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my moots where guys why yall ded..
I need to stay up all night since Im studying.. aughh… I dont wanna be alone😭🙏
@sweet-comatose :3333 I think it looks neat
i have only 10 pulls after anaxa, pleasee
aughhh I get you I fucking hate those annoying ahh bugs return them to hell
BUT HEHE YOU STARTED SLAPPING UR FAVS TOO
welcome to the club!! :3
(one of my fav gifs of Lady Furina :3)
RAHHH I HATE THIS TIME OF YEARR!!!! I HATE BUG BITES I HATE THEM SO MUCH!!!!
It just started warming up again and the bugs are returning from the hell they came from someone get me out of here.
(Boothill be upon ye)
lmfao @sweet-comatose
At least Anaxa doesnt have any ship treated as canon since they pass him around like blunt but.. cant say the same about your bf..
People who ship to a character who has no technical canon ship, but with a ship that the fandom treats as obvious and canon, are braver than any us marine
Anaxa after seeing me watch his edits for the nth time when Im supposed to study for the exams that I will otherwise fail in the worst way possible
guys I can pass right
right
(exams start tomorrow)
I would LOVEEE to read yall’s rambling about your f/o’s or even favorite characters!!! LET ME SEE!!
reblog this to give your mutuals permission to gush about their f/o in your inbox !!!
@sweet-comatose
You might wanna take a look… as always.. hehe
The leaks about his gameplay are insane!😳
WHERE DO YOU GET ALL YOUR FURINA GIFS ??!!! they make your posts so pretty, it makes me wanna slap my own favs on everything i post
I actually just search “furina” and scroll until I find one that fits the post!!!
AUGH ALSO THANK YOU <33
also do it!! Its your own blog LOL
I’ll be talking about “Ugh my day is shit” and there is dancing furina below so
finally feeling like myself again
ig many of you know me by my castorice theme but Thats actually just a ritual I do for characters I want😭😭 I make their theme in every social media I have
Other than that its always Furina, I dont just kin her she’s ME, I am HER
so I would love to be known as both THE furina fan/kin and THE Anaxa simp thanks😋😋
Double date with Reverie and Anaxa and Calli and Ratio 😼
IM SEEING THIS LATE BUT… YES… please yes… heh.. I need this
HAJSHSJHDKSJDKA
they hate men in general😭😭 Phainon is an exception thats fucking KEVIN KASLANA I would have sued hoyo if they made him mid but I get you, it hurts to see your fav getting thrown away😭😭
me, a peasant (anaxa fan) watching my rich aristocrat friend (phainon fan) eat her steak and drink her wine (phainon animations) while I try to fill my stomach with breadcrumbs (anaxa animations)
Im sorry but thats how I felt holy SHIT they cooked with phainon
ur bf greedy asf
Happy for you my love but.. like.. Im fucking starving 🥀🥀🥀
me, a peasant (anaxa fan) watching my rich aristocrat friend (phainon fan) eat her steak and drink her wine (phainon animations) while I try to fill my stomach with breadcrumbs (anaxa animations)
Im sorry but thats how I felt holy SHIT they cooked with phainon
STOP THIS PROPAGANDA
MY FAT FUCK DID NOTHING WRONG YALL ARE JUST HATERS
all hail fat fuck ica
FAT PHUC ITS ALL YOUR FAULT 🫵🫵
AUGHHH
me, a peasant (anaxa fan) watching my rich aristocrat friend (phainon fan) eat her steak and drink her wine (phainon animations) while I try to fill my stomach with breadcrumbs (anaxa animations)
Im sorry but thats how I felt holy SHIT they cooked with phainon
just saw the art for new Lc with anaxa..
oh boy oh boy no one can pull me away from him I WANT TO BITE HIS ARM💔💔💔💔
and
<333
i love seeing selfshippers with their "one" f/o. like, they are their brand! and their love is so palpable from the way they talk about them on their blog. don't stop gushing because i love to see it!
AGHHGHHGGH GUESS WHO’S DAUGHTER CAME HOME‼️‼️
Im actually crying rn Im too happy I love her sm😭😭😭
HAHAHDJSHDJAHDJSH…
💔💔💔💔
angst, 1.2K words, gn!reader, 3.1 quest spoilers
“..I love you,”
“Oh my god are you dying”
Anaxagoras narrows his eyes at your reply to his rather vulnerable confession.
“I take it back.” He mutters with the click of his tongue.
You turn to face him fully, straightening from your hunched position at the unfamiliar wooden desk. The room was a temporary space Aglaea had arranged for you and your husband.
It’d been fourteen days since the devastating fall of the grove.
Luckily your husband was able to save many lives, it came with a cost, a cost that nearly killed him. You hadn’t exactly been thrilled to hear that news—from him of all people—delivered with the same kind of dismissiveness he might use to comment on the weather!
“…I love you too,” you slowly reply
He’s not looking at you now, his gaze is almost avoidant, you note.
Ever since he returned from the grove, something had shifted. He wasn’t hesitant per se—just…more deliberate, Like he was measuring every word before handing it to you
But what made hearing “I love you” from Anaxagoras so strange wasn’t just the words—it was the fact that he literally never said them
He wasn’t an affectionate person. Not physically nor verbally.
—Not that he couldn’t be. But the only times Anaxa ever said those three words were when the two of you had been parted for more time than he liked.
He’s just too emotionally constipated.
Though he’s very good at praise and giving a loving touch when you need it.
You continue to stare down the man sat stiffly on the new bed. It’s odd to see Anaxa being hesitant. Especially around you.
“..You like Ohkema?” He said, taking a quick glance over to you. His forearms rested on his thighs and his fingers clasped together.
You pause, brows creasing. You’re not sure what he’s getting at. “I do, I miss home though,” You answer honestly. You really did miss home, everything was so perfect there. It’s good as gone now though.
“You’d be okay with staying here?”
“I mean there isn’t really anywhere else to go,” you snort
“So if something happened to me, you’d stay here?”
Your brow furrows deeper.
Anaxa’s eyes are locked on the floor, elbows still braced on his knees—but his fingers have tightened, knuckles pale.
“What do you mean ‘if something happened’? What kind of something?” You firmly demand his answer
“Hypothetically,” “Anaxagoras,” “Just answer me,”
You scoff, licking your lips slightly. “Yes I would stay, Anaxa,”
He nods softly, “Good.”
Your knee starts bouncing against the wooden floor. You don’t even notice it at first. You know something’s wrong. You can feel it curling tight inside your stomach.
“You nearly died two weeks ago,” you snap with a chuckle, voice light but bitter. “What, did you find a new way to finish the job?”
Anaxa is silent.
It was a joke.
You swallow hard as his eye finally meet yours—far too steady for your liking.
His expression blank, unreadable—but it tells you everything you never wanted to know.
Your stomach twists.
You slowly begin to shake your head, there’s no way.
“Shut up,” you blurt out“You aren’t funny, shut up,”
“I’m not joking,” he says, finally.
The indifference in his voice claws at you. You shoot up from the chair, the legs screeching harshly against the floor. Your heart pounding so hard you can hear it. “You’re not funny. That’s not funny,” you snap, voice high.
He chews the inside of his cheek, eye following you. A part of him wants to reach for you—hold you, say something that softens the blow. The other part knows there’s nothing he can do. Nothing that will make this easier.
“What—wh—When?!” you stammer, your fingers twitching in the air like you’re trying to grab the answer before it disappears. “When, Anaxa?!”
“In one system hour,”
“Tomorrow?!”
He twiddles his thumbs. “Yes.” And he says it like it’s nothing.
You’re not getting more time. You’re just getting a countdown.
“You’re telling me now?” you rasp, the words scraping out of your throat. “Like this?”
Anaxa’s hands flex slowly, fingers uncurling only to clench again. His jaw is tight. and his lips are sealed.
He doesn’t try to reach for you. doesn’t say your name. You don’t know if you want him too or not.
You shake your head and turn away, the sudden urge to get away overtaking you.
You leave the room, stepping into the ever-bright, empty hall. You speed walk down the path to wherever your feet will take you.
You don’t know where you’re going. You don’t care. You just need to outrun the truth—at least for a little while.
Anaxa sighs.
“You’re not running after them?”
“What good would that do”
Cerces lowered her head in disapproval.
“I didn’t know you were this cowardly. Had I known, perhaps I would’ve thought twice before choosing you.”
Anaxa exhales sharply through his nose, but he doesn’t look up. “Too late for that.”
She sighs. “You couldn’t have given them more time to prepare?” Her gaze flickered over to him.
He leans forward, resting his face in his hands, “I told them now to spare the shock of my execution tomorrow,” he says, voice calm and measured—already having calculated the outcome.
“They’d no doubt interrupt the performance the moment they hear I’d be put to death.” He says lightly, a grin curling softly on his lips.
There’s absolutely no way you’d sit still through that. And he loves you for it.
“And why have my final days be steeped in misplaced mourning?”
Cerces thinks over his words. “What good is early grief? It wouldn’t have stopped anything. Only made the coming days harder.”
She falls quiet for a while, weighing both sides of the tragedy.
“Sweet thing they are,” She murmurs. Anaxa’s expressionless face returns. Cerces glances sidelong at him. “They’ll be alright.”
His gaze drops further. Anaxa nods softly. “Of course they will. They’re not weak,” he says, but quieter now, “they’ll carry on,”
She’s silent, her hands folded over one another as she wanders over to the closed window. “I feel for them,“
“They wouldn’t want your pity,” he replies quietly, his voice rough.
Cerces doesn’t turn back immediately, but her tone softens.
“Not pity. Understanding.”
Anaxa slowly turns the ring adorning his finger, then glances up briefly. “I’ve asked Phainon to watch over them in case anything ever happens to me, he will keep them safe. cared for. Should they ever need anything,”
Cerces doesn’t answer. She just watches as he straightens his posture, the light brushing along the edges of his thin frame.
“You really don’t have much time, Anaxagoras,”
He nods once, then rises up.
“I know.”
And then, without hesitation, he walks out—not toward the person he’d choose in another life, but toward the death he’s already shaken hands with.
A/N: for the love of skibidi toilet if you read this please comment/reblog 🙏 I want positive feedback 💔 I’m like a puppy that needs praise okay 💔 (constructive criticism is fine be nice tho or I’ll block u🫵) MLIST
Nanaxa tag list: @deaddmoth (last paragraph I thought of you n rev writing it lmao) @average-scara-fan <3
//Non-sexual nudity
todays daily naxa is just my art :333 I luv drawing him sm he’s just very pleasant to draw
since Im feeding myself, I shall feed others as well :33
Im going to eat him hes so döldldflkskvepmvsğkvpskfdpkgspkgpekgğskgpskpgskgpslgpdkğgskpgdlğglspgkspgkslkgdlgldğkgpekfpdkgğdlfşdo jdpfkdlkeşsşdodksoc💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
Anaxa chibi
why is my moot marrying someone I dont know… how do I know this person can treat you right.. They didnt pass the trial..
Im actually in shambles…🥀🥀🥀
@ellaaa505 and I are now married.
this is how we met, cute isn’t it?
Romance time
𝘼𝙉𝘼𝙓𝘼 𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙋𝙑: "𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙎𝙞𝙣 𝙤𝙛 𝙋𝙧𝙞𝙙𝙚"
MAY CERCES BLESS YOUR ANAXA PULLS!✨💚🌿
AUGHJFGGGG FELLOW ANAXAGORAS FAN SPOTTED 🫂🫂
‘m eating the small naxa you drew him so cute
I still dont know how they all lok different but hey, i think i did a good job!
Ive had a hard time liking my drawings recently but i just kept drawing anaxa on and on and now i kinda memorised how he looks and he sort of became my comfort drawing bud!
I think i did a good job on these, i normally have hard time drawing from other angles but now with some references, i was able to draw these beauties with a 4 colored ballpoint pen.
I love anaxagoras.
Oh and here is minty flame cookie or something or tea orchid cookie? idk really.
I would love feedbacks so criticise the hell outta me, i will consider them all!
so cute I had to do it
but can someone help me find the template again? I downloaded it but I want to give credit to the maker and I closed tumblr before I looked at the username from excitement 😭
this was the template btw
’Confess your sins’
I think carrots and peanut butter is yummy 😓
okay I actually see the vision.. I have to try this
//rant?
“Because “she” is so scared of being perceived as a girl and feminine” yes, yes I am actually my dear sibling. I dont want to wear the clothes you are trying to force upon me, I dont want to be seen as something I am not. I dont want to hate what I see in the mirror more with make up and “girly” clothes. Fuck you actually. Stop trying to make me something Im not just bc you are probably transphobic (or whatever it is called for me). Im so tired of this that I dont want to do anything that has ties with “femininity”. I dont want to wear the pretty clothes I would wear otherwise bc I just know they are going to call me “Oh you are so pretty! You are finally acting like a proper young lady!” Fuck you, again. I oh so wish to try make up but again, same shit will be said; fuck you, for the second time. I did not had such strong feelings about this before, but these last years made me much more affected by it. I hate men but Im desperate for ways to make myself more masculine because otherwise I cant feel comfortable in my own skin. I try more pants, less and muted colors, I want to chance every shirt in my wardrobe for male clothes. I dont want to shave (yes Im saying it clearly and directly I dont care, I started to hate it because every time I do I hear the SAME shit AGAIN). Im actually so tired of not being able to be comfortable in my own skin. I wish for peace with myself but NOOO fuck you for the third time.
I prob said before but Im saying it again, if any of my moots see this, if you refer me with anything feminine, I will unfollow you and never interact with you ever again and Im very strict about it.
what does it say about me that They are both one of my favorites in each game
if I have a nickel every time where there're two angel themed characters in a gacha game who just wants happiness for everyone but ending up restricting their freedom and who they are as people I have two nickels which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice
made this for myself since I need to focus on my studies more and start to get productive
I want to draw naxy but my whole body hurts again just I was about to get up
IM TIRED OF TS💔💔💔💔
end my suffering istg I wanna lay in bed all day doing nothing but NOOOOOOO I have shits to do💔🥀
