I’m going to crash out omfg
I want to be so fucking thin that I don’t even look real
like fucking art dude
I feel like I’m going crazy
like what do you mean I’m LOOKING FORWARD to laying in bed watching like 2013 animatics, crying while cutting myself?? Oh with the possibility of literally feeling nothing but my head getting dizzy from starvation
I’m so ready for bed rotting starving summer
like I want to start now but my friends staying with me until Sunday due to family issues
and I love them dearly but PLEASE STOP MAKING ME EAT
Why do you want to eat all the time and eat fatty foods
LIKE BRO WHEN I SAID GO FOR A WALK I DIDNT WANT TO SIT IN MCDONALDS AND WATCH YOU EAT
this this horrible
I want to lay in bed all day drawing and only leaving to go on walks
Frankie falls to peer pressure again and ate
gonna be SICCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
I love gripping my wrist tightly where I recently cut
makes my heart stop for a sec cause the pain^^
lmao that was so funny!! *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myself* *cuts myse
I'm so excited for rotting in bed summer !
Real
Bring back ED forums 2025
Never did I think there’d be a day I spend 26 bucks on laxatives
Tried being normal the past two days and have gained five pounds
I hate that I tried
it didn’t make me feel better
only worse
now I’m grosser
I need to starve for at least three days
I’m going to be skinny by my junior year
I’m gonna lock the fuck in this summer
ten pounds a month if I try hard enough
I’ve done it before
I can do it again
I’m so stupid
At night I’ve eaten and purged to feel
I just want to feel
cutting dinner make me feel because the deeper I cut the number I feel
but when I starve
I feel
I feel the rumble
I feel the dizzy
I feel all the crazy in the good way
I can’t wait to starve tomorrow
and this weekend
I love starving
Everything is so wack
Like I don’t feel anything really it happens all the time
it’s so horrible
if I feel I feel horrible
and gross
and fat
and ugly
I need to die
I need to throw up
I need to feel
I eat to feel just to throw up to feel
Oh to feel again
Dannon light green yogurt cups I could never hate you 💜
I need to become a artist
omfg I love art so much
I love saying “I’m so normal, it’s crazy!”
like bitch you just age ten bucks worth of snacks that you bought for your friends graduation THEN threw it all up. Proceeded to crumble whatever was left into said toilet that you threw up in, started giggling and then cut yourself a few times then heard a noise freaked out and flushed that gross shit up and brushed your teeth and went to bed. boy it’s 1am on a school night, you got finals tomorrow get your ass to sleep
Binge = Killing myself
Lowkey really missing the feeling of going crazy
Like I’m feelin a lil too normal today
I feel so horrible throwing out food that was made/bought for me
I don’t want to fucking eat it but I feel like such a bad person for doing it
like oh my god just started sobbing and smashed a sandwich my mom made me
“I’m so normal” I say as I bash my head into a wall sobbing about how much I hate food
Manifesting -5kg for everyone who reblogs
Bulimia wins and now my makeup is fucked up
still have two and a half hours of school left
KMS
I love it when you starve for a while then can suck your stomach in SOOO much
It’s so cutsie
Just threw my guts up and I lost weight^^
two days ago I was 194 now I’m 188
best day ever
still a lot but like during last summer I bindgee so much I went from 176-210 and it just got worse until January my ass locked back in
so sense January I’ve gone from 215-188 and I lost most of it in April!! Like beginning of April I was 204 now I’m here
IM SO HAPPY
I’m getting close to my first gw of 170
Does anyone else ever feel like their self harm isn’t valid?
Like the cuts aren’t deep enough or the burns not bad enough to be actually taken seriously?
are you okay?
I’m okay enough^^
thx for askin:3
hiiii
Hiiiii ^^
Mmmm laxatives