What Started As A Warmup Has Turned Into A Very Sad Backstory. I Think My Subconscious Is Trying To Say

MWUHAHAHAHAHAHA I DID IT. Ramble of information under the cut

Alright so I think if I remember correctly I posted about them on my old account (which i abandoned for this 🫣) buuuuuut

Introducing 🥁

Odaremi!! Or just Remi for short.

I actually started making them 5.5.2024. The first picture I had of them and the last are completely different so I took from a few points down the middle. Not quite otter, not quite lemur, and not quite earthling. Just, Remi. There is more exploration I’m going to do because I just had so many ideas but this is the start of me bringing this character back, hopefully for a webcomic. I loved them so much and it’d be exciting to share some of the ideas I had for them!! There were… so so so many.

Also sorry if my alt text is weird, I’m still working on describing on my works this is all very new to me.

a collection of my playlists highlighting black artists in multiple genres of music. a little late for BHM but better late than never <3 enjoy! suggestions and additions are always welcome.

black people created rock: a forever growing playlist of various sub - genres of rock made by black artists and musicians; from classic rock, pop punk, rock rap, metal, post hardcore, etc. from underground bands, popular artists experimenting with their sound, artists from other genres collaborating with rock stars, and more!

a southern gothic tale: country / folk / blues / bluegrass; there are some rap / pop songs that include country elements in them but for the most part it's what you think.

black alternative: black artists that make music outside of the expectation. alt [rnb/pop], hyperpop, indie [pop/rock], dream - pop, bedroom pop; you name it, it's probably in here.

black g!rl pvnk !: similar to my black people created rock playlist, except it's just black women. this playlist also includes rap that takes heavy inspiration from alternative subculture.

juicy fruit, certified bubble yum: [bubblegum] pop by black artists. oftentimes our music gets categorized as rnb / urban / hip hop even when it's clearly not! there's been a historical record of black music being put in the wrong categories by reviewers and the academy trying to box black music into a box. while some songs may have rnb elements, it's clear that they're classic, well-made, and respected pop songs!

She was a boy, he was a cow

Can I make it anymore obvious????

I’m back in no oc land where none of my ocs seem to fit what do I do

I’m also in fandom dead zone so that doesn’t help

If anyone has any writing/general story prompts or something I’d be very appreciative. If not, I’ll gladly cry myself to sleep and hope that the nightmares are so uncomfortable that I make a new story out of it. /silly

I’ll also accept shojo/josei recommendations. That may seem off topic but I assure you it would cure everything.

raaaahhhhhhhh

I need to be alive on here but no ideas is stopping me

I feel like a crow in a windex commercial, limited by circumstances beyond my control

rah

I’ve been posting more on my bluesky but here’s today’s sketches as I test the brush engines between Krita and the free version of Fire Alpaca. Krita’s brush engine is my favorite between the two and a close second to Clip Studio’s.

Every so often I get a step closer to my art looking so very Sonic. This time is no exception 😔. THEY ARENT A SONIC OC sobs /silly

Edit to add a note: this is the newest version of Lucky Cassiopeia, now named Clove Cassiopeia!! Name and design a work in progress ^^

TRANS WOMEN: HERE'S SOME SHIT YOUR DOCTOR WONT TELL YOU ABOUT HRT

1. Progesterone: not for everyone, but for many people it may increase sex drive and WILL make your boobs bigger. Also effects mood in ways that many find positive (but some find negative). Most doctors won’t prescribe this to you unless you ask. Most trans girls I know swear by it.

2. Injectible estrogen: is more effective than pill or patch form. Get on it if you can bear needles bc you will see more effects more quickly.

3. Estradiol Cypionate: There is currently a shortage of injectible estradiol valerate. There is no shortage of estradiol cypionate. Functionally they do the same shit.

4. Bicalutamide: This is an anti-androgen that has almost none of the side-effects of spironolactone or finasteride. The girls I know who are on it are evangelical about it.

My one goal for the past several months has been accomplished. I saved up my money AND I FINALLY GOT CLIP STUDIO PAINT EX 🎉

Animation and webcomic future here I come ✨

Casually posting this everywhere I post my art because Mx Ma’am (me) needs a new aesthetic and I’m reliving my Cartoon Network dreams era

ITS A ME !!~