Tfw When Ur ED-"not Hungry" Gets Replaced By Ur Depression-"not Hungry" Like.... Thanks, I Guess???

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some concept playlists;

sitting alone in a cafe on a rainy gray day watching raindrops running down the window.

it’s a gentle day in spring and a warm sunny breeze blusters in through the curtains.

when ur lying on the floor at 3AM with a cough syrup buzz.

a scenic highway drive on a foggy sunday morning through the forest thinking about life.

feeling like a badass walking down the street in a leather jacket and sunglasses while combing your hair back.

middle school emo phase.

angsty songs for when ur lying on the floor dissociating at 4 AM.

late 2000s/early 2010s upbeat songs for artsy hipsters with thick-rimmed glasses and scarves

songs that get me through the bad days

edit: pt. II (these were all requests);

riding in the car late at night and it’s raining but you’ve got no place to be, just hours of road ahead of you.

staying at home late at the night with the person you love most and letting go of all your troubles and worries, if only for that one night.

sitting alone in a kitchen laden with snack bowls while a wild house party occurs in the surrounding rooms, the music is muffled by the walls and you don’t remember ever learning the lyrics to these songs but you somehow know them, this is the only place in the whole house where you can run away to be alone.

gearing up to take your opponents down on the battlefield. the odds of survival are very unlikely but you’re going to fight anyway.

I've seen Blackfish quite a few times now. I honestly don't consider it too disturbing or shocking - just sad and angry at SeaWorld's response.

Another short documentary called Inside the Tanks featured a french Sea Park that had orcas. The guy working at the park who actually came out to talk with the filmcrew about the animal's wellfare? For all I disagree with him on, he actually did what SeaWorld should have done with Blackfish: give their side. That he agrees life could be better for the animals and a better program would be ideal is a step in the right direction, and that is: getting the sea parks and the whale experts on the same page and work together to help their animals! It's the parks who own the whales and have all their veterinary care. It would be ideal to have the same trainers around especially for the whale born in captivity. If they were open to change - real genuine change, there'd still be room to complain but it would be SOMETHING.

Instead, SeaWorld went on the war-path against Blackfish, refused to give the doc their take and called everything in it a lie. Their failure is their own. They had the opportunity to change but that would be an admittance of guilt and that's BAAAD meanwhile Disney parks operate just fine despite ALL the fatalities that happened at their parks. It's like they know not to wear that shit as a badge and spin it like it's always the fault of the victims which is what SeaWorld absolutely did to it's employees. It's not good when you're making Disney look better, SeaWorld!

If you haven't seen Blackfish yet, you should. The most misleading part of the documentary is using footage of wales that aren't actually being described the interviewees ((the baby whale Jon Crow talked about capturing in the beginning of the doc is NOT Tilikum, but Lolita)). That's it though. The rest of it is honestly pretty forgiving of SeaWorld's employees and legacy considering the circumstances - especially the first 10 or so minutes. This isn't some PeTA shit, folks. This movie is sad not only for the orcas but because it makes you feel for these trainers who love these animals and eachother and have been utterly betrayed by the industry.

130kcal for an ENTIRE chocolate cake

If you’ve already seen this recipe on MPA, it’s because I posted it there a while back. Anyway, here it is:

Ingredients

20g all-purpose flour (72.8)

10g cocoa powder (22.8)

2 egg whites (34)

40g allulose (14)*

Total Calories: 143.6kcal

*You can, of course, use zero-calorie sweetener if you’d like. The resulting cake will be 129.6kcal.

Instructions

Beat the egg whites to soft peaks and add in the allulose in 2-3 stages, mixing well between each addition. Continue to beat to form stiff peaks.

Fold in the flour and cocoa powder, being careful not to knock out too much air from the meringue.

Put the batter into a cake tin, flatten out the surface (or don’t and get an ugly cake), and bake in a preheated, 170˚C oven for 20 minutes.

Turn off the oven but leave the cake in there for 10 more minutes.

Little Ana Food Guide

✨Almost No Calories


- celery sticks


- lettuce


- cucumbers


- green peppers


- mushrooms


- cauliflower


- broccoli

✨25-30 Calories


- 1 small tangerine


- ½ cup of watermelon


- ¼ cantaloupe


- 1 small tomato


- 1 medium carrot


- 1 cup popcorn


- 12 pretzel sticks

✨34-40 Calories


- 1 medium peach


- 1 medium nectarine


- ½ grapefruit


- ½ cup of skimmed milk


- ¼ cup plain yogurt


- 3 saltine crackers


- ½ small banana

✨50-60 Calories


- 1 small apple


- 1 small orange


- 15 grapes


- 12 cherries


- 1 cup strawberries


- ¼ cottage cheese


- 4 small shrimp

[ADD YOUR OWN IN THE COMMENTS]

Bucky: Maybe John's love language is Words of Affirmation :)

wyler + being in each other’s personal space

sign up for the gold package of ADHD today and experience the following moods:

The Loop - opening and closing the same three websites in succession for 15 minutes at a time before realizing that there’s not going to be anything new or worth doing on those websites (my three are Tumblr, Youtube and Wikipedia)

The Ack - seeing you have a new message and, though you have no evidence that it’s anything even remotely noteworthy let alone negative, feel intense dread and procrastinate looking at the message for 30 minutes/5 hours/a week

The Shimmy - changing sitting/laying positions every 5 minutes because god dammit i’m not going to be able to focus on whatever task i need to do if I feel any unwelcome physical sensation

The Ol’ Razzle Dazzle - making a hot beverage for yourself and then putting it down slightly out of reach and then not drinking it until 45 minutes later when it has already gone cold

The Bellwether - scrolling on Tumblr and getting the urge to google something/look up something on Wikipedia, but you keep scrolling and forget what you wanted to look up so you frantically scroll back to the thing that prompted you to think about looking the other (un)related thing up in the first place

The Bop - earnestly insisting that you’re not anxious because the other person sees your leg bouncing and thinks that you’re about to go postal

The Poison Dart - hearing someone say something problematic out loud and freezing because, while you want to correct them gently, you also feel intense dread and RSD that if you even so much as suggest dissent the person will immediately and commensurately stab you to death or snap their fingers and open a trapdoor to hell beneath you

The Ghost Breath - realizing you haven’t texted your friend back/at all/in 3 weeks and thinking “Hmmm, I need to do that” and then you don’t do it and much more time passes by 

The Stim Package - eating an entire family-sized bag of chips in one sitting because having something to chew on helped you concentrate, at least a little

The Bullfrog - going to get something that you don’t use often but you know exactly where it is and then it’s not there and you just keep going back to that spot 5 more times before realizing you lost it or it’s somewhere else completely different (like, not even in the same building)

The Morning Mist - regularly forgetting what recent life events actually happened and which ones were from extremely vivid dreams

The Seesaw Rivet - feeling like a wounded child who is about to get in trouble during every interaction you have even as you are entering your mid-to-late-20s and genuinely wondering when that pattern is ever going to stop if ever

The Pull-Apart Muffin - having ADHD and about 3 other diagnoses and wondering what is even what anymore

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Let me slip into something more comfortable. A coma perhaps?