Shit, I'm supposed to be doing homework, not scrolling through tumblr
90s celestial decor
I avoid sleep cause I like to pretend I can avoid tomorrow
Nothing's going to happen, but I've convinced myself the world's ending
So I'm building up a list of my worry and sorrow
It keeps my mind off of the night and morning skies blending
Maybe I just drink too much caffeine
I tell myself that, anyway
Cause I tend to ramble on like an anxious machine
And the more I do that, the longer I can keep sleep away
Early 1960's Monster popcorn Bucket featuring Bela Lugosi as Dracula
The world is on my shoulders, I can't stand the weight
It's shadow looms over me, a reminder of everything I hate
Oh, what I would give anything to leave it all and walk away
But I know how the guilt would eat at me everyday
I wish I could power through, give it my all
But no matter what I do, I just feel so small
Is there a way to remain persistent?
The longer I struggle, the more I grow indifferent.
1910s Moon and Star Pillows
Credit: linnhe on Pinterest
Ew, wait, when I actually sleep, eat semi-decent, and touch grass a couple times a week, it does, in fact, make me feel better
~~Theatre major with a caffeine addiction and constant anxiety~~ [20] [They/Them]
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