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//rant?

“Because “she” is so scared of being perceived as a girl and feminine” yes, yes I am actually my dear sibling. I dont want to wear the clothes you are trying to force upon me, I dont want to be seen as something I am not. I dont want to hate what I see in the mirror more with make up and “girly” clothes. Fuck you actually. Stop trying to make me something Im not just bc you are probably transphobic (or whatever it is called for me). Im so tired of this that I dont want to do anything that has ties with “femininity”. I dont want to wear the pretty clothes I would wear otherwise bc I just know they are going to call me “Oh you are so pretty! You are finally acting like a proper young lady!” Fuck you, again. I oh so wish to try make up but again, same shit will be said; fuck you, for the second time. I did not had such strong feelings about this before, but these last years made me much more affected by it. I hate men but Im desperate for ways to make myself more masculine because otherwise I cant feel comfortable in my own skin. I try more pants, less and muted colors, I want to chance every shirt in my wardrobe for male clothes. I dont want to shave (yes Im saying it clearly and directly I dont care, I started to hate it because every time I do I hear the SAME shit AGAIN). Im actually so tired of not being able to be comfortable in my own skin. I wish for peace with myself but NOOO fuck you for the third time.

I prob said before but Im saying it again, if any of my moots see this, if you refer me with anything feminine, I will unfollow you and never interact with you ever again and Im very strict about it.

he’s such a hear me out idc I want him

VALENCRINGE

Lazy rushed entry for the Valencringe contest!! I need those rainbow cubes... STAT!!! Truthless Recluse and matching Shadow Milk costume when I get you. Ohh when I get you WHEN I

uwwa…. UAHH… I could have gotten E1 if yanqing’s fuckass lc didnt come… Uahhhhhggg… My precious E1…. At least I won 50/50 in character but holy shit I think I went to hard pity almost every time

small art dump bc I swear Im not pathetic about fictional characters 7/24 and Im really cool

my mutuals should send me their selfships in dms and yap about it

When mutuals post about their selfships

hihii!! may i request anaxa and sunday with a reader who likes putting up fronts? like they would constantly play these roles with vast personalities, put on masks, copy/mirror other’s mannerisms, till the point they don’t even know who they are anymore or their “true self” is? sorry if this doesn’t make sense >_<

🎭 anon

𝙃𝙎𝙍 𝙈𝙀𝙉 𝙒𝙄𝙏𝙃 𝘼 𝙍𝙀𝘼𝘿𝙀𝙍 𝙏𝙃𝘼𝙏 𝙋𝙐𝙏𝙎 𝙊𝙉 𝘼 𝙈𝘼𝙎𝙆 ᯓ★ 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘀: anaxa, sunday ᯓ★ rules | masterlist | 𝗿𝗲𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘁 ᯓ★ 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗮𝗱𝗱𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝗮𝗴𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁 ᯓ★ 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗲𝘀:

#𝗔𝗡𝗔𝗫𝗔

he picks up on it pretty fast - not because he’s offended, but because he knows the game.

you're a different person around everyone. loud and dramatic with one group, quiet and perceptive with another. even around him, you shift. sometimes you're flirty, sometimes aloof, sometimes overly agreeable in ways that feel just a bit too practiced. it’s like you’ve memorized entire personas and swap them in depending on who you’re speaking to.

most people wouldn’t notice. anaxa does.

he doesn’t call you out right away. he watches. listens. and when you’re quiet - when you finally let the performance drop for even a second - he slips beside you with this low, thoughtful hum.

“do you ever wonder who you'd be if you weren’t trying to be so many things at once?”

you tense up. a mask almost clicks into place, but he lifts a hand - easy, no pressure - and adds, “don’t give me a rehearsed answer. i'd prefer if you give me nothing at all, if that’s easier.”

he isn’t pushing. he’s just there. he doesn’t need a grand confession, or for you to tear yourself apart trying to be honest when even you aren’t sure what that means anymore. he just wants to see the version of you that’s not trying so hard.

sometimes, when you’re tired, when your face hurts from smiling and your voice doesn’t sound like your own anymore, you sit with him in silence.

he likes that version. the one that slouches a little, whose hands fidget with fabric threads, who sighs without having to explain why.

and he’ll keep showing up for that person, over and over. even if they don’t know who they are yet.

#𝗦𝗨𝗡𝗗𝗔𝗬

he’s soft in ways most people don’t expect - cerebral, almost dreamy, but sharp enough to see through the cracks.

when he watches you shift and adjust in every room you walk into - your voice morphing, your body language echoing whoever you’re with - he doesn’t see dishonesty.

he sees someone exhausted.

you joke about it sometimes. how good you are at fitting in. how people always seem to like you. but there’s a hollowness behind it. sunday hears that too.

and one day, when the two of you are walking quietly through a garden or a hallway or some quiet, glass-and-gold room filled with nothing but sun and dust motes, he finally says:

“you don’t have to prove you belong to anyone. not with me.”

you blink. the words hit something raw.

he tilts his head gently toward you. “and you don’t have to disappear into everyone you meet, either. you’re allowed to just be. even if you don’t know what that is right now.”

his tone isn’t pitying. it’s inviting. not trying to strip your masks away, but offering a space where you might set one down - just for a minute.

when you ask, quietly, “what if there’s nothing underneath?”, he only smiles. small and certain.

“then we’ll build it together.”

he doesn’t flinch when you’re inconsistent. doesn’t correct you when your personality slides from one edge to the next. he just keeps showing up, offering softness without condition.

and maybe - just maybe - being seen like that is the first real thing you’ve felt in a while.

©𝗖𝗢𝗣𝗬𝗥𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧 ● @lampridius 2025

I can yap about his hands for hours I totally get you

I feel like a victorian man seeing ankles for the first time with that peekaboos skin he’s showing 😂

him watching you walk down the aisle:

bonus ↓

he looks so happy??? I’m all for it though lol not me running from the other direction to hug him 💀

Its the same dynamic %99 of the time of course I know they’ll end up together

this tweet is new but it is actually a fundamental text for me

i think anaxa would like the ozymandias poem

FISH

hi! do you have any fish pngs? I love your work! it's so high quality!!

thank you so much! I love fish so this was fun to make!