What Do You Mean My Mutuals Don’t Look Like Their Icons?!?!!?

First time in a long time I've felt lonely in a relationship sense. it's crazy how taking hrt lifts so much dysphoria and anxiety off of your shoulders that you start feeling emotions that you just hadn't felt in years.

I ❤️ bitching and moaning

okay I get the sentiment around the android hornyposting, but what about the wholesome stuff.

-hearing your partner, or friends fans spin down as they get more comfortable while you cuddle. -switching their LEDs to match your favorite color/whatever color you're wearing -deliberately decreasing cooling efficiency to be warm to the touch -being willing to ask for help with internal maintenance because they trust you

-being able to tell when they're thinking more/less as the speed of their fans/cooling pump/the temperature they are changes

-having panels with stickers of interests you share that they change to when they know they're going to be with you

-asking your opinion on different chassis layouts, and seeing them the next day after they've applied your opinions without telling you they would

I miss having crushes. That deep weight/pull inside like falling, it seems like it wouldn't be nice but it's one of the best feelings in the world. The uncontrollable blushing when you see them and going "oh god! What if they notice?" making you simply more flustered. The little spark of hope when you start to think maybe, just maybe, they might feel the same way about me, right?

I need to find an artistic outlet, I don't really do much creative stuff anymore

Sometimes it just hits you how bad things are. Fuck the UK.

gen ℤ invents WOKE negative numbers!!!!!!