i’ve had these sketches of Kitty lying around for a while now but I never ended up finishing it because I had to finish drafting my bachelor thesis and then it was my birthday and THEN it was easter and family dinners. But considering it’s April 1st and I don’t think I’ll finish these properly I decided I might as well post these in honor of Kitty because she would LOVE April 1st (idk if that’s a canon thing but in my delusions. This is true)
and yeah my art process is this messy. always. if you zoom in on my art you’ll immediately see it
:o ive made it into a dub video lets gooo
@unpeeled-human Captain I made the thing
https://www.tumblr.com/unpeeled-human/774053743931080704/can-i-have-a-headpat-its-been-a-rough-week?source=share
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I think I have DID or a OSDD, and I think it's becoming more prominent. I forgot that I have looked at it a handful of times, and forget until the symptoms become bad again and I go to look for therapists (which I cannot find any given my location/insurance. Hate living in the south istg.) It also hurts to not have anybody to talk to about it just to have somebody who understands or just to discuss things with for an idea. I've tried talking to a friend who is far mentally typical, but he's also judgemental of me it feels like so, oh well I guess. I just wish I didn't feel so different, or didn't feel like I should talk to anybody about it.
rewatching ever after high and wanted to doodle along! can you tell apple is my favorite character
Also yeah I changed the color of her armor WHY IS IT SILVER IN THE SHOW
do not forget the patron saint of these weeks that we celebrate ourselves proudly and openly in the streets
remember, the first Pride was a riot, and she was one of the brave souls who endured it to help carve the path which so many of us walk today. she helped found several activist groups regarding LGBT safety and wellbeing. and she was absolutely radiant, too.
thank you, Marsha. we remember you.
I think more cis butches who want top surgery should get it, not just because it pisses off TERFs and that's funny, but because it helps normalize a post double mastectomy body on women. ya know, the thing women with breast cancer dread to have? because as a society we treat breasts as a womanly body part, and when a woman gets a literal lifesaving procedure it's treated as a tragedy cuz they're 'mutilated' now? yeah, I don't know, I think normalizing top surgery in women is a Good Thing. treating post op results from a double mastectomy as "mutilation" is super fucked up all around and is yet another example of how TERF rhetoric hurts cis women too. TERFs are so fucking stupid that they consistently harm the "real" women they claim to care so much about. shocker.
:) thank you
can I have a headpat :( It's been a rough week
I don't know how to describe it, but genderfluidity gives me probably the weirdest type of gender envy and dysphoria. I have been feeling my AGAB for a while now, but watching Juno Birch and hearing her voice, kinda just flipped the switch and brought on gender dysphoria. I don't know how to explain my thoughts, but something about transfeminine presentations and being just give me gender envy when I feel dysphoric femininely. I don't know why, they don't do anything different, they're just women being women, but the way they present themselves, their style and mannerisms just feels....different to me. It just feels right, and it feels unattainable to me, but I don't see why. I don't know why.
I know vampirism is often used as a metaphor for the drain of the aristocracy but I think it would be fun to have more vampire characters who were just some guy before they got turned. You seek out the most ancient vampire in existence and find out he was a 40 year old wheat farmer in ancient Mesopotamia when he was turned 7,000 years ago and he hasn’t been doing much since then.