Accidentally Ordered Oat Milk Instead Of Almond Milk For My Latte 😭

i hate food i hate calories i hate fat i hate myself

i hate food i hate calories i hate fat i hate myself

i hate food i hate calories i hate fat i hate myself

i hate food i hate calories i hate fat i hate myself

i hate food i hate calories i hate fat i hate myself

I’m so scared to go to my friends birthday party tonight

I love him dearly but he always has Costco pizza and fatty chips as the food

a singular slice of cheese pizza from there is 700 CALORIES

which is fucking insane and I am not ruining my progress for a slice of pizza like that

I just don’t wanna be the odd man our sitting there not eating but also that’s goals

I want to be so fucking thin that I don’t even look real

like fucking art dude

What’s the sharpest kind of blade that’s easy to get?? I’ve been using shitty blades from a old exacto knife and if barley dose any real damage :P

I love counting calories until I’ve reached 739cal by 2pm

kinda a what the fuck moment because the past three weeks my daily was MAYBE 350cal per day. I just felt so hungry but now that I think about it I’m just thirsty

stupid fat thoughts gonna purge now to fix my mistakes 😻

Throwing up feels so much better then cutting myself

I feel so much cleaner after but I also love the ache SH leaves

Never did I think there’d be a day I spend 26 bucks on laxatives

I’m so stupid

At night I’ve eaten and purged to feel

I just want to feel

cutting dinner make me feel because the deeper I cut the number I feel

but when I starve

I feel

I feel the rumble

I feel the dizzy

I feel all the crazy in the good way

I can’t wait to starve tomorrow

and this weekend

I love starving

I wish I could just cut off all of the fat I have in my body

I wish fictional characters were real