“I’m So Normal” I Say As I Bash My Head Into A Wall Sobbing About How Much I Hate Food

Never did I think there’d be a day I spend 26 bucks on laxatives

I wish I could just cut off all of the fat I have in my body

Mmmm laxatives

Just went on a small weekend trip to see Silverstein like and shit was fucking awesome but I had to eat sense I was with my family

it was so fucking gross oh my god!!! By the end of the night it slightly broke out into a binder because I hadn’t eaten in so long and my friends who knows kept staring at me like I was dying on the spot

I purged like three times within four hours sense they kept wanting to get snacks D: I’m so excited for this week tho!! I’m doing theater tech all week until nine so perfect time for a week fast again!! And I have a really good motivation right now sense my Winter Formal is on Saturday andddd I’m talking to this boy I like and he likes me a lot so it’s great motivation to look better for bim

I do feel kinda bad because I am jealous of how skinny he is compared to me :(

You know youre locked in when your parents start talking about you not eating😍

I’m going to crash out omfg

Oh my god I am so miserable I want to die

I love you Ana but you hurt so so much

Tried being normal the past two days and have gained five pounds

I hate that I tried

it didn’t make me feel better

only worse

now I’m grosser

I need to starve for at least three days

I’m going to be skinny by my junior year

I’m gonna lock the fuck in this summer

ten pounds a month if I try hard enough

I’ve done it before

I can do it again

The amazing feeling of knowing you haven’t eaten in two days it’s fucking fantastic