Lowkey Really Missing The Feeling Of Going Crazy

I love saying “I’m so normal, it’s crazy!”

like bitch you just age ten bucks worth of snacks that you bought for your friends graduation THEN threw it all up. Proceeded to crumble whatever was left into said toilet that you threw up in, started giggling and then cut yourself a few times then heard a noise freaked out and flushed that gross shit up and brushed your teeth and went to bed. boy it’s 1am on a school night, you got finals tomorrow get your ass to sleep

I wish fictional characters were real

Screaming, Crying, Punching the air, throwing up looking at photos of me from last October when I was at my lowest weight

Just saw a post that said “Pretty girls eat Pretty food” and that like changed my thoughts

Gonna live by that now

like eating my hummus and fruits and veggies is so cute unlike eating chocolate or McDonald’s

like that’s so fucking disgusting dude

I’m so desperate to feel loved omfg

I want someone who truly cares and listens to me

someone who understands and I can TRULY connect with

Someone who shares interests with me or will listen to my interests

please please please

I feel like if I was skinnier I would totally have a better chance

my face is quite nice but my body is NOT

I need to lock the fuck in and maybe I’ll find love

I’m so hungry I’m going to peal my skin off oh my god you fat fat fuck

I’m gonna kill myself

MY SISTER NEEDS TO STOP ASKING ME TO BAKE SHIT I DONT WANT THAT IN MY HOUSE

Real

i hate food i hate calories i hate fat i hate myself

i hate food i hate calories i hate fat i hate myself

i hate food i hate calories i hate fat i hate myself

i hate food i hate calories i hate fat i hate myself

i hate food i hate calories i hate fat i hate myself

I wanna starve myself to death, I can‘t die fat so it‘s the only way