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1. i grew up with gossip girl and i think blair waldorf is probably the most influential character from that era
2. before i joined tumbrl,i wrote a series with 20 characters and i girl i used to be friends with deleted the whole thing.. luckily i remember most of it and i have boards for all of them on pinterest
3. iâm really good at telling anecdotes from nights out
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mon cheriĂŠ -benjamin pavard
summary: both you and benjamin are insufferably stubborn,which makes this âhot and coldâ situation unbearable. if destiny wants to see you together,who is gonna be the first one to stop acting like you hate each other?
authorâs note: thank you for all your support and requests so far! this is the longest piece i wrote so far and i really put my heart and energy into this one. let me know what do you think <3
word count: 2,5 k
warnings: angst,betrayal and mentions of cheating
What is it about us that we always want something we canât have? Or someone. I had never craved anyoneâs attention like this before. Not until I met him.
He was always there,yet so far out of my reach. Almost like a toy you will reach for at top shelves in stores. Unreachable for me. I never knew where I stood with him. One thing was sure- he was the one. He had to be. If not him,then who? I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him. No amount of love movies could ever prepare me for that fatal attraction. Nothing compares to experiencing that moment. Destiny wanted us together,but did you?
From that moment on, he was the last thing I would have on my mind before going to sleep. It even got to a point where I couldnât even escape him while I was sleeping. And when I wasnât seeing him in my dreams,I would daydream about him. Not that I would ever admit that to him. I was too proud to do it. Eventually,that would cost us time we could already spend together.
As the time went by, I was convinced that falling for someone this hard is a form of self- destruction.It just had to be. Raw feelings and this catastrophic timing made the most painful combination. How is it even possible to love someone that much without really knowing them? I just saw right through you. For what you really are, and I still love every single part of you. Even flaws. Thatâs what made you so irresistible. Some said thatâs because I had a savior complex and you needed to be âsavedâ.
The truth is- I needed you. Needed to be saved by your love. If anything,I loved your flaws more than anything. You wouldnât be who you are without them. You desperately wanted to give off the impression of someone mysterious to everyone else and always leave them wondering. Who are you? Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies? Have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them? What are you really like? Do you have someone? What rumors about you are true? For a good period of time,those rumors left me wondering too.
I scrolled through her post and it wasnât because I was envious. The only thing I want for you is to be happy,even if it doesnât include me. At least thatâs what I was trying to convince myself. It worked for awhile. It got draining eventually and I was trying my best to hide it. I felt so pathetic for crying over someone who probably doesnât even think about me. Why would you? I clearly did my best to push you away from me. We were never friends,but certainly not this either. How did it even come to this? From sitting together in classes and making jokes to not being able to stand each other.
I had to contradict everything you said. For some reason,even though you were shy,you always had something to say about everything. Truthfully,sometimes everyone found it frustrating. What did you wanna prove? It seemed like you wanted to be a teachers pet and always be against everyone else because you are above us. Straight Aâs,tall,good-looking,popular among girls.. Even your football career seemed to be going in the right direction. What else is there to prove really?
Once again,I saw right through your facade. You wanted approval from others,which is something you always seek. Maybe not actively,but you love to feel accepted. You loved to make people laugh,but honestly, nothing about this situation was funny at all. Maybe destiny doesnât wanna see us together after all.
Where did it all take a wrong turn for us? If âweâ ever were a thing after all. Everyone noticed the way we looked at each other. Self-proclaimed enemies don't look at each other with lust in their eyes. If I had to point out one specific event, it would be the moment where I comforted you about one of the rumors that was going around.
Not because I wanted to humiliate you or find out the truth so everyone can gossip about it and talk behind your back, just like they always do. Some nice âfriendsâ you have. It was because I wanted to let you know I'm not that naive to believe everything I hear or read.
And most importantly- to let you know I'm here for you. Someone you can rely on, shoulder to cry. I see you and your good heart. Your good intentions. The rumor has it that you were sending inappropriate texts to some girls while you were with that girl. There was no way anyone would want to hurt her, especially not you. She looks beautiful and kind, she probably gives you butterflies. I was having sleepless nights over thinking about how to bring that up, but let's face it-that's not something you just casually bring up in random conversation. Who in their right mind would just ask âHey, did you send these inappropriate messages to girls while you had a girlfriend? â
Nobody, except for me. I was waiting for an opportunity to ask you about this for days, weeks even. Nothing seemed like the right time to ask you about it and I wanted it to be as natural as possible. Somehow, after all that overthinking, I brought it up in the most idiotic way possible.
I noticed you were walking home alone after school and stopped you. After so many years, I still don't know what got into me. All I know is that I suddenly felt like my heart was in my throat. Even though I was practicing what to say in the mirror so many times, I went completely off the script.
Not the first time we have been off the script, is it?
âHey, can I just show you something if you have a second?â
âOf course, what is it?â
âUhm, I don't know are you aware, but they are talking about how you were sending some questionable messages to a lot of girls.â
âWait, what?â
âSo you don't know? There are screenshots going aroundâŚâ
âI have to go or I will be late for a game, but if you can, please send me those screenshots.â
âGood luck and I will.â
âThank you. â
This definetly felt wrong. It felt like I was interrogating you for a âcrimeâ that has no correlation to me whatsoever. It wasn't my place to ask you that, but since I already did, I had to proceed with it and send you screenshots.
Nothing for hours.
Followed by âseen at 3:27 amâ.
That's what happens when you go off the script,but that's life. We can't retake this scene and try again.
Now it's up to you to decide what comes next. At the very least, you could've thanked me for letting you know, but no. Radio silence at your end.
After that conversation, I wouldn't even consider us âenemiesâ. I would consider ourselves as strangers because, at the end of the day, that is what we are. Who was I fooling? I will never know what you are thinking, who you are when you are alone at night with your thoughts. My friends noticed that you were looking at me every time I looked away from you. They didnât know about our conversation, but even then, they knew you looked like you were so desperate to say something. Still no progress and let's face it- there will never be one.
It's not like I didn't try to occupy myself with other things, other people. All of my attempts worked out only for a short amount of time. Not suprising considering they never left significant mark on my life. Looking back on it, I should've risk it, confess it to you and risk a rejection. It couldn't be that bad if it happened sooner, right? They say time heals open wounds of a broken heart, but what would be a medicine for however you wanna describe this? All my friends are tired of hearing of how much I miss you and I got sick of thinking about you all the time. It almost felt pathetic.
I needed something, well someone to get you off my mind. Funnily enough, my boyfriend, well ex-boyfriend now, looked very similiar to you. It's safe to say I have a type. Brown eyes and curly brown hair. Very predictable of me. If I only predicted that so called replacements don't work out. If anything, that cheap version of you only made my life even more miserable with constant lying and gaslighting.
To make the whole story more embarassing, he broke up with me right before Christmas and ruined my favorite time of the year. Looking back on it, it was a blessing in disguise. There is just one thing I will forever regret if you put aside the fact that I endured his gaslighting for months. He was my first kiss and just looking back on it makes me physically ill. It's such a repulsive memory. Thanks God I complemently blocked that out of my memory.
On the other hand, I don't think he will block you out of his memory because he was also one of those that were envious of you, your talent, popularity and attractivness. Imagine if he knew he was your supossed replacement⌠Failed to even be the mediocre version of himself. He is free to add me on the list of girls who he didn't satisfy in any way. Not to wish bad upon anyone, but he doesnât deserve to feel happiness after what he has done. Not to mention he most likely cheated too because I saw him with other girl on new year's party. Dissapointing but normal procedure by his standards.
Wanna hear something that is not a normal procedure in our story? Him sitting next to me in bus on our week long school trip. In the middle of the night as well. Everyone were asleep except few of us. I didnât even notice him at first because I was got lost in my thoughts while looking through window. Night was so peaceful and you could see stars since sky was so clear, not a single cloud in the sight. He tapped my shoulder to get my attention and I just assumed it's one of my friends that was sitting behind me.
âDo you mind if I sit here? â
âNo, go ahead. â
âIt's a bit crowded back there so I hope you don't mind that I came. â
âIt's okay, don't worry. â
âWhy are you awake? â
âI could ask you the same thing. â
âI asked you first. â
âAnd you came to my seat so your rules don't apply here, monsieur . â
âMonsieur? I'm not that old,mademoiselleâ
âSorry, your dark cicrles are telling me a different story. â
âHey, no need for that. â
âI'm just kidding, but seriously, why are you awake?â
âBecause I can't fall asleep. â
âReally? â
âReally. That's why I'm here. â
âHuh? Am I supossed to tuckle you in and tell you a goodnight story? â
âI mean, if you want to⌠â
âJust go to sleep. â
âThat's very rude of you, mon cheriĂŠ. â
âWhat did you say? â
âHm? Nothing, you are hearing stuff. â
âGoodnight then. â
âGoodnight. â
Well, that was suprising. His presence and the smell of his perfume were so comforting. It was almost like I needed him to fall asleep peacefully. To be more exact, it seemed like he needed me too.
Why are we each others safe place when all we do is bring chaos into each others lives?
Overthinking hit me again while he was leaning more and more towards me. This probbably doesnât mean anything, but I would've lied if I said this isn't gonna disturb me. I was finally moving on and then this had to happen? How convinient.
âSometimes I was conviced you are doing this on puprose. What else could it be? I just wanted you to make up your mind and put both of us out of this misery. I was hoping I will never ever come across you after high school. â
âI'm sorry, but that will never work out for you. Your shoulder probabbly went numb because I was all over you, I'm sorry. â
âNot just that, you were also drooling in your sleep. â
âThat's embarassing. I hope nobody saw it. â
âNot only did they see you, they took pictures too. â
âPut that in a frame. But jokes aside, why did it took us so long? â
âMaybe because both of us are so insufferably stubborn? â
âThat's what makes it more fun. â
âSuffering back then wasn't that fun, to be honest. â
âIf this is suffering, then I wanna suffer forever with you. â
âWow, so romantic of you. â
âWhy are you rolling your eyes? I'm being serious. â
âIt's just a natural reaction when I see you. â
âAre you thinking what I'm thinking or? â
âOh stop winking at me and be serious for once. â
âSorry, what were you saying? â
âI was about to say that I will never forgive you that you will never be my first kiss. â
âWhat?? I thought I was special? You are such a traitor. â
âTurns out you weren't the only one that was drooling over me. â
âJust so you know, that kiss doesnât count. â
âSo which one does? â
âThis one. â
And he was right. That is the only that will ever matter.
it's so stupid but the fact that more than half of tumblr users are not native english speakers makes me feel so safe
âyou left me no choice but to stay here foreverâ
TW: cursing // asshole mason (again) // if i missed anything pls lmk
WC: 1.2K
A/N: this is part 3 of a multi part mini-series!!! each part will be inspired by a song, so this one is inspired by "right where you left me" by Taylor Swift. i highly suggest listening to it as you read :)
read part 2 here
You woke up with a combination of excitement & nervousness spreading through your stomach. You spent the majority of your day thinking about what you were going to say to Mason, and how you were going to bring it up.
You wanted to ask why he didnât show up to your birthday party. You wanted to know why he didnât call you the day after like he said he would. You wanted to know why he was being so distant with you.
What changed? Why was he not putting in the effort he used to?
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You began getting ready for your dinner with Mason. You decided that you would start with the topic of your birthday party and then lean into your questions as to why he didnât show.
You wore a cute top & skirt. It wasnât too formal, but it wasnât too casual either. Around 6pm, you set out on your drive to the restaurant.
When you arrived, you saw Mason sitting at a booth and he raced to the entrance of the restaurant to greet you. He led you to your table, a glass of water already set on your side of the table to drink.
The table was dimly lit, a small candle sitting at the edge of the table being the only source of light in the area. It was a rather romantic setting. You & Mason hadnât been on a romantic outing in a few weeks.
You made yourself comfortable, removing your jacket and situating your bag to your side. You looked up at Mason and saw that he was lost in thought, blankly staring at the white cloth on the table.
âEverything okay, Mase?â Your voice pulled Mason from his thoughts, his attention immediately turning to you.
âOh yeah. Allâs goodâ He flashed you a smile, but you sensed something was wrong.
âHow was your birthday? Ben & Christian told me it was eventfulâ
âIt was okay. Wouldâve been better if you were there but we canât go back and change that, can we?â You shrugged your shoulders.
âIâm so sorry, Y/n. I was running late and then traffic was just terrible so by the time I actually got into the city, it was too late. Ben & Christian told me that the party had endedâ
âYou werenât in the city? I thought you had training that day?â You saw Masonâs eyes go wide at your words: heâd fucked up.
âUhmâŚâ You could see the gears turning in his head as he tried to come up with a cover up.
âIâll just be honest: this isnât workingâ He gestured between the pair of you.
âWell no shit, Mason. Youâve been distant lately. Hell, you didnât even show up to your girlfriendâs birthday party, and now youâre making excuses for your absence. So be honest with me, where were you?â Mason sighed as he held his hands to his face.
âI was with someone. A woman. I lost track of time and by the time I made it to the city, it was far too late. I drove to my own house and then called youâ He could see the light in your eyes suddenly dim.
âYou what?â
âIâve been seeing another woman, Y/nâŚâ All you could do was stare at him as he spoke. It felt like time stopped at that moment.
Silence filled the air between you both, tensions high as you both waited for the other to speak.
âHow long?â Your voice was broken and barely understandable.
â2 monthsâ He mumbled as your mouth fell into an âoâ shape.
You swear you heard your heart break at that moment, the sound of glass shattering being the only sound you could hear that moment. Your heart was fragile, and he just single-handedly broke it, watching as the glass shards of your heart scattered across the table.
âWhat we once had isnât there anymore, and it hasnât been for a while nowâ He scanned your eyes to find any sort of emotion, but there was none. You were numb, still thinking about his initial statement as you stared at the glass containing your water in front of you.
âSo youâve been with another woman while we were still together?â You were still dumbfounded by his statement.
âBefore you ask, I used protection, so thereâs nothing to worry aboutâ You hadnât even thought that far. You simply nodded.
âYea, because telling me that using protection while fucking another woman is so helpful right now. Do you know how embarrassed I was infront of my friends & family that my own boyfriend didnât show up to my birthday? I had a breakdown, Mason. Your friends were there. They had to help me through it because you couldnât be bothered to show up, seeing as you were balls deep in another womanâ Mascara stained your cheeks as you spoke, your voice slightly cracking.
âIâm really sorry, Y/nâ Mason couldnât find any other words to say.
âIf you were sorry, you wouldnât have done it repeatedly. You wouldnât have done it at all, nonetheless on my birthday. Were you even planning on telling me?â
âEventuallyâŚâ
âSo what? Is this just a spur of the moment thing or do you actually feel anything for her?â Mason sighed.
âI feel a connection with her, Y/n. Something similar to what I felt at the start of us. I havenât felt a spark between you & I as of late, and I donât want to hurt you anymore than I already have. Iâm so sorry Y/nâ And with that, Mason got up and left.
You stared at him as he walked away, your heart breaking into a million pieces. You watched as he left the building entirely, leaving you in the corner booth all alone. The dim lighting reflecting onto your tear stained face brought attention to you.
You didnât even get the opportunity to say anything else. You heard the other diners whisper amongst themselves, murmurs of âwhat a sad sightâ & âpoor girlâ were heard as they looked in your direction.
You felt frozen, you couldnât move even if you wanted to. You were beyond embarrassed, your face burning as you felt all eyes on you. You wanted to scream and cry simultaneously.
Eventually you found the courage to get up from the booth and made your way out of the restaurant before driving back to your apartment.
You washed your face of the ruined makeup you had applied only an hour before, letting your hair down before changing into some sweatpants & a t-shirt. You sobbed into your pillow once you actually got into bed.
You may have physically left the restaurant, but emotionally you were still there, sitting cross-legged in the dim light as you relived and replayed that heart shattering moment over & over again in your head.
You didn't know how to move on from this moment, how to pick up the pieces of your shattered heart and start again, if you even could start again.
You were right where he left you,
and you would be forever.
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my knuckles rapidly knock on melâs door as i try to tame my breath. when the door finally swings open i see mel let out a long sigh, obviously not expecting me.
âwhat are you doing here, idiot? you told me i was supposed to get you at four itâs three!â
âi couldnât do it. it reminded me of a dentist you know? and they had these stupid magazines with those quizzes on what season you are and then the receptionist kept giving me the evil eyes and kept trying to give me these weird condoms that made her boyfriends balls smell like pie and oh su-chin was there! did you know that the baby has fingernails? i mean can you believe it! fingernails!â
mel grimaces yet her eyes are amused.
âoh, gross. do you reckon the baby could scratch your vag when it comes outâÂ
i ignore her comment.
âiâm staying pregnant, melâ
she shushes me quickly.
âkeep your voice down mate, my mumâs creeping around somewhere. she doesnât that weâre you knowâ, her voice goes down into a whisper ââŚsexually active.â
what does that even mean?
â oh⌠well i was thinking about everything and i thought âoh! thereâs someone out there that would want my baby!â you know like the women who canât have kids or maybe some lovely lesbiansâ
âbutâŚ. youâll get huge and your tits are going to lactate like a cow and youâll have to tell everyone that youâre pregnant!âÂ
âi know but maybe theyâll all love me for being so caring!âÂ
â or maybe they will also lose their shit and be super mad at you and possibly not let you graduate or most importantly let you go to the alps for spring break.â
â i donât care about the alps, jude and i were planning on taking a trip to portsmouth for spring break anyway.â
mel sighs in response, exhausted by the constant name drops of jude.
âwell, maybe you could look at one of those adoption ads i mean theyâre literally filling the newspapers at this point.â
âthere are ads? for people to become parents?â
âoh yeah tons! you can sell anything from iguanas to exercise bikes to babies! itâs crazy what you can do!â Â
âcome on mel, you really think i want to scope out possible parents in the local newspaper! thatâs so dodgy! itâs like buying clothes at the corner shop! i wonât be looking at the newspaper advertisementsâ
we sit on the bench under the pretty tree in the big park, as we look through the numerous amount of advertisements in the newspaper.
âthe newspaper sucks.âÂ
it really does. never have i wanted to fall asleep more than i have when i was reading this garbage.
âi know juno, but at least it sucks for free and what else were we meant to do today?âÂ
sheâs right of course, we have nothing else to do today.Â
after mel finishes speaking, we continue to turn the pages in silence when she find a couple whoâs teeth are as blue as water, their lips just as blue as them well. the articles reads âwholesome, spiritually wealthy couple who have find true love with each other.âÂ
she turns her head to face me, iâm guessing to check if iâm paying attention to the article in her hand, though iâm off in another world, looking at a selling for a piano. my mind goes straight to jude when i see the advertisement.Â
â did you see thereâs a guy here whoâs giving away a piano, free for the hauling as well! i reckon we should get it and haul it to judeâs house.
âyouâre not listeningâ
âno, i heard you loud and clear but i just canât give the baby to someone that will describe themselves as âwholesomeâ you know. to be honest, iâm just looking for someone a bit more on the edge.
âwell then what do you have in mind, a family of disturbed loners who are into knife play and incest? cmon juno theyâre going to be the person thatâs going to have a human life! one thatâs been inside of you at that!â
âno mel! i was thinking more along the lines of a graphic designer, in their thirties, and has a cool asian wife who dresses awesome and plays bass perfectly, but iâm trying to keep my choices open.â
âall right, oh how about this one? a healthy, educated couple who are seeking an infant to join our family of five, you will be compensated please help us complete the circle of love.â
nope. nope. nope.
âbig no, they sound exactly like a cult and they have three kids already, greedy guys! not the one for mini meâ
ây/n! you need to take a look at this one.â
mel points to the newspaper and i look down to paper. it reads âeducated, successful couple who wish toâŚ.âÂ
but i donât get to finish reading because i take a look at their faces. their beautiful faces that are pretty even in black and white,Â
their names were betty and aaron jones.
and they were definitely the future parents of my baby.
jude sits in his room, listening to the playlist that y/n had recommend to him and the same one that played when they went to fourth base.
he stares at the pages of his yearbook, specifically at the photo of y/n and the message that she wrote for him, and him only. it says âhey jude! i hope one day you get off of this photo with your lotion that you not so secretly keep in your drawer! joking (wellâŚ) love y/n.
god was he in love with her, she was just so ugh. she was just perfect and somehow he was the lucky one that managed to see her in all her beauty. he was the one that got to see all her scars and insecurities and he was the one that kissed her there. he was one lucky son of a bitch thatâs for sure.Â
he doesnât care if she doesnât ever love him (the biggest lie on planet earth) all he cares about is that he was the first person that she opened up to and that even if she never loves him back, then he will watch from the side-lines, cheering her on no matter what she does. because he really loves her.Â
jude reaches for the phone, the same one y/n has hanging in her room, debating whether or not to call her. he puts the phone down after a couple of moments.Â
heâs brought out of his moment by a knock on his door, which is soon followed by his mothers head peaking through.Â
âjude baby? are you coming downstairs to eat?â
âno, no i donât think so. not really feeling it oddly enoughâ
âbut you played for at least 5 hours today puppy, you need to eat and itâs breakfast for tea and i know thatâs your favouriteâ
jude just places his hand on his stomach.
ây/n y/l/n called by the way.. while you were out. she wanted to know whether or not your coming to this performance on saturday.âÂ
âoh thanks for the message maâ
âjudie, you know i feel about her, sheâs trouble.â
âi know youâve saidâŚ. maybe about fifty times.â
âi just donât want you to consider her a close friend thatâs all.â
she sighs and leaves jude to himself.
jude then only finally reveals whatâs hidden in his closed fist. the panties that he kept from that magical night.
a/n: i really hope these are doing the movie justice! @taintedstranger i think you wanted a tag so i really hoped you enjoyed it!