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sorry ive been gone for so long lol

ove been gone a while and it will probably be an even longer while. it turns out liking people when u have axnious attachment is REALLY bad and now i spend most of my evenings practicing piano or etching his name into a red candle and praying over it like my life depends on it i also recently discovered good weed as after my terrible experience of snooping through the freezer for my dads homemade shit during an anxiety attack scarred me. that strawberry shem hit MAD dawg omg i was metling away lolololololol maybe ill write smthn abt it. everything always turns into smthn i write bc i refuse to get hurt for nothing. all damage is good in my hands bc sometimes the assault is good and sometimes the insane urge to high is good and sometimes the abuse is good and sometimes the irrestable eye gleam that boy gives me at our concert as if he didnt js blck me is good bc i can turn it into art. and speaking of art center marimba got butt dumped on me so now im losing even more freedom from pressure in my arts and i wont even have my big brother there to help me throhg it bc hes gradiating. and big sister cam is graduating and jammy is go bue bye aghhhhhhh its all so sad yk sometimes i like purposelu let myself get hurt or i pirposelu hurt myself emotionally so i can write better. my best work comes when im sad bc i can onlu write sad things well bc how the fuck am i suppsied to write abt sunshine and rainbows and loving relationships when my ever so shitty eyesight is blacking out so everything looks dark and the only rainbows i see are when im saying i hate fags as i write poetry abt my unreauited love for this boy abd theres no loving relationshios cb the last relationship i got FUCKED but its ok bc the dmaga eis good gys i am making art from ut u already saw the shit i did back in february i write ffrom experience so my work is accurate. terribke things arent visualized in my work they are experuenced and thrown onto the page like it will be my last. ad then ppl tell mei should get hep and i should go ti the pyschward like hahaha so funny even if i wanted to i couldnt bc my parents dgaf im literally js a kid. im co28 i should be worring abt like my grades (whch i do) and like playinf valorant or whatever teen boys do. but nof this is mu life but eah my bad for being gone gangalang see yall idk when i js wanted to update my life everythign is great

are these bars

. . ."tell me when you look at me that flesh is all the same"

so down bad i started writing a short story about the longing and despair that comes with being in love w a straight man

i might live life less contempt dead than in love with another man

poetry or whatever about being the token gay

cw for slurs and mentions of religion + sexuality

guys i really like this guy and he makes me like more nervous than any man has ever made me before and everytime we text i get like so nervous and giddy that like i just start impulsively doing jumping jacks and pushups is this normal pls type ues or no im hyperventilating

you KNOW a mf is fine shyt when they take their glasses off and you just stare with utter shock and awe bc youre so baffled of how scrumptious they look like OUUUHHHHH YES TAKE THEM GLASSES OFF AGAIN PRETTY BOY !!!

Tatta

reminder that my page is NOT a safe space for niragi antis. if u absolutely despise him down to ur last molecule and think that everyone who likes him is a grapist or a freak then literally leave. i usually dgaf abt opinions but this is literally a niragi based page so if ur one of THOSE fans, dont interact w my page bc ur js gonna piss urself off dont call me dont come by my house do not come to my town.

me when i find my fans referencing my work on completely different websites (im crying i love yall so much HOW DO YALL EVEN FIND ME HELLO)

when the internalized homophobia lowkey hits while im looking at a guy i lowkey am crushing on so the garden shed intro just starts blasting in my head

ALICE IN BORDERLAND : SEASON 3 THEORY

It's always 'who's the joker??', never 'how's the joker??' What if, in a perfect world, where everyone's read the manga, we asked the real questions regarding season three : What's the joker going to do? Straying from the idea of who the Joker is opens up a lot more possibilities as to what season three could hold for us and what its symbolization might be. So for today, we're taking a step away from all the 'who' theories and thinking about the whys and hows. And that starts with a single panel of the manga all the way in chapter 60.

The Sanzu River. WHAT EXACTLY IS THE SANZU RIVER ? : In Japanese mythology, the Sanzu river is a river representing the border between life and death. It is a river with three different paths for three different kinds of souls- a bridge for those who have done good, a deep section filled with poisonous snakes for those who have done bad, and a ford for those in between. The borderlands represents the Sanzu river. MORE EVIDENCE TO SUPPORT THIS CLAIM : - The Sanzu river is said to be located somewhere on Mount Osore, which might be what the mountain terrain that began to surround Tokyo is meant to represent. Continuing on with the Sanzu river references, at the end of the Sanzu river, the travelers enter Meido, where they will experience a number of trials to determine whether or not they are deserving to go to Tengoku (heaven), or doomed to go to Jigoku (hell). Judging by going off of Alice in Borderland being a sort of big reference to the Sanzu River, continuing on with this, the next step after borderland with the theme in season three being the joker card, could be Meido. So in theory, the next season could be the series of trials that our characters will overcome before they finally die. JOKER CARD SYMBOLISM : - The joker card is likely to represent that the characters in borderland aren't fully out yet, and we don't know if they ever will be. In history, the joker card is described as a wild card that represents UNPREDICTABILITY and CHAOS- a fitting description of the foreseeable events to come in season three ---- While the joker represents the ferryman of the river in the manga that might allude to this theory being incorrect, the mountains that began to surround the city possibly indicates that the sanzu river symbolization has not changed, but the joker's symbolization has. ---- In this case, it might be that the joker is to represent that souls might BELIEVE that they are finally to the afterlife after crossing the river (just like how the characters in borderland seem to have finished their terror), but there's still one last challenge left for them to overcome, meido (in borderland's case, the joker card.) - Joker card is also sometimes compared to the fool in tarot, which also represents unpredictability as well as the start of a new journey. - It also is sometimes believed to symbolize CHANGES IN FORTUNE, once again relating to the belief that the characters have left borderland, when they actually still have one more thing to go. I'm going to refer to this as the RIVER THEORY.

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR READING !! I had the realization for this while yapping with a friend about how I thought people thinking the most random characters were the joker was stupid, started talking about the joker in the manga, and realized I actually didn't know what exactly the end of the Sanzu river was supposed to be. So it had me thinking- if AIB netflix is continuing with this symbolization, how would they go about it? Please let me know what you guys think and if you have any other evidence or theories to go along with this !! Have a great day and happy theorizing ! SOURCES : https://www.curiousordinary.com/2022/11/sanzu-river.html https://yokai.com/meido/

alice in borderland s3 comes out on a day i have practice r u fucking kidding me. THE SHOW I DIDNT KMS FOR IS COMING OUT ON A DAY I HAVE FUCKING PRACTICE. IM SHOOTING SOMEONE R U FUCKING FR

'25 GEN AIB and the controversy around SHIPPING.

If you've ever been in a fandom, which you certainly have if you're on tumblr, then you know that one of the biggest things that makes a fandom is shipping. Whether it be adored by the fandom, shut away in some locked up corner online, or frowned upon, almost every fandom has shipping. And Alice in Borderland is no stranger to the concept.

<> NOTICE : Nothing that I say in this post is meant to offend, harm, or attack anyone. This is simply an informational post sharing my opinion on current controversies in the fandom.

IT'S THE BASIC OUTCOME OF A FANDOM.. : Alice in Borderland has been around for almost 15 YEARS NOW. No matter how long ago you joined the fandom, whether you've been here since it's first manga release or since this year's borderland revival, if you may, on TikTok, you already know shipping is HUGE in this fandom. Which means an outrageous amount of stupid arguments over which characters are more compatible than others. Perhaps the most frustrating part of the new gen of AIB fans (I say this because I personally and most of those similar to me have been here for around 4 years) is the shipping. Now, don't take this the wrong way. I am all for shipping- if you already know me, then you would know that a large chunk of this account is based on an AIB ship. Shipping becomes a problem when people in the fandom begin arguing over which ship is better and full on attacking each other over it. I say this referring to the uprise of Chippei (Chishiya Shuntaro / Ippei Oki) and Nishiya (Niragi Suguru / Chishiya Shuntaro) and the new fandom's growing rivalry regarding these 2 ships. I have literally seen Chippei lovers tell Nishiya fans that they HATE THEM and even tell them to kms over them preferring Nishiya, or just for not liking Chippei. A portion of Nishiya shippers aren't saints either. This behavior is EXTREMELY immature. And it isn't only between these two, but it's mainly between these two. As a fandom we should respect each other, whether or not we agree with each other's opinions. Nishiya shippers who act immaturely back to the shippers who disagree whether they be Chippei, Chirisu, Niratatta, etc, make me feel ashamed to be a Nishiya shipper. WHAT SHOULD YOU DO IF YOU DISAGREE WITH A SHIP ? : : If you disagree with a ship you should simply scroll away. It's that simple. I personally have STRONG opinions towards Niratatta, but you will NEVER catch me telling someone who ships the two to do bad things to themselves or other kinds of hate speech. If you are in a conversation with someone who ships something different from you, you can simply say, "I personally don't ship them / don't agree with the ship, but it's a cool concept! I'm glad you enjoy it!" And go along with your day. It's THAT simple to be a normal human being and respectful member of your fandom, whether its Alice in Borderland or not. If someone is being disrespectful or crude towards you for your ship, don't reciprocate the behavior. Simply ignore them, and if they don't stop, block them. You should NEVER reply with rude remarks in return.

And, that concludes my rant. To anyone in this fandom, or any fandom for that matter, that already behaves in a respectful manner, props to you. Keep doing what you're doing !! You make your fandom a much better place when you treat others nicely :)) See you next rant !! Bye bye !

ladies, ladies, one at a time.. //o_o//

thank you guys so much for all the attention ive been receiving on my work !! you guys are truly the best, all your kind words and your MANY kudos motivate me to keep working and try my hardest for all of you <3 i am forever grateful for all you ! UPDATES : i may be posting something for a more underground fandom that is NOT alice in borderland so if you'd be interested in reading different fandom work, check out bittersweet (AJ's poorly explained oc lore) on tiktok and let me know if you guys would read work related to them :)

why does aib3 have to be coming out in SEPTEMBER of all months it better land on a break or something bc why does it have to be during the busiest time of the year for me. no saturdays, marching rehearsal multiple times a week, football games (aka 4 hours of sitting with my snare watching our team lose 0-40 and get 23 injuries AGAIN.) i hope i can still binge bc im not accepting having to not binge watch the show i set back my suicide for.

okay not to hate on other peoples opinions but HOW do some of you mfs believe that niragi would be a big bad wolf and like most alpha male ever in a relationship im sorry but ngl if niragi ever trusted someone enough to get in a committed relationship w them he would lowkey be the biggest crybaby bf of all time. trusting someone that much is basically js letting his guard down, ion get why some of yall assume that his actual self is the persona he put on starting at the beach cuz let's be for realsies that mf is DEFINITELY a sweetheart under allat even if he doesnt wanna show it

yall sorry i havent been posting i lowkey started working on a new group of ocs that i have and im trying to make as much about them as i can before the motivation goes away. i am still going to continue making fics and posting the content will just be less frequent now :3

men go through a break-up and literally make it everybody else's problem smh 🫤 :

FIC IS OUT !!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/63544828

^ its pretty short but uh whatever whoopsie daisies you can keep this in mind while you read if you want :)) v

"those eyes of yours piss me off, its so condescending" so like niragi theres this river in egypt, i dont know if youve ever heard of it... its called de nile!! now say that real slow.

"i hate namgyu!!" i scream as 3840284 photos of namgyu fall from my bag. "no!! these arent mine!!!!" i desperately try to explain

HIHIHI !! Sorry if this ask is sudden but I felt the itching necessity to introduce myself as a fellow (manga) Niragi kin + NiraShiya enjoyer (been in the fandom for a while but I just recently started writing fics)

It genuinely makes me so happy to see others having a similar interest as opposed to the “early” fandom where the ship & Niragi himself were considered no-no topics

Expect me in your inbox often !

- sincerely, schnitzel:)

AAAAAA ANOTHER NIRASHIYA LOVER AND NIRAGI KINNIE!!! STRAIGHT TO MY MOOTS U GO SCHNITZEL :3 !!

are parents js not parenting correctly anymore cuz tell me why i saw so many 8-9 year olds at the tyler concert dude when i was their age i would get my ass whooped for listening to a song w the word shit in it. how are they allowed to go to a tyler concert where a majority of the songs were abt sex :sob: HE PLAYED TRON CAT. AND TAMALE. AND STICKY OFC. AND JUDGE JUDY + gave a whole speech on safe sex. YALL NEED TO TAKE BETTER CARE OF YOUR KIDS...

upcoming actually somewhat positive fic teaser art

the scribbles lowkey distorted his side profile but anyways um i love soft niragi pls follow me on ao3 for super amazing nirashiya posts oki bai

taking a break from a big fat stressful fic to write something shorter and almost comforting

teaser :3

i have a question diva what sanrio character r u

i have no clue what sanrio character i am but my fav is most definitely mellotune <3

thank you for the question diva !

got thrown into an aib rp server and just got reminded of the joys of rp who lowkey wanna try doing them reblog paragraph rp thingies w me if a few people say yes / drop smthn in my ask box ill post an RP tab to my comms / directory carrd

note rq that my muses r niragi and chishiya and im fine w doing either but id lowkey rlly like to experiment w niragi !

u can start w any character from the AIB universe but id prefer characters closely related to him !!

if u wanna do ship related stuff the rules follow my art AND my fic commission rules. (> view blog > directory and comms > main page)

tell me ur name and ur fav alice in borderland character and ill assign you an instrument tell me ur name and ur fav alice in borderland game and ill assign you a percussion instrument specifically