The Universe Knew I'd Be Too Powerful If I Had The Capacity To Carry On Conversations

who wants to make a hidden society of the arts with me? who wants to wear old tweed blazers, blouses, dress pants, black stockings and oxfords with me? we can meet in the same tiny cafe or in a hidden bar. we can paint, compose music, write poetry, stories, read to each other, learn and teach each other languages, new and old, existing and made up. we can critique each other’s work over a coffee or glass of red wine. we can discuss ancient and modern history, artists, writers, old and new composers. we can read newspapers, write journals, learn about what is happening in the world. we can be the silent academic rebels of society. we can make history. both boys and girls, we can be a brotherhood. an alliance. we can change the world

this is my 169th post and i was fittingly just sent what seemed to be some blurred out male genitalia ( i didn't click to reveal dw ) from some crypto account with no posts, i mean you're on theme? but fuck you dude. fuck you.

feeling like him lately

have you ever realised how little you actually know. like i've lived in the same area all my life and until i've had no idea that there was a train station 30 minutes away from my house, or about the waterpark in city centre or that there's a whole area of town i've never seen before. i don't know. it's just weird to think about,

me who hasn’t posted in an annoyingly long time

sorry bois, bros, girls, people, guys, cats, dogs,otherkin and aliens - i’ve been more focused on school and mosque lately - especially with ramadan - i’m gonna try and make posts bi-weekly and que stuff up so my 42 besties have something to work with lol   feeling kinda shitty and wanting to squeeze something and watch the life drain out of it’s eyes - Amimi

things i've been doing lately ( and things i should do be doing)

- notion, i found just messing around and looking at inspo on pinterest helped me a lot more than looking at videos - watching videos for learning - corbettmaths vids are soooo helpful - trying not to stress (kind of failing but we'll get there) - making a revision timetable for school and sticking by it kind of a lackluster supposedly weekly post but we'll get there eventually until next time! Amimi

what do you mean it’s half term break?

bruh, do your work to *the best of your ability* and then enjoy your break, we don’t like slackers who do everything last minute (remember to take breaks inbetween short periods of working)

Pierce The Veil - Bulletproof Love

help i'm crying

like today i had to make a doctors appointment and go to the doctors on my own for the first time ever because my parents were busy. that sounds childish but as a 16-year-old hermit it was painstaking. like the doctor asked me a very embarrassing question and i turned to the chair next me and then realised my mum wasn't there.. and then slowly... turned back to the doctor. she was so nice, asking about a levels and trying to make me comfortable. still, never seeing her again.