Life is unfair. starve yourself or get over it
My favourite part abt fasting is sleeping. Not in a weird way but I love having dinner, doing whatever for a few hours, going to bed and then seeing I'm at like 12 to 14 hours while still feeling good and not hungry.
Can't wait to be skinny enough to not feel like I'm embarassing my friends while I'm hanging out with them, or when they introduce me to their parents.
Not everyone will understand the relationship between a girl and seeing her ribs
⭐ving so I'm not the "as long as you're happy bro" girlfriend.
An E.D. (any disorder, for the matter), doesn't have one fixed shape or form. Not everyone struggling with it is extremely thin with their ribs visible. Check up on your friends and if you're the one struggling, you're still valid, just as you are.
I just did my 24 hour fast yesterday and it was so good :0 What works for me is to have dinner nad then wait until dinner the next day because then I already sleep for a good chunk of it and am not rlly a breakfast person. Thus, I easily get to 12 to 14 hours. Then I just went to my classes and stuff and managed to get to 7 PM
REAL, I randomly stop studying just to scroll on tumblr and look through the tags. I also had a phase at some pointwhere I'd be like "it's ok to neglect my studies for a bit. I can't be stupid AND ugly."
does anyone else’s ED severely impact their academics? and not just in an “@na brain” way?
i mean instead of studying or doing online assignments i’m obsessively consuming media related to weight loss/food/dieting.
i feel guilty when i sit down to study or do schoolwork because “i could be burning calories exercising right now.”
Don't reward yourself with food, you're not a pig
I wanna feel the bones in my body
Not to sound like a pick me but I don't like ppl I know irl reminding me of an e.d. only my boyfriend and best friend know abt it and while my friend doesn't really mention it, my boyfriend used to. He'd bring up calories and shit when picking what to have for dinner and it's just like, shut up?? I already obsess over it and it's genuinely draining me, it's not a quirky thing to lose weight and be healthy. Don't remind me even more.