Gonna start counting calories on here plus my app :3 Hoping it’ll keep me more accountable with what I eat lol
The past like four days have been awesome
Monday: Liquid water fast
Tuesday: 213kcal
150 grams Oikos Greek yogurt-90kcal
2 1/4 tablespoon old fashioned oats-42kcal
Unsweetened coco powder-5kcal
1/2 tablespoons Clover Honey-45kcal
3 tablespoons frozen strawberries-9kcal
2 tablespoons frozen pineapple-12kcal
1 tablespoon almond milk-2kcal
1/2 teaspoon granulated sugar-8kcal
Wednesday:437kcal
Flour tortilla-144kcal
2/3 cup 4 cheese Mexican shredded-293kcal
1 tablespoon Clover honey-60kcal
1 serving black tea-0kcal
Thursday:90kcal liquids only
monster energy ultra white-10kcal
sparking spring water orange mango-5kcal
1 1/4 tablespoons Clover Honey-60
1 serving black tea-0kcal
Overall Wednesday was the WORST!!! I was forced to go to dinner with my parents and it was this weird white washed Mexican place and they put fucking French fries in almost every burrito??? So I just got a simple quesadilla :P
Like fuckin cried cause I did not want to eat :( I threw up like half of It but my body decided to hate me and not let me throw up :P
Binging has made me realize how bad food actually tastes
like I don’t understand how I still get cravings when it all taste so bland and gross
I don’t want to eat a fucking brownie that taste like shit but the cravings do
have to say fruit taste so much sweeter and better then any dessert I’ve had
Screaming, Crying, Punching the air, throwing up looking at photos of me from last October when I was at my lowest weight
What’s the sharpest kind of blade that’s easy to get?? I’ve been using shitty blades from a old exacto knife and if barley dose any real damage :P
No binge July here I come‼️‼️‼️
In the mood to cancel everything and just rot in my bed 💜💜💜
I’m so scared to go to my friends birthday party tonight
I love him dearly but he always has Costco pizza and fatty chips as the food
a singular slice of cheese pizza from there is 700 CALORIES
which is fucking insane and I am not ruining my progress for a slice of pizza like that
I just don’t wanna be the odd man our sitting there not eating but also that’s goals
I wanna starve myself to death, I can‘t die fat so it‘s the only way
I love it when you starve for a while then can suck your stomach in SOOO much
It’s so cutsie
Just saw a post that said “Pretty girls eat Pretty food” and that like changed my thoughts
Gonna live by that now
like eating my hummus and fruits and veggies is so cute unlike eating chocolate or McDonald’s
like that’s so fucking disgusting dude
Manifesting -5kg for everyone who reblogs