here is not that toxic, most "toxicity" is just meanspo, and tagged as such. Everyone is super nice and welcoming, and most people don’t want you to die and give great advice.
We’re sick, not evil
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Jiggly July
evil edbIr be like: Fast food february
Scrolling through ana tumblr be like
-meansp0
-vent
-poetry
-diet
-ad
-sp0
-meme
-vent
-poetry
-political reblog
-the exact same sp0
-meme
-ad
I despise myself it looks like I've gained so much w3ight in like 2 days.. I know it's not true because I am just on my period, + I ate like a healthy person, but I feel like a p1g, and I hate myself so much. Why can't stop eating 😭 I literally can't stop thinking about food it is so annoying, but I wanna be sk1nny, so I have to deal with it ig
Anyone got any tips for me?
me after telling myself im clean from $h just to get an 3d
