I hate binging
it makes me feel sick and gross and ugly
when I eat too much I want the feeling to go away as fast as possible
Dear future me, please don’t ever binge
Can someone pls explain kcals to me like I’m a second grader 💀
AFAB anablr is half cis girl “get skinny so you can be a fem feminine girly girl angel girl!” And half trans guy “get skinny bc maybe under all that skin there’s a boys body.” Both are equally as delusional but I’m on both sides so I can’t speak.
I was literally just thinking about this earlier but yeahhhh my original gw was 110 lb and I’m lighter than that now with a much lighter gw.
haha more memes because im definetly coping
Guyssss my last account got t-worded :(( I figured it might happen at some point but that still suckssss. My last account was literally-gwenpool if anyone wanted to know lol.
I was being a whiney bitch at school bc my stomach hurt and someone said “yeah bc you starve yourself, you literally never eat” YAY PEOPLE ARE NOTICING superrrr validating
Lmao this post was actually the one that got my last blog t-worded, nothing else I ever posted blew up like this. Weird to see it in the wild.
The results I expect after one good day:
New intro post bc my last account got nerfed.
I don’t respond to DMs and I will usually avoid comments bc I’m scared of internet strangers. Just don’t be creepy pleaseeee
He/any
Cw: 107 lb
Lw: 103 lb
Gw1: 100 lb
Gw2: 94 lb
Ugw: 90 lb
Idk what else to put here lol. I love marvel, arcane, comics, and I’m a punk loser.
Day one of getting back tf on track
OMAD, my family gave me extra food so it was kind of more OMAD + snacks but it was fruits so it’s fine I guess
Calories consumed: 500 (494 but I’m rounding)
Calories burnt: 160
Calories in total: 340
Guys I’m feeling SO GOOD hopefully I can keep it up :333
DAY FOUR OF LOCKING TF IN
I did pretty solid today, I managed to eat a small cookie without it triggering a binge. Continued with OMAD, hopefully will OMAD tomorrow as well. I’m going to a movie with my friend so I’ll bring some gum so I don’t eat the popcorn.
Consumed: 650 ish? Kinda hard to tell
Burnt: 60 (not as much as usual but blehhhh)
Total: 590 ish
Not much to say. I’ve definitely noticed my bloating going down but idk if I’ve actually lost anything. My parents are super onto me. Lowkey I’m at the point where stomach bloating is a pain but mostly easy to work off(?) but my arms/legs are HUGE and I hate it. My calves are actually pretty muscular and my lower arms are super skinny but my upper arms are HUGE