Hearing someone else say "I'm not hungry" while I'm eating floods me with guilt and kills my appetite. Every time.
too bad I hate throwing up and i'm too much of a pussy to do it to myself
What I find stupid is the amount of calories in sugar. While you can justify the amount of calories in a lot of foods (like oil) in one way or another, you can't really do that with sugar. It doesn't really have something nutritional in it like f.e. olive oil would. It's just making you fat for no reason.
Footage of my brain (2025, colorised):
Your waist is huge.
Look at that.
Ew…
People may like you but they will never truly accept you if you look like that.
Although I ate more today, I feel like I'm doing a good job managing my cravings.
Like yeah, I ate, but I felt less the need to f.e. have a dessert or eat food. Maybe fasting isn't for me necessarily, but if I keep controlling my cravings, I think I'll do well.
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I can't wait to be done w my exams so i can starve myself properly again
tb to my teen years when i had a b.e.d. and was so stubborn to not let my mom see that her words regarding my body/weight affected me that I didn't try to lose weight
The fact that I spent my teens eating instead of starving is killing me
no cuz the ppl who said that fasting is addicting were right. I've been progressively more interested in trying to fast, and started w 12 to 16 hours, and did a 24 hour recently. It's on my mind constantly now