Never kill yourself sometimes you have to have a conversation with someone and learn something and share your thoughts life is worth living There is more for us in the world of ideas Run keep running go
I have an intuition the chain rule was used here but I don’t have sufficient knowledge of differential equations to understand fully how it works
My first love will always be physics
I’ve been really sad and scared so I’ll fantasize about living in the castle with my sweet Lover prince and when he sees I’m sad he’ll take me on a horse ride and we will go sit and watch the sunset and he’ll buy me my favorite food and we’ll eat supper and then he’ll kiss my forehead and I’ll feel better and then we’ll go back to the castle and he will hold me and I will fall asleep in his arms and when I wake I won’t be plagued with sadness and fear . He will have pat me to sleep.
I am currently very afraid of being stupid and dumb. It’s the worst thing one can be. I’m afraid I’ll dumb down even more I can’t imagine living a life where I’m stupid and dumb and I continue to get more stupid and dumb. It’s my nightmare I need to exercise my brain
Reading papers and making a document with links to my favorite ones. “Favorite” here means papers that I read through and gathered some insight from. To be fair it’s a matter of readability. Did I read through it? Can I read through it? Then it’s my Favorite paper just for that. I want to learn more and read more papers and eventually I’ll have Favorite Papers that aren’t based on the mere fact I read through them. Next: reading a paper that outlines the thermal developments of the universe
Perhaps I’ll learn to play the piano in the future
Read a paper whose research was of the theoretical nature! It appears thermal physics is Very interesting and I must learn about the generalized uncertainty principle and instantons.
Assumptions on me
Brain : smooth
Activity: negligible