"what Do Butch4butch Couples Even Do" Um This

VIDEODROME (1983) dir. DAVID CRONENBERG

I wanted more than life could ever grant me

SARAH MICHELLE GELLAR as BUFFY SUMMERS BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER | 2.12 "Bad Eggs"

There's something about the tmagp characters' motivations, and who they're willing to sacrifice, and how the people or things they prioritise act towards them, and how it goes for them.

Because

Celia is willing to sacrifice Sam, who loves her and who she genuinely does care about, to stay with Jack. And then there's a moment where she isn't sure she can go through with it, and she loses him anyway without having to act, and she'll probably never know exactly what choice she would have made in the end, even though she's consciously planned this for weeks.

Alice straight up abandons Teddy and Colin, who are both Not Doing Well, when they are explicitly asking her for help, to go and protect Sam, who has told her not to come after him. It's barely a decision for her - she quite clearly stops thinking about anything or anyone else.

Sam finds out that Celia betrayed him and STILL puts himself in danger to protect her. And ends up falling through the gap to another world, which is exactly what she was planning to do to him.

Gwen throws Lena under the bus the moment the opportunity comes up, purely for the sake of her own ambition, which is part of a broader pattern of decisions. And it's immediately obvious when she gets what she wanted that it's only going to go badly for her.

Idk idk it's the love and the need and the want of it all, and the ruthlessness that can come out of it, and the way they make or don't make their choices, and the consequences of it aaaaaa

My dyke hands for all who celebrate

Someone needs to take away my eBay account because I can’t stop buying Really Cool Stuff.

One can only buy so many vintage fetish magazines and cryptozoology magazines and lame T-shirts before it becomes a Problem.

Oh but “I’ll create an archive one day” I say! “I’ll invest in a button making machine!” Bro you have a metric ton of vintage fet porn it’s becoming a problem.

Anyway maybe I’ll take pics and show you some of the insane awesome stuff I have one day to make it feel more acceptable

Le Monocle, lesbian bar in Paris, circa early 1930s

the enormity of my desire is totally fine and manageable and good for me

Cooking horror game where you play as a cook working in the galley of a ship in the 1800s. There’s some kind of supernatural nautical horror story going on in the background but you barely notice this because you spend all day cooking in the galley.