The Pattern Persists And I See It Playing Out How Will It All End Will I Save Myself Is There Something
The pattern persists and I see it playing Out how will it all end Will I save myself Is there something else for me
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So lonely So so lonely Nothing but lonely So alone
Going through periods of health scares when I notice something about my body and think I’m dying but eventually it turns out to be nothing/normal but nonetheless doesn’t feel less scary each time
I tried deriving the Lorentz factor for the second time last Night and well the geometry was quite straight forward but the algebra :-< Have I. Become the people who get to calculus and begin struggling with basic math… Help! I didn’t finish it but I’ll try it again but to bypass that algebraic manipulation I might do the derivation with the parallel wires which is arguably more rigorous
Need to be healthy need to take care of my body Need to tend to this vessel need to maintain it need to eat healthy no junk food I need to exercise
How I wish I had a feast of potatoes placed forth in front of me .
Physics is too hard maybe Thjs is not the path for me
Reading papers and making a document with links to my favorite ones. “Favorite” here means papers that I read through and gathered some insight from. To be fair it’s a matter of readability. Did I read through it? Can I read through it? Then it’s my Favorite paper just for that. I want to learn more and read more papers and eventually I’ll have Favorite Papers that aren’t based on the mere fact I read through them. Next: reading a paper that outlines the thermal developments of the universe
Being a stupid impractical moron means never understanding how and why others think of you as stupid and childish. What’s your Problem why must I think like you Why must I worry myself with the materialistic affairs and ambitions you concern yourself with? Sometimes I think This is simply who I am and feel conviction in my desires and outlook on things but then I feel as though I should cower before others. Practical minded people are so Bad and Mean to me You’re all judgemental and hurtful I hope you feel sad for hurting a sweet creature like me. Shame on you!
