I Actually Hate My Body Like. I Know I’m Not ‘fat’ So People Telling Me That Isn’t Helpful But.

I just had a massieve b!nge, and now I am exercising to burn some of it off. Until now, I have burned 1/7th of the b!nge, so I am going strong, I guess? Idk I am gonna do omad tmr, because if I eat more, I am gonna actually kms, but if I don't eat anything, I am gonna faint and be sick, and yea sucky. Soooooo yea from now today another at least 1 hour of dancing and tmr and the day after omad! Wish me luck, guys 🙏

Idc what anyone says the ED community on here is not that toxic, most "toxicity" is just meanspo, and tagged as such. Everyone is super nice and welcoming, and most people don’t want you to die and give great advice.

We’re sick, not evil

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Scrolling through ana tumblr be like

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-the exact same sp0

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Hey, so I tried recovery, and I recovered. Or so I thought. Anyways I am now gaslighting myself that downloading tumblr again is really healthy, and yea. I don't wanna have 4n4 again, but i kinda do. I have missed it in a way, and idk this probably doesn't make any sense, but of course, i gained a lot of weight, so i am gonna try to lose it again.

I love you all!

Okay so I failed again today.. I need to lock in fr now. I hate myself so badly for this whyy 😭🙏

Morning routine with ED

Well, we ate pizza tonight, so I am gonna w0rk out as much as possible. Probably dance and pace around in my room. Maybe some pilates? Btw tmr I am gonna go to the doctors and I am FREAKING OUT 😭 At least I am gonna hold on to water w3ight right?