Screamo fan^^Big MCR nerd!:)Mostly just a place for me to vent
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No binge July here I come‼️‼️‼️
Being suicidal has some pros cause I’m too dead to want to eat or got anything to sound good at all!! yay i love starving and feeling dead
I only get up if I want to do art or makeup so I at least feel a little okay
I’m gonna kill myself
MY SISTER NEEDS TO STOP ASKING ME TO BAKE SHIT I DONT WANT THAT IN MY HOUSE
i hate carbs
i hate calories
i hate feeling full
i hate feeling empty
i hate cravings
i hate missing my self love
i hate my stomach
i hate my stretch marks
i hate everything
There’s a certain part of my arm I really want to cut but I can’t sense it’s to noticeable :PP
I cut my wrist often because all my brackets cover that without a jacket or under shirt but my upper forearm isn’t covered by bracelets
I normally wear jackets but sense the summer is here I’d like the option to wear my sleeves kinda up? Idk it sounds so pleasing to cut there :P
sometimes I think I should genuinely just kms
I’ve been on and off binging sense summer STARTED and it’s driving me crazy
like I’ll be good for three to four days then ruin it for two and I’ve gained almost ten pounds
I feel so defeated and dead
I won’t be able to reach my goal by school and that’s devastating
I need to get back on track
I miss starving sm
someone HELPPPP
I think binge eating should be canceled
I wanna starve myself to death, I can‘t die fat so it‘s the only way
I really want more friends on here
like cause chatting but maybe like a Ana buddy?
To like encourage and motivate
keeping eachother on track and all^^ would be nice to have someone to talk to about these things :P
I’m so desperate to feel loved omfg
I want someone who truly cares and listens to me
someone who understands and I can TRULY connect with
Someone who shares interests with me or will listen to my interests
please please please
I feel like if I was skinnier I would totally have a better chance
my face is quite nice but my body is NOT
I need to lock the fuck in and maybe I’ll find love
I want to be 89lbs (40kg) and covered in scars. But society says that’s wrong.
Pretty sure most my muts are just Ana but would anyone be interested in c^t pics???
if you see my sh scars this summer no you didn’t
Binging has made me realize how bad food actually tastes
like I don’t understand how I still get cravings when it all taste so bland and gross
I don’t want to eat a fucking brownie that taste like shit but the cravings do
have to say fruit taste so much sweeter and better then any dessert I’ve had
Testosterone boys and harley quinn girls but instead its bpd splitting byos and attechment issues girls and the whole world lights on fire and burns
"you are not even fat"
BUT I'M NOT SKINNY
You know youre locked in when your parents start talking about you not eating😍
In the mood to cancel everything and just rot in my bed 💜💜💜
the urge to never eat again and the urge to eat the whole kitchen and the urge to overdose on pills all on a wrestling match inside my brain after each minor inconvenience
I want to starve myself to death
I’m so fucking excited to go to the gym tomorrow
I NEED to lose weight this summer
Oh my god I am so miserable I want to die
I love you Ana but you hurt so so much
I can actually wear the clothes I like when school starts back if I lock in now
I’m so scared to go to my friends birthday party tonight
I love him dearly but he always has Costco pizza and fatty chips as the food
a singular slice of cheese pizza from there is 700 CALORIES
which is fucking insane and I am not ruining my progress for a slice of pizza like that
I just don’t wanna be the odd man our sitting there not eating but also that’s goals
being a great baker and having a ED sucks
cause like what you mean I can’t even try my chocolate chop espresso cookies
Could I get some meanspo PLEASE
I like need it to be as harsh as you can because dude I’m fuckin 189ib 6’5 at SIXTEEN
which is so insane like how the fuck are you that fat
I’ve been starving really well lately but I just binged and I need to feel disgusting