Yeah

Extra yap:

I tried to make references using the sheet music choices

The art is honestly barely connected to the themes...it was more like me trying to capture the feeling I get when listening to the climax of the song

The primarily monochrome color scheme is a reference to the White Noise music video

Hopefully Fyodor doesn't come off as creepy or scheming or anything guys he's actually just a silly guy

He also looks like such a fucking rat here I love him

Also the all white outfit is an unintentional reference to the Mersault uniform lmao

holy shit...no way...is that? BSD BAND AU CONTENT !??! explodes

Thinking of doing a series of little arts with each member of the DoA band in the AU as a Will Wood song because they are Will Wood adjacent to me (blame Fyolai for excreting neurodivergence and non-conformity all over their songwriting /aff)

Anywayyssss first installment in the series we have Fyodor as White Noise!

Reasons for picking this song:

The song is generally agreed to have themes of meaning, specifically feeling things are meaningless and finding meaning for yourself in inherently meaningless things

Some people interpret the song to also be how capitalism and consumer culture strips art of meaning or waters down what is considered art and why

The last verse gives me inexplicable Fyodor energy (" you fill your head with thoughts you find you can't even feel. Try to make room in your skull but it's full them. All of the things that you think about think about thinking. I know it's hard, but they're not who you are: They're white noise. ")

Bonus: As far as I'm aware, this is the only Will Wood song that uses cello, so. :3

I just found out recently that Will said the song is actually about suicide and depression...but also as the extension its about not being able to find meaning even in the things you create yourself so it still works.

If anyone cares enough to theorise I would love to hear it <3

my femzai design using the only painting tools autodesk has

i have the flu and the art block demons are chewing on me. GRRR WHY IS THE QUALITY SO BAD.

Yay tests are done! (I did trash but atp idgaf) But..still no art (shakes my skull about because the neurons in my brain aren't neuroning in the way that I want them to) , I've been kind of busy being Cookie Run Ovenbreak pilled

They added sooo many new cookies while I was gone too...

Like who are these divas and why can't I have them at lvl 15 with pets and magic candy like, RIGHT NOW? dsljhasdfdsrruruurhggr

Buutttt I did get Crowberry cookie's trial to Rainbow Rank so thats cool

Hello??!! /pos Thank you for the tag :D

@t0tally-n0t-lou @bungostraydogs-nextgen @thetoker420 I would tag more but I dont rmbr their taglines and these are the ppl Ive mostly interected w :3

 A friend threatened me to repost so I will!

Basically, there r tons of fake asses on tumblr who just want comments and followers, so someone started this to see who's actually a good friend. Everyone I tag better repost (and tag other people and preferably threaten them in a creative way as well) bc I'm high on caffeine and newfound lesbianism and will resort to violence.

@ey-theys-was-coronas

@fangirlhehe

I would tag more people but they're the only ones I've really interacted with-

Genderbent Chuuya doodle page/ref sheet beneath cut

(tw: partial nudity)

Whipped this up real quick because the gay possessed my brain and I simply had to draw beautiful futch.

Super rushed rough painting(?) of fem Dazai as this image I saw on Pinterest

Reference image below cut

Guyssss I’m not dead !!! I’ve just been really tired and focused on other stuff sorry:(((

Anyway happy new year everyone!!(two weeks late :3) here is Spider-Man Chuu for y’all <3

Blorbo doodle for Valentines :3

Chuuya is too supportive Dazai cant handle allat 😔

Silly little doodles of @petitesmafia's twts about Dazai trying to get Chuuya to be jealous (and failing hahaha)

Headcannons for them! (I mean not really hcs? Cause I made the au? so uh just canons in a way):

- They all went to the same highschool and thats where they met

- Higuchi had an big crush/friend crush/mild obsession w Akutagawa back in highschool (still kind of does) and actually only learned how to play guitar bc she found out he did and she wanted to simultaenuoesly be more like him and impress him (but she did grow to enjoy the activity personally)

- Akutagawa's vocals can get pretty deep and rough in the songs and its a little bit jarring to go from only hearing the music to actually seeing him because you got this gravelly ass voice coming from this cunty twink.

- Hirotsu taught the Akutagawa siblings guitar and music stuff, he also wanted to make his own music when he was younger but he didn't have the resources to produce it at the time.

- Tachihara has a bent nose it happened a long time ago (for unspecified reasons) but he puts on a bandaid when he's in his band persona bc he thinks its cool (its so corny is circles back around to being kinda cool)

Introducing:

BLACK LIZARD

They're finally here !!!

Band Profile:

BLACK LIZARD

Genre(s):

Hard rock, alt/indie rock, punk rock

Members:

Ryuunosuke Akutagawa

Lead vocalist/Front man, rhythm guitarist, lyricist

Ichiyou Higuchi

Backing vocalist, lead guitar, lyricist

Michizou Tachihara

Backing vocalist, keyboardist

Gin Akutagawa

Backing vocalist, bassist, composer

Ryuro Hirotsu

Drummer/Percussionist

Not really a composer but he's Gin's go to for when she needs advice for her compositions

Sound:

Fun facts:

Theyre signed under bPM Records, managed to get the resources to do it relatively easily bc Hirotsu knows Mori personally and Mori is a bleeding heart for young, passionate musicians

Akutagawa's guitar is called Rashomon

Gin and Tachihara run all the band's official socials

Hirotsu is the Akutagawas' uncle

I almost gave Akutagawa red laces but then I remembered what that generally means in lace code and I know its not always a mandatory coding rule but I changed it to purple (for lgbtq pride) to make myself feel better.