Guyssss My Last Account Got T-worded :(( I Figured It Might Happen At Some Point But That Still Suckssss.

Can someone pls explain kcals to me like I’m a second grader 💀

IM SO PROUD I LOST A POUND I THOUGHT FOR SURE I HAD MAINTAINED EHEHEHEHE not to mentioned I weighed myself after eating bc I didn’t have a chance before so maybe I lost even less? Idk probably wistful thinking STILL SUPER PROUD SUMMER GOALS HERE I COME

I will NOT binge this week I owe it to myself. I’m soooo close to my goal weight I can feel it.

I was being a whiney bitch at school bc my stomach hurt and someone said “yeah bc you starve yourself, you literally never eat” YAY PEOPLE ARE NOTICING superrrr validating

IDC THAT SHE WAS ON SHIMMER AND FICTIONAL

jinx build is not a want, its a NEED

I’m actually about to tweak tf out a distant family member is visiting for a couple days and my parents made me eat a LOT more in just the couple hours he’s been here. I’ve been begging my friend to invite me over for a sleepover because I’ve been doing so fucking well lately and loosing weight and this will not mess it up.

@na is making me touch starved, I fear. I jerk away every time someone touches me because I don’t want them to feel how f@t I am. Even though literally no one gives a fuck except me.

I was literally just thinking about this earlier but yeahhhh my original gw was 110 lb and I’m lighter than that now with a much lighter gw.

haha more memes because im definetly coping

I’m locking in for m@lnutrition may or whatever tf we’re calling it. I hate this stupid fucking weight I’ve put on I am so beyond depressed lately. I had a major performance today, it went great and all I can think about is that four pounds I gained while trying to reassure my parents that I’m not disordered. They know, I’m sick of gaining weight trying to make them think I’m not. I hate myself so much, I hate that I couldn’t enjoy my performance. I am getting to my goals if it fucking kills me idc

Okay literally no one is going to see this but I need to vent. TW for an @na related vent ig

Okay my last account got t-worded and like two weeks later my parents confronted me about my ED and have been making me eat a lot more. I got caught in a binge cycle for about two weeks where I’d fast for two days, binge, OMAD, then binge for three days. It was disgusting and easily one of my lowest points with this shit. I’ve just barely been able to break that and been going back to my regular workouts/fasting. Today I managed to sneak away from my parents to weigh myself on a public scale (no scale in house bc my parents are super fucking onto me about this) and I gained FOUR POUNDS. WTF. I’ve never gained more than like two pounds since developing an 3d, I feel so gross. Great motivation but I’m also SO scared for summer break when I’m around my family all the time. Just going to eat as little as possible, give me all your motivation PLEASEEE. Currently 107 lb or 48 KG, feel free to f@t sh@m3 me and shit like that.