What’s The Sharpest Kind Of Blade That’s Easy To Get?? I’ve Been Using Shitty Blades From A Old

Gonna start counting calories on here plus my app :3 Hoping it’ll keep me more accountable with what I eat lol

The past like four days have been awesome

Monday: Liquid water fast

Tuesday: 213kcal

150 grams Oikos Greek yogurt-90kcal

2 1/4 tablespoon old fashioned oats-42kcal

Unsweetened coco powder-5kcal

1/2 tablespoons Clover Honey-45kcal

3 tablespoons frozen strawberries-9kcal

2 tablespoons frozen pineapple-12kcal

1 tablespoon almond milk-2kcal

1/2 teaspoon granulated sugar-8kcal

Wednesday:437kcal

Flour tortilla-144kcal

2/3 cup 4 cheese Mexican shredded-293kcal

1 tablespoon Clover honey-60kcal

1 serving black tea-0kcal

Thursday:90kcal liquids only

monster energy ultra white-10kcal

sparking spring water orange mango-5kcal

1 1/4 tablespoons Clover Honey-60

1 serving black tea-0kcal

Overall Wednesday was the WORST!!! I was forced to go to dinner with my parents and it was this weird white washed Mexican place and they put fucking French fries in almost every burrito??? So I just got a simple quesadilla :P

Like fuckin cried cause I did not want to eat :( I threw up like half of It but my body decided to hate me and not let me throw up :P

Oh my god I am so miserable I want to die

I love you Ana but you hurt so so much

Throwing up feels so much better then cutting myself

I feel so much cleaner after but I also love the ache SH leaves

Fasted Thursday-Sunday night :3

I really want more friends on here

like cause chatting but maybe like a Ana buddy?

To like encourage and motivate

keeping eachother on track and all^^ would be nice to have someone to talk to about these things :P

There’s a certain part of my arm I really want to cut but I can’t sense it’s to noticeable :PP

I cut my wrist often because all my brackets cover that without a jacket or under shirt but my upper forearm isn’t covered by bracelets

I normally wear jackets but sense the summer is here I’d like the option to wear my sleeves kinda up? Idk it sounds so pleasing to cut there :P

Nothing feels real anymore

no matter how much I cut I don’t feel anything

It all feels fake

there’s nothing wrong with me

because non of it is real

I just want to starve to death

Mmmm laxatives

Frankie falls to peer pressure again and ate

gonna be SICCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Life is great just lost five pounds :3