I’m brainrotted. ITS NOT FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!
i wish blood was pink
Every time I try to fast longer than 24 hours, I get really sick. Anyone any tips to stop the nausea and dizziness? (I can't function anymore. Idc if I get some side effects, but I couldn't stand up longer than 3 seconds soo)
I just had a massieve b!nge, and now I am exercising to burn some of it off. Until now, I have burned 1/7th of the b!nge, so I am going strong, I guess? Idk I am gonna do omad tmr, because if I eat more, I am gonna actually kms, but if I don't eat anything, I am gonna faint and be sick, and yea sucky. Soooooo yea from now today another at least 1 hour of dancing and tmr and the day after omad! Wish me luck, guys 🙏
me after telling myself im clean from $h just to get an 3d
I told my father I am @n0rexic and I would wanna recover, but I can't and would want help. Yk what he told me? "You don't have 4n4. You aren't thin enough." Well, f recovery then
Some inspo 4 myself
Why it's better to be sk11ny:
⤷ Your period is lighter
⤷ Being intoxicated gets doubled
⤷ Less hunger: Less room = Less desire to fill
⤷ Adorable in any fit; even simple sleepwear
⤷ You feel like the prettiest in the room
⤷ Looking down 💜
⤷ You can feel your organs, and when they aren't being pushed on it feels nice
⤷ You OWN zero sugar, no longer embarrassed by it
⤷ I always get very turned on by the emptiness in my stomach (↑ sex drive!!)
⤷ You're not embarrassed to go in public
⤷ Dieting is how you live. Again: Less embarrassment
⤷ Those comments are validating now, not off-putting and offensive
⤷ It's okay that you can only eat half of your meal.
⤷ Activity is twice as tiring, which makes it twice as rewarding.
⤷ Restriction isn't restrictive. You feel empowered by those numbers.
⤷ The sweetness from fruit is good enough. You no longer want candy or sugar-filled foods. (We don't talk about popsicles LMAO)
⤷ Talking about "it" mostly stops. You and your friends chat about that "fat bitch" now, and it's funny.
⤷ If you don't have friends, Ana has manifested. And you don't need the validation of your "friends".
Keep going. Soon, my love. You will get here. But not if you stop.
Only day you can reblog this
Hey, so I tried recovery, and I recovered. Or so I thought. Anyways I am now gaslighting myself that downloading tumblr again is really healthy, and yea. I don't wanna have 4n4 again, but i kinda do. I have missed it in a way, and idk this probably doesn't make any sense, but of course, i gained a lot of weight, so i am gonna try to lose it again.
I love you all!
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