Everything Is So Wack

Bulimia wins and now my makeup is fucked up

still have two and a half hours of school left

KMS

I think binge eating should be canceled

I feel so horrible throwing out food that was made/bought for me

I don’t want to fucking eat it but I feel like such a bad person for doing it

like oh my god just started sobbing and smashed a sandwich my mom made me

Tried recovery and realized how much I missed my ED

it’s just so much more fun being dizzy and feeling empty rather then having the weight of food :P

Main downside is I gained like ten pounds sense I’ve been eating normally well more like eating more then I should

I wish there was a in between my EDs like I don’t want to binge when I try to eat normally

I’d rather just starve then eat a million things

Manifesting -5kg for everyone who reblogs

Lowkey really missing the feeling of going crazy

Like I’m feelin a lil too normal today

Accidentally ordered Oat milk instead of Almond milk for my latte 😭

making my normally 150kcal drink 250kcal

IM GONNA KILL MYSELF

I’m gonna kill myself

MY SISTER NEEDS TO STOP ASKING ME TO BAKE SHIT I DONT WANT THAT IN MY HOUSE

I can actually wear the clothes I like when school starts back if I lock in now

I wanna starve myself to death, I can‘t die fat so it‘s the only way