Your personal Tumblr library awaits
Vip-draws - Blog Posts
You've heard of Madoka and Dazai, but are you ready for MIKU AND FYODOR??
Babygirl and and abstract concept with infinite bodies (which is which?)
15zai doodles I did during class!
He is the skrunkly ever I fear
PART 2 OF SHIP CHARTS I MADEEEE !!!(mostly rarepairs this time)
Also everyone must get on the sigkuni hypetrain right now they make so much sense that it's baffling how unknown they are. /nf
Part 1 !! (has SKK, SSKK, Atuslucy, Fyolai, Suegiku & Ranpoe and the blank ship chart)
Headcannons for them! (I mean not really hcs? Cause I made the au? so uh just canons in a way):
- They all went to the same highschool and thats where they met
- Higuchi had an big crush/friend crush/mild obsession w Akutagawa back in highschool (still kind of does) and actually only learned how to play guitar bc she found out he did and she wanted to simultaenuoesly be more like him and impress him (but she did grow to enjoy the activity personally)
- Akutagawa's vocals can get pretty deep and rough in the songs and its a little bit jarring to go from only hearing the music to actually seeing him because you got this gravelly ass voice coming from this cunty twink.
- Hirotsu taught the Akutagawa siblings guitar and music stuff, he also wanted to make his own music when he was younger but he didn't have the resources to produce it at the time.
- Tachihara has a bent nose it happened a long time ago (for unspecified reasons) but he puts on a bandaid when he's in his band persona bc he thinks its cool (its so corny is circles back around to being kinda cool)
Introducing:
BLACK LIZARD
They're finally here !!!
Band Profile:
BLACK LIZARD
Genre(s):
Hard rock, alt/indie rock, punk rock
Members:
Ryuunosuke Akutagawa
Lead vocalist/Front man, rhythm guitarist, lyricist
Ichiyou Higuchi
Backing vocalist, lead guitar, lyricist
Michizou Tachihara
Backing vocalist, keyboardist
Gin Akutagawa
Backing vocalist, bassist, composer
Ryuro Hirotsu
Drummer/Percussionist
Not really a composer but he's Gin's go to for when she needs advice for her compositions
Sound:
Fun facts:
Theyre signed under bPM Records, managed to get the resources to do it relatively easily bc Hirotsu knows Mori personally and Mori is a bleeding heart for young, passionate musicians
Akutagawa's guitar is called Rashomon
Gin and Tachihara run all the band's official socials
Hirotsu is the Akutagawas' uncle
I almost gave Akutagawa red laces but then I remembered what that generally means in lace code and I know its not always a mandatory coding rule but I changed it to purple (for lgbtq pride) to make myself feel better.
Super rushed rough painting(?) of fem Dazai as this image I saw on Pinterest
Reference image below cut
Extra yap:
I tried to make references using the sheet music choices
The art is honestly barely connected to the themes...it was more like me trying to capture the feeling I get when listening to the climax of the song
The primarily monochrome color scheme is a reference to the White Noise music video
Hopefully Fyodor doesn't come off as creepy or scheming or anything guys he's actually just a silly guy
He also looks like such a fucking rat here I love him
Also the all white outfit is an unintentional reference to the Mersault uniform lmao
holy shit...no way...is that? BSD BAND AU CONTENT !??! explodes
Thinking of doing a series of little arts with each member of the DoA band in the AU as a Will Wood song because they are Will Wood adjacent to me (blame Fyolai for excreting neurodivergence and non-conformity all over their songwriting /aff)
Anywayyssss first installment in the series we have Fyodor as White Noise!
Reasons for picking this song:
The song is generally agreed to have themes of meaning, specifically feeling things are meaningless and finding meaning for yourself in inherently meaningless things
Some people interpret the song to also be how capitalism and consumer culture strips art of meaning or waters down what is considered art and why
The last verse gives me inexplicable Fyodor energy (" you fill your head with thoughts you find you can't even feel. Try to make room in your skull but it's full them. All of the things that you think about think about thinking. I know it's hard, but they're not who you are: They're white noise. ")
Bonus: As far as I'm aware, this is the only Will Wood song that uses cello, so. :3
I just found out recently that Will said the song is actually about suicide and depression...but also as the extension its about not being able to find meaning even in the things you create yourself so it still works.
If anyone cares enough to theorise I would love to hear it <3
holy shit...no way...is that? BSD BAND AU CONTENT !??! explodes
Thinking of doing a series of little arts with each member of the DoA band in the AU as a Will Wood song because they are Will Wood adjacent to me (blame Fyolai for excreting neurodivergence and non-conformity all over their songwriting /aff)
Anywayyssss first installment in the series we have Fyodor as White Noise!
Reasons for picking this song:
The song is generally agreed to have themes of meaning, specifically feeling things are meaningless and finding meaning for yourself in inherently meaningless things
Some people interpret the song to also be how capitalism and consumer culture strips art of meaning or waters down what is considered art and why
The last verse gives me inexplicable Fyodor energy (" you fill your head with thoughts you find you can't even feel. Try to make room in your skull but it's full them. All of the things that you think about think about thinking. I know it's hard, but they're not who you are: They're white noise. ")
Bonus: As far as I'm aware, this is the only Will Wood song that uses cello, so. :3
I just found out recently that Will said the song is actually about suicide and depression...but also as the extension its about not being able to find meaning even in the things you create yourself so it still works.
If anyone cares enough to theorise I would love to hear it <3
WIP dump to make up for the fact I'll be missing in action for the next 2 weeks at least (commissions and exams 😔)
Also have you guys ever listened to naishi no pierced its so good
First and last PJSK content you're ever gonna see from me
Drawing Honami in her Guiding Resolve costume is my way of manifesting for the Gazing Ever Higher Gacha. Seriously its been 80 PULLS AND 24K CRYSTALS HOW HAVE I NOT GOTTEN A SINGLE FEATURED CHARACTER???
My comedic magnum opus.
Drawing one of my personas as Skizz in honor of me getting cast as Skizz for the 3rd Life Musical (Three Chances by @hartogtm )!!
Some extra persona nonsense beneath cut
Chat schools been kicking my ass but here's some fem!akutagawa doodles (+ style headcannons).
First pic is her in full goth <3
Second pic is basically her casual wear (her usual outfit formula is: long-sleeve top + long skirt + the chunkiest boots to ever chunk + those lil glasses ofc)
Bonus fem!Atsushi live reaction to Akutagawa in the first picture (atsushi move its my turn /j)
Oughhh fem!PMzai my mentally ill meowmeow
(Tw for artistic nudity, full piece beneath cut)
Smth smth hair holds memories
Fem!dazai angst, specifically fem bc I think the scenario works better in a genderbent AU context (tw for partial nudity and mild sh scars)
I love the second panel ngl
Some art I did a while ago for a friend's ( @bungostraydogs-nextgen )bsd fankids!
For context the characters are triplets and at the time of drawing it was their birthday :3
Ship charts I've made! (Blank chart bneath cut, I did not make the base chart)
Part 2 is here!! (has Sigchuu, Jouzai, Souheki, Sigkuni and Sigmatsu)
Also to clarify Suegiku in my headcannon is unrequited, Jouno is very much romance repulsed aromantic
Some of my BSD facial headcannons! (Also I drew this before I figured out how to draw Chuuyas hair so it looks kinda fucked pls ignore that)
Also funny coincidence that I gave every character in a popular pairing w Dazai (Chuuya, Kunikida, Fyodor) a rectangular face shape.
Bonus fem Fyolai
The outfits are a reference to Me and Mr Wolf by the Real Tuesday Weld
(No capelet version beneath cut)
Pulls out my wlwarhead and yurifies your yaoi
Theyre kinda fugly cause I did em during class but eh
Also fem!chuuya is a futch because I said so /lh
Pulls out my wlwarhead and yurifies your yaoi
Theyre kinda fugly cause I did em during class but eh
Also fem!chuuya is a futch because I said so /lh
Genderbent Chuuya doodle page/ref sheet beneath cut
(tw: partial nudity)
Whipped this up real quick because the gay possessed my brain and I simply had to draw beautiful futch.