I think I've started coping for my coping
I thought I was better, but now I'm moping
Maybe it was all just hopeless hoping
I fucking want these so bad ohmigosh
Madame Moon
Beverly Parker
I wish someone could make me feel okay
Or, at least show me how to pack up all my burdens to deal with another day
I know no one owes me that, it's just nice to think about not having to take care of myself
Or to not be treated like a doll, treasured for mere moments, then left alone on a shelf
People often say "it's better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all"
But I don't believe that, when my love is held over me, used to make me feel small
Unfortunately, I have just come to the discovery that my new phone doesn't have one of those audio jack thingys, and so now I either can't listen to music and charge my phone, or I have to use awful, tiny little earbuds that get lost and die all the time and randomly disconnect and reconnect from phones at the upmost infuriating times possible.
Shit, I'm supposed to be doing homework, not scrolling through tumblr
I'm literally so tired right now. Why am I more tired when I get those 8 hours than when I pull an all nighter????
Everybody keeps on talking, and I'm going insane
I feel like my teeth are rotting, and so is my brain
This school is full of some mind fuckery, chaotic online debauchery
My stomach knotted, brain rotted. I'm on the floor, a sniveling little mess
But there's no time to wallow, cause I've got work tomorrow. Will I go? It's anyone's guess
~~Theatre major with a caffeine addiction and constant anxiety~~ [20] [They/Them]
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